I am a person who is very afraid of death, and I hope for eternal life.

From my immortality trilogy, I have expressed this extravagant hope to the fullest, how much I wish I was an eternal and immortal being, even if it was a skeleton, I would be happy.

A few days ago, an author I really liked, a thief who wrote "Yasao", went for a check-up because of low back pain, and the result was terminal cancer, metastasis throughout the body, and a liver tumor up to 17 centimeters.

In addition to the sadness of the three idiots, I also fell into a panic, because during this time, my liver was vaguely painful, coupled with a slight diarrhea, and the symptoms were very similar to liver cancer.

And my father died of this disease, and it took less than three months from the time he found out that he was dying, and it was very fast and unprepared. When he died, he weighed less than fifty pounds and was in great pain.

Panic and worry made me think about a lot of things, and the first thought turned out to be "divorce my wife first, she is still young, I can't delay her".

With this panic in mind, I went to the hospital alone for a check-up. During this time, because of my wife's pneumonia, I have been running to the hospital, but this time it is to check myself.

Fortunately, the color ultrasound results came out, and there were no abnormal lesions in the organs, and the liver was swollen because of gastroenteritis.

When I heard the doctor tell me the results in a very positive tone, I really felt the urge to cry, and people who have not experienced it may not understand, but I really feel that I have walked in a ghost gate.

I have to go to the hospital again tomorrow to cure the disease and recuperate. You can't live forever, at least you have to give yourself a wonderful life. (To be continued......)