What would it be like to be directly hit by a huge phoenix when it dives at great speed?

At this moment, even if it is a ruling, he can't suppress his consciousness and begin to disperse, just like in a storm, a boat swaying with the waves, unable to do anything at all, as if the whole world is abandoning you now, and you will suffer the loneliness of the entire world alone, which is like a tide sweeping down, And as a single individual, I can't stop it at all, and I can't even do some resistance.

However, in a short time, the verdict was struck by a cold feeling, as if all the senses of the body had been restored at this time, and it was like opening and closing the eyes, as if it were a world away.

The verdict opened her eyes, and she suddenly found that her surroundings had changed drastically, she was lying on a bed, and the quilt had been kicked under the bed by herself, so she would feel very cold in her sleep late at night, and now, she should have been awakened by freezing while sleeping.

When the judge got out of bed and walked to a mirror in his room, through the mirror, he saw a delicate but delicate self like a porcelain doll, only eleven or twelve years old, with fair and pink skin, ruddy lips, and bright eyes like stars and moons.

The ruling stretched out his hand and slowly wiped it on his cheeks, feeling the delicate smoothness transmitted from his hand, the ruling couldn't help but smile:

"It's really funny, I can still go back to my old self in this way, no matter how I look at it, I still think that I was cute when I was a child, and I am not as cute as before when I grow up. Well, when I was a child, I was cute, and when I grew up, I was sexy, hehe, it's all the same, but it's different. ”

It can be seen from the words of the ruling that although things have changed and everything seems to have changed, the verdict's perception of itself has not changed with the tide, and all external changes have not really touched the ruling's mental defense. Verdict, still verdict! Even if she can't control all these changes, she can always be firm in her heart, and she can clearly realize what she is going to face, and she can understand how she will face it.

Illusions, psychic offensives, and judgments are veterans of this, but now they are limited to a few specific reasons. For this kind of offensive of the other party, the ruling cannot resist, but it can maintain its original intention to the greatest extent. Because the ruling is clear, the spiritual offensive, especially the mental offensive against the innermost memory, is essentially infinitely stimulating the various emotions of the parties. Let it blur its heart, and sink into it after the last one, and cannot extricate itself.

In the face of such a spiritual offensive. The most effective way to deal with this is in two words - indifference.

Looking at the door of her room, the verdict stretched out her hand, ready to open it, even though she already understood what she would see after opening the door, in fact, in her true memory, the scene she saw after opening the door would become a nightmare that haunted her for a long time, and caused a great change in her temperament.

However, the ruling makes it clear that the other party has put himself in this situation, which is nothing more than wanting to let himself relive the scene of the year, just like what you don't want to face the most, the other party will insist on you to face something, and the more you want to avoid something, the more the other party will want you to encounter something. This method is to find your spiritual loophole, and then through this loophole, magnify it, and then break the surface with a point, completely crushing you!

"Forget it, there are some things, even if they have been buried deep in my heart, but since you insist on digging it out, I will cooperate with you to dig it, just right, I can also make up for some regrets back then, even if all this is fake, I will treat it as true, what does it matter? Before, through the world of cards that did not follow common sense, it was still a little interesting, so I had a kind of interest in continuing to explore, but suddenly, suddenly using a mental offensive against me, it was really boring to death, if I could still be defeated by the spiritual offensive, then I still deserve to be called a verdict! With a secret sigh, the verdict twisted the doorknob and pulled it open.

"Ahh Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! A woman's painful moans came out, the voice was short and long, sometimes urgent and sometimes slow, but it seemed very high-pitched, very professional, and very capable of stirring the fire of desire in the deepest part of a man's heart.

Hearing this voice, a smile appeared on the corner of the verdict's mouth, after so many years, he finally heard his mother's voice again, even if it was such a voice, the verdict did not care at all, he was used to life and death, he was used to seeing the mountains of corpses and the sea of blood, and he was used to deceit, and the psychological endurance of the verdict had reached an unimaginable level.

