Chapter 1177: Eldest Son Gu Nian
Pan Guchen felt in his heart, he may be facing his own child, although he has never been masked, and he doesn't even know who he has a child with, under such a fact, he is afraid of further hurting this child, no matter what, this must be avoided as much as possible.
"My mother is Mingyang, she was a princess, and now she is the master of life and death! I've been waiting for the return of a legendary figure named the Blood Kirin! Gu Nian said in a deep voice, "If you are that person, then I can sue you, I know everything my mother Mingyang did back then, I don't blame you!" β
Although he said so, Pan Guchen could feel that this young man named Gu Nian still suppressed a resentment in his heart that he couldn't let go, and Pan Guchen was not stupid, although he didn't have an impression, and he didn't know the specific situation, it was extenuating but he couldn't get rid of it, not because he didn't want to blame, but because he couldn't blame it.
"Although it hurts, I still have to say, I need to understand the whole thing, where is Mingyang?"
Gu Nian calmed down his unbearable feelings, and spoke a lot more naturally, "Mother is not easy, and she loves me very much, I know everything about the beginning, my mother has always said that I dare not see you, but I hope I will return to you, she is willing to stay incognito for a lifetime, I just hope you can accept me." To be honest, I don't need anyone to accept it, even if it was my mother who didn't do it properly, but my mother is important in my heart. β
"The personality is quite similar to mine," Pan Guchen also completely calmed the agitation in his heart, "If it were me, the choice would be the same as you, raising grace is greater than giving birth, a father who has never been masked is not as good as a mother who has been raised since childhood, even if it is not because of his father." It's a good decision. Although I was very uncomfortable myself. β
Gu Nian couldn't believe it. Is this a normal human reaction? Who knows? "And what are you going to do?"
"Since it happened, it is natural to accept it, there is no doubt about it," Pan Guchen said affirmatively, "There is no need to distinguish so clearly, although there is a lack of affection with Mingyang, but it is good to cultivate it slowly, of course, she must be willing to go with me." As for you. δΈqiΔ in you, I admit a qiΔ, whether you can accept it, this needs to be decided by yourself, and I don't ask you for anything, but some relatives still have to meet, how? β
"It's as simple as that?"
Pan Guchen pursed his lips, "Do you still want to make any ethical drama?" Husband and wife love and kill each other, between father and son, do you live or die? It seems that we don't have that much hatred, and we can live together. Know each other, and home will be home. β
"This, this, this. It was unexpected! Gu Nian couldn't understand the man in front of him anymore, