Time passed, and the sun finally poked its head out of the clouds shyly. He cautiously looked at the people in the sun, and Liu Mengchao in the sun indifferently looked at the sunlight that reappeared in front of him.

Liu Mengchao had a smile on his face, not a smile that was overwhelmed, nor a smile full of melancholy, not a smile that came out reluctantly, he was really smiling, his eyes narrowed slightly, and the corners of his mouth slowly curled, like a leisurely and elegant smile when he sat on a bench and watched the sun shine on him after a morning run.

"You look good when you laugh, Liu Mengchao." Gao Xiaowan sat next to Liu Mengchao, the corners of his mouth were stained with sugar juice, and he was being licked slightly by this man with his tongue, "No wonder there are so many girls who like you." ”

"I don't wonder what you say." Hearing Gao Xiaowan's words, Liu Mengchao laughed proudly. He smiled so happily that he leaned back and laughed, clapping his hands from time to time.

"For what?"

Gao Xiaowan couldn't figure out why Liu Mengchao was smiling. From twelve o'clock in the morning to now, Liu Mengchao has obviously lost contact with the main god space, they are now like a cruise ship that has lost power, floating alone on the calm surface of the Atlantic Ocean, there is no land in front of them, there is no land behind them, even fresh water will be quickly exhausted.

So Gao Xiaowan is very strange, in such a nervous and uneasy situation, Liu Mengchao will not be nervous or uneasy.

"The reason is easy to guess, isn't it?" Liu Mengchao's eyes lit up, and he said with a smile, "In a person's life, there will always be too many unsatisfactory things. At this time, all we have to do is laugh, after all, laughing is much better than crying. If a person smiles more, how can he have so many troubles. ”

"Even as it stands. In the next second, the rebels of the main god space may enter this world, Liu Mengchao, can you still laugh? ”

"So do you have any suggestions for a better one? Gao Xiaowan? ”

Liu Mengchao sat up straight and looked at his alliance with a smile. It wasn't until this moment that Gao Xiaowan suddenly felt a trace of Liu Mengchao's temperament that was different from others.

It's not when you calculate people's hearts, that kind of cruelty to the extreme. If a person continues to calculate others in this way, he will one day reach such a level.

It's not like the man in my memory, who can easily calculate and clear everything, and then show calmness and indifference. A person can do this as long as he completely renounces feelings, as long as he is smart enough.

What Liu Mengchao is showing now is different from anyone in Gao Xiaowan's memory.

Liu Mengchao is really laughing. Really in the face of the crisis of imminent death, laugh heartily. This is not a wild laugh after a hysterical renunciation, nor is it a pretending calm smile that a person begins to produce under the pressure of great pressure.

Liu Mengchao was laughing, laughing happily.

Lotte laughs.

Even if the future is unknown, you can still laugh out loud.

Liu Mengchao ...... Looking at the smiling allies beside him, Gao Xiaowan finally took a deep breath, he was sure. In his previous twenty-two years of life, there has never been a person like Liu Mengchao, never.

"I suddenly want to say something right now." Gao Xiaowan frowned carefully, like a child holding a pen for the first time. Carefully writing each stroke that is about to flow from the end of the pen, "Even if you don't have the ability to read people's hearts, you will still be a great person." ”

"That's what I thought, too." Liu Mengchao narrowed his eyes slightly, and the whole person leaned back. Leaning back on a bench drenched in sunlight, "I used to know everyone's emotions very well, and I was proficient in every way to relieve emotional stress. Knowing the birth and end of every emotion, all emotions and psychology have no secrets in front of me. ”

"It must be terrible to live like this, to see through the mask that everyone puts on their faces, to see their faces."

"At that time, at first, you feel that you have great abilities, that you are a person who is high above the clouds." Liu Mengchao smiled and narrowed his eyes, as if he was sniffing the sunlight that slipped in front of him, "Slowly, when this pleasure is not enough to support your actions, you will gradually feel some tightness in your chest." It seems as if a small dark cloud is beginning to accumulate in your chest, and after that, the dark cloud will get bigger and bigger, and you will feel a little out of breath at the end. ”

"Too tired?" Gao Xiaowan tilted her head slightly and looked at Liu Mengchao's side face. Liu Mengchao's face still didn't show a painful expression, he was still smiling. Gao Xiaowan didn't know how to hide a false smile through the muscles on his face, but he knew that Liu Mengchao was really smiling.

He could feel it.

So Gao Xiaowan chose to be silent, and then listened to Liu Mengchao continue.

Liu Mengchao took a slight breath, like a small fish poking its head out of the water, opening its small mouth to kiss the sun.

"It's disgusting. A real disgust. One wants to make people sick to their stomachs, they want to make people uncomfortably sick. A nausea, a stench wafting around you in the mud, you can see the corpses in the black mud, condoms, corsets, all the lust you feel nasty and dirty, all the despair and screams that you have ever seen and that are constantly staged. Curses are like flies floating on top of this garbage, and they are also flying around in front of your eyes all the time. ”

"And then ......?"

Gao Xiaowan straightened up slightly, and put her hand on her knees. He looked so focused, like a primary school student walking into the classroom for the first time, although he didn't sit straight, but his eyes were so bright.

"I used to curse and resent, and then I deceived myself by closing my eyes and covering my nose with my hands."

"But you definitely won't be like this forever." Before Liu Mengchao finished speaking, Gao Xiaowan had already spoken unconsciously, his eyes were so bright, like the light of the sun at twelve o'clock, he believed in Liu Mengchao so much, even Gao Xiaowan himself didn't find it, he may believe in this man who claimed to have climbed up from hell more than he believed himself.