In the room next to the ruling, a middle-aged woman was behaving under a man, and not long after the ruling opened the door, he heard a man's voice roaring almost like a beast, and the ruling made it clear that this should have reached the most eruptive stage, and sure enough, soon, there was no sound in the next room, and it should be the end of the "battle".

After another moment, the door of the room next door was opened, and the man leaned against the door and took out a few bills from his wallet and stuffed them between the bra of the ruling mother, but the ruling mother still smiled sweetly at the man, and touched a certain part of the man's lower body with her hand very affectionately, and her lips gently squirmed in the man's ear, presumably saying love words to welcome you down and come again. From this scene, it can be clearly seen that this man and woman are the oldest combination in the world, a combination of prostitutes and prostitutes.

Immediately afterwards, the man left, and the mother of the ruling sat down on the broken sofa in the living room a little tired, and at this time, the corner of her eyes noticed the ruling standing at the door of her room, and the mother of the ruling instantly became gloomy, and there was obvious panic in her eyes, which seemed very displeased, and scolded:

"Didn't your mother tell you not to come out, why are you disobedient, your father doesn't listen to your mother's words, gambling and losing all the money in the family, do you want to disobey your mother?"

Hearing this, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, he walked to the narrow kitchen, poured a glass of water, walked to his mother sitting on the sofa with the water, handed it to his mother, and said softly:

"Mom, it's hard work."

When the mother of the ruling heard this, her face changed, she never thought that her daughter would say such things to herself in such a tone at this time, shouldn't her work and behavior make her daughter feel extremely ashamed? Shouldn't she scold herself for being shameless and willing to be cheap? However, what is his daughter saying now, but it is so heartwarming that he suddenly has an urge to cry?

At this moment, the verdict sat directly beside his mother, leaned his head on his mother's shoulder, and said softly:

"Mom, my father lost all the gambling on the family property, but I can continue to learn piano dance, and I can continue to study in the original school, all of this is your pay, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't do this, you should be guilty, it should be me as a daughter, I forced my mother to do this, you have always been the mother who loves me the most and loves me in my heart, no matter what changes have happened in our family, I still love you forever."

When the verdict's mother heard this, she immediately hugged the verdict, who is now only eleven or twelve years old, and cried loudly, she used to be a kuotai in the upper class circle, enjoying the noble life of the upper class, but now, because of her husband, she has fallen to this point. She is also a person, a woman, and a shameless woman, but she doesn't want to see her daughter's life change, she hopes that her daughter can continue to have the money to hire a piano teacher to learn piano, she can continue to go to dance training classes, and she can continue to stay in the original aristocratic school.

However, she still doesn't want her daughter to know that her mother did this dirty business, she is afraid that her daughter will be sad, afraid that her daughter will have low self-esteem, and afraid that her daughter will look down on her because of this, and now, the understanding and comfort from her daughter undoubtedly touched her heart, and all the grievances and unwillingness are melting at this moment.

Even the whole world doesn't understand what if I think I'm cheap? I only care about my daughter alone, and as long as my daughter still thinks I'm a good mother, that's enough.

Lying quietly in his mother's arms, the heart of the judgment was full of a kind of ease and peace, and some words, when he wanted to say, could no longer be spoken, because there was no one to speak to.

In the real past, that night, after the verdict bumped into this scene, he had a fierce quarrel with his mother, and said a lot of ugly things to his mother, because at that time the verdict was still young and ignorant, thinking that he would be ridiculed and ridiculed by his classmates and friends if he had such a mother, and at that time, the grieving mother also gave the verdict a slap, and since then, the relationship between mother and daughter has completely fallen into freezing.

Now, the verdict naturally makes it clear that, in fact, in the past, the truly shameless person was himself, who lay on his mother's body and sucked his mother's blood, and at the same time scolded his mother's shamelessness, whether it was a moral villain or a dwarf in practice, he did it himself. (To be continued......)

PS: Thank you for the encouragement of Xingyu Drifting, Dark Erotic Mania, and God_Sins Big Monthly Pass, and thank you for the encouragement of the Black Heaven Children's Shoes!