Why I suddenly wanted to write something about him, even I don't understand.

The only thing that is certain is that when we first met, he left a deep impression on me.

I have read many books, but neither foreign novels nor traditional literature can give me a satisfactory answer. I have no way of knowing his inner personality, not even the most basic judgment analysis.

Even if you ask me if he's a bad guy, I can only answer you, no.

But why not, I can't say.

However, there is a vague sense that what he has done, and even all the factors that make up his personality, have transcended the realm of good and evil, and reached the other side that no one can understand.

Although I don't want to admit it, I really can't maintain a perfect posture at all times and places like my sister, and I can know the other person's mind with just a casual look and a movement.

Once, no, more specifically, before meeting him, I longed for my sister very much, and rightfully tried to follow in her footsteps.

Now, although I still respect my sister in my heart, that longing has dissipated sometime.

Maybe it's because of the fact that even my sister isn't the best.

I don't hate him for that.

Of course, there will be no good feelings, and there will be no good feelings.

Because it's important, repeat it.

Okay, now I'm going to talk about what I know about him.

Although I said before that I can't understand this kind of frustrating confession, it is purely literary rhetoric, and in fact, as long as you come into contact with it, you will have a first impression, whether it is good or bad, true or false, it can be called "understanding".

That being said, I won't deny my judgment.

Before meeting for the first time. I heard his name from my sister.

At the same time, there was inevitably a little curiosity.

And rightfully so. It's incredible to be a character who can be praised by her sister, and it's still a peer.

If someone told me one day that the authors of the Mr. Pan Panda series were children under the age of fifteen, I would be amazed.

But when my parents decided to take me with them to the dinner, they were still so unhappy.

"Hello. I'm Yukino under the snow. ”

When I introduced myself like this, the response I received was even colder than my unemotional self-introduction.

It's just like ...... It's like you can't see me at all.

Angry? I'm also wondering, why don't I feel angry?

I think the reason is on him, so I've been watching him.

The conversation continued, and unlike my parents and sister, who were very sociables, I could only listen quietly, but fortunately there was a girl, which made me somewhat relieved.

While casually dealing with his sister. While listening to their conversation.

How to say it, his existence zài completely breaks common sense.

How, exactly?

The answer to this question, I would love to know.

Since then, he has been the embodiment of perfection in my eyes.

Unlike his sister, who wears a 'mask' all day, he wears 'glasses'.

But I don't want to look up to him.

Correct, I'm not 'won't' but 'can't'.

Because, the sea is too vast and too dangerous. People living on land shouldn't take huge risks to explore, even if that may bring unexpected rewards to themselves.

But I'd rather pass up this opportunity.

I don't want to know anything about him.

That's it. A year has passed, two years have passed.

We've only seen each other a handful of times, and polite exchanges don't deepen our relationship, but of course, it's not that I'm most reassured, it's that he's not interested in me at all.

I was a little stunned at first......... No. Nothing. It seems that I accidentally wrote too much, and my hand is a little unsteady with the pen.

Continuing with the topic I just left off, but there's not much to say.

As the two families grew closer, I decided to move out so I could avoid seeing each other as much as possible.

My dad has promised to help me find a new place to live. If nothing else, you should be able to move out before school starts.

…… Well, that's right, good news.

But I know very well that this qiē is just an escape.

Just to get out of his sight.

But I decided to do it anyway, and if I didn't, something bad would happen.

2010-X.

-- Snow under the snow

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An apartment in Shinjuku, Tokyo for two years.

"You've been so excited since then."

Ling Yi didn't know what to say, it would be good to leave the moving company to move.

"Excited? That's not a matter of course, could it be that living with me makes my brother unhappy? ”

"It's not, but don't you feel tired?"

"How could it be, the thought of being able to live with my brother justifiably made me cry with joy."

“…… Then you don't have to come early in the morning to help me clean up the house. ”

"Who made my brother reluctant to go home to live! Obviously, they have reconciled with their parents, it seems that what my mother said is right, men are capricious when they are rich. ”

I was shot again inexplicably.

Ling Yi didn't know how many times he sighed.

A year ago, when I visited Caiyu in private, I was accidentally discovered by my parents, and after all kinds of bloody dramas that I could think of with my toes, I reluctantly let my parents accept the fact that their children were not as good as people.

After that, Caiyu asked him to go home to live, and encouraged his parents to do ideological work together.

So, Ling Yi used a little bit of connections to get his parents to work overseas, of course, it was an easy and high-paying position, and it could even be said that he didn't come to work but to go on vacation.

Caiyu, who lost his two helpers, quit now, and said that he was going to move to an apartment.

Just kidding, this is Shinjuku, not Chiba.

It's almost an hour by train.

What about going to school?

So beautiful and cute female high school students go to school and leave school alone, Ling Yi can rest assured?

I had no choice but to move to Chiba City.

However, he only found a suitable apartment a few days ago, and Caiyu came to the door to help him pack his luggage.

That's enough! This kind of sister is too annoying.

Whoever is going to take it away quickly.

Ling Yi poured himself a cup of coffee first, and then opened his laptop to surf the Internet.

"--Brother! You're too lazy, aren't you, just let your cute sister carry things alone? ”

"I didn't ask you."

By the way, this sentence has a super high score in the 'dictionary of no conscience'.

"It's too bad, how can there be such a bad brother."

Having said that, Saiyu still hung his head and continued to 'work'. (To be continued......)