Liu Mengchao met Gao Xiaowan's gaze and nodded slowly. He laughed, muscles tugging at the corners of his mouth. The muscles touched the corners of the eyes, and the corners of the eyes drove the eyes, and the eyes were the most sluggish and greeted the eyes, so the bright black pupils in the eyes shone slightly and smiled.

"Yes, I found out later. Whatever it is, just have a smile. It's really a smile, not pretending to pull your muscles, forcing yourself to laugh out loud, and trying to provoke your happy memories from time to time. Replace everything with the happiness of the past, but a real smile. ”

"So you're really just smiling right now?"

"It's a happy smile."

Liu Mengchao spread out his palms and looked at the lines in his palms.

"Every emotion I've ever seen and experienced, can manifest in the palm of my hand. I'm sure I can see them appear and disappear every time, but when I laugh, I think they laugh too. ”

"So?"

"So whether you understand it or not, Gao Xiaowan. I just wanted to say. No matter how unhappy you are, no matter how disgusting you feel in your heart, you should smile. Laugh, even if the result is not good. After the most and last, there is always a good thing to happen. ”

Liu Mengchao said, winking at Gao Xiaowan. He could see the deepest fear of his ally.

That fear is not the fear of facing the unknown, when a person dies without knowing the way. I don't know the despair, I don't know the pain, I don't know the failure. When they don't know everything, they are afraid of not knowing the way. So they will wail in horror in the dark, they will roll on the ground when the pain comes, and they will sit motionless on the ground in the midst of despair.

But this is not the case in Gao Xiaowan's eyes.

He knows what he fears. He clearly knows the taste of death, the desperate gap, the pain, and the failure.

Just as a person has to die twice, the pain of the second time will always be much greater than the first. Because the pain of the previous time will come over a person's heart without saying anything, and once again he will grin and torture every inch of a person's skin, every thought, and then watch the person wail even more pain.

It's just that Gao Xiaowan is not like this. There was a hint of fear in his eyes, and behind that fear, there was more bravery in it.

"You should actually have time to turn back now, Gao Xiaowan." Liu Mengchao said, looking at the allies sitting beside him, "Now that the main god space should be obviously attacked, if you stop the precipice, you can use us as better pawns and dedicate us to the rebels, they should be magnanimous to accept you into their world." There are always too many smart people in this world. ”

"But it's not me who is such a smart person."

Similarly, Gao Xiaowan replied slowly, his brows furrowed slightly, and a look of horror appeared on his face. It seems to remind me of the picture of my own fiasco. In many cases, smart people are the most painful group of people because they know better than others the reasons for their failures.

It's not luck, it's just a gap. It's a real gap, a gap that you can't reach anyway. Once these gaps are understood, no matter how smart people are, they will feel hopeless.

It is precisely because of the gap between the two sides of Zhilu Dao that Gao Xiaowan understands that the current situation is not caused by the other party's good luck, because this is originally under the calculation of the other party. It's like knowing that every day the sun rises in the east, every day the earth is turning, and every day you are getting old.

It's the exact same thing as time, and it's never resistible, and it never makes people feel hopeful. It is a kind of despair that lies plainly ahead.

And the most unfortunate thing is that Gao Xiaowan is smarter than more people, he clearly knows that he has opened his eyes, as if watching the sun rise in the east, watching the earth turn, watching time pass, and seeing his impending failure.

A failure that can never be refused.

Gao Xiaowan wanted to hang his head, but an inexplicable force made his head higher.

Sunlight roamed from Liu Mengchao's face to the face of his ally, illuminating the wise man who had been hiding his fear of the true wise.

The wind gently stirred up Gao Xiaowan's messy hair, which was not beautiful.

A touch of sweetness with candy was slowly blown away by the wind from Gao Xiaowan's lips, but it blew to Gao Xiaowan's lips.

"I've always felt that sweets help to soothe fears. Every time I use my intellect, I can feel the horror of 'him' more deeply. Because I find it extremely difficult and almost impossible to overcome a wise man like me. But for 'him', trying to overcome me is a matter simpler than breathing. ”

Gao Xiaowan said, her tongue trembling out of her lips, licking the sugar juice from the corners of her mouth little by little.

"So I'm a little scared to use my brain, because it makes me more awake and makes me feel the gap between myself and 'him' more deeply. I tried to find some reasons for myself, such as wanting to know the intellectual gap between myself and 'him', but I'm sure I knew better than anyone else about the intellectual gap between me and 'him'. ”

Gao Xiaowan said, licking the candy flavor on her lips. He stretched out his hand and slowly gestured in front of Liu Mengchao.

"It's heaven and earth."

"So what?"

Liu Mengchao sat up straight and looked at his ally.

"I want to ......" Gao Xiaowan suddenly narrowed her eyes, looked at Liu Mengchao's eyes, looked at Liu Mengchao's eyes with the same fear and anxiety, and then seemed to be forceful, but more like inadvertently, the corners of her mouth were raised.

"I want to laugh." Gao Xiaowan smiled and said, "Because I also see fear in Liu Mengchao's eyes, and you see the gap between yourself and 'him' like me, so ......"

"So you want to smile like me?"

"It's better than the two of us hugging our heads and crying."

Gao Xiaowan said with a smile.

Liu Mengchao also laughed.

At this moment, a slightly cold voice sounded in Liu Mengchao's mind.

"Excuse me...... Be...... Joanna is the substitute of the main god Liu Mengchao? ”

The voice sounded, and Liu Mengchao's eyes brightened. He smiled and nodded, then turned around and looked at Gao Xiaowan and smiled.

"Like I said, just smile a little bit and something good will always happen." (To be continued......)

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