Chapter 7: Tears

It is impossible for most normal people to sleep soundly in such a situation, let alone an ordinary sophomore. So the noise was not too loud, and he woke up, and his dangerous instinct told him that there was a monster not far from him, and that it was approaching where he was.

Miao Pu's heart instantly rose to his throat, and the strong and powerful beating made him a little flustered, and he hurriedly covered the position of his heart with his hand, worried that the monster would hear the heartbeat that seemed to be beating in his ears, his scalp was a little fried, and he was a little numb, and the beating of his neck made his head hurt a little, his limbs were cold, and his palms instantly felt wet.

The drowsiness was gone, he sat up cautiously and gently, raised his hand and picked up the fire axe, and glanced out through the small window leading to the cab.

The monster is approaching, "Bang! There was a noise overhead, the carriage shook slightly, and his heart tightened, and his breath was unconsciously closed. Immediately afterward, I heard "Bang! But it was already on the right, and apparently, the monster was using the roof of the car as a pedal, and it didn't seem to have noticed that he was hiding in it.

After such a play, Miao Pu couldn't sleep, not to mention that this was just the beginning, the city at night is now a playground for monsters, they pass by from time to time, and they use the roof of the car as a springboard to jump around.

The most torturous thing is the roar of the monsters, like a wild wolf that transmits its intentions through a howl, long and short howls, high and low roars, incessantly, and obviously in large numbers, when there are tens of thousands, even without looking with the eyes, it is completely imaginable that groups and roar across the street.

Miao Pu held the fire axe in one hand and covered his heart with the other, tiptoed to choose a relatively comfortable posture, and looked at the roof of the carriage, looking forward to the arrival of daylight......

Sleepless nights.

The monsters were the most ferocious around midnight, and it was not until the early hours of the morning that they began to disappear one after another, and when the day dawned, the whole city was completely silent, there was no barking of dogs or the chirping of birds, and the once prosperous city fell into dead silence again......

Miao Pu stared for more than 1 hour in the early hours of the morning, and when he woke up and looked at his mobile phone, it was already more than 8 o'clock in the morning.

He didn't get out of the car, he decided to wait for the sun to rise higher, and also took some time to sort out his thoughts.

There is no doubt that the situation is fucked, the future is bleak, and the bitter future that can be predicted torments Miao Pu......

No so-called reliable plan can withstand even the slightest rational scrutiny, and all so-called careful plans can only bring instant joy, and followed by complete overthrow and denial. The fear and helplessness in his heart, the loneliness and hesitation in his heart, and the eagerness and desire to go home completely crushed Miao Pu's most rational back.

"Back! Where to go, dead pull down! Miao Pu, who had given up on himself, roared in a low voice.

In the contest between reason and emotion, the longing and concern for his family, as well as the fear and helplessness of the future, became the last straw that crushed Miao Pu.

The weather is nice today, with clear skies and a pleasant temperature. After getting out of the car, there is the People's Square in the south, there is a fountain pool, the pool water has lost its previous clarity, he didn't mind washing his face, and took out less than half a bottle of mineral water and rinsed his mouth simply, about the problem of mouthwash spit or swallowing......

Hesitated for a moment, "Goo-dong!" In the end, he chose to swallow, although he had some stock, but after all, the future is worrying, let's adapt to it earlier, and now swallow my own mouthwash as a preparation to get used to the possibility of drinking my urine one day.

The empty bottle was used as a urinal, and he picked up a plastic bag and carried it in a large size, and finally he carefully walked the way and buried it deep with an axe. He didn't need to use these to divide his territory, he was afraid that if he didn't handle them properly, he would get into serious trouble.

To the north of Huangcheng are mountains, and the east-west mountains have become a natural barrier to resist the cold invasion from the north, but the lack of forests has also led to serious soil erosion, and the result is that there is wind and soil, rain and mud, and there is no clean time all year round.

These have nothing to do with Miao Pu now, he just wants to enter the mountain, and then go east along the mountain range and go home! It's always relatively safe to stay away from human-mutated monsters.

He was also very happy about this, and took out the notebook and ballpoint pen he got from the nurse's duty room in the hospital, and wrote down a diary seriously.

October 9, 2013, near noon, sunny ......

I always fantasize about the arrival of the end of the world, I will become a great savior like the protagonist in a novel or movie, when I gradually mature and think that this dream is childish and ridiculous, the end of the world is coming without warning, unlike the fantasy, I did not become the great savior, not only not, but as overwhelmed and helpless as a lost dog.

I always think that I am the most special, accumulate knowledge and practice martial arts like a rainy day, and my little mind is full of expectations for heroes in troubled times, making unrealistic preparations, and delusionally thinking that one day I can look at the world's fame and shock the world...... It's ridiculous, I can't even deal with a monster. The accumulation and study of ordinary days have turned into comical irony.

Dad, Mom, Little Sister, how are you? I don't dare to imagine, I don't dare to speculate, I can only pray to the gods and Buddhas to bless you with peace. Every time I think about you, I feel like I'm going crazy......

Meeting you, such a simple thing, I don't have any way to solve this damn problem, I can't even be sure where you are, if you're alive or ......

I love cartoons where the main character is always able to burst out with incredible power for his family and friends, can I? I don't know what to say, if these childish and ridiculous words are seen by my grandfather, I will definitely be disciplined. I will do everything I can to stay alive and find you.

Finally, father, mother and little sister, I love you, I never thought of saying such a sensual thing when we were together, but I'm afraid that if I don't express it now, I may not have a chance in the future......

Bah! Bah! Bah! My life is still very hard, my grandfather always said that I am the emperor's life, and I am still waiting for the three thousand harem to be the emperor. Ha Lu Ha ......

Miao Pu, who closed the diary, had long been unable to cry, like a wronged child, sobbing and venting the sorrow in his heart. Perhaps this little diary gave him a chance to vent, so that he would not be completely crushed by the sudden apocalyptic catastrophe.

Often, a clear and unambiguous goal can bring endless hope and courage, even if it is only an illusory imagination. No one is not afraid of death and pain, unless he has gone crazy or stupid, the real strength and courage is the footsteps of the weak and the weak who make unremitting efforts to climb, in the wavering and persistence continue to confirm their beliefs, although not everyone who has faith can achieve success, but those who adhere to their beliefs will live to the fullest, worthy of this life.

People are great because of their dreams...... There is still a long road ahead, although I don't know the direction of the road, and I can't see the dawn, but I have to pursue it while I am alive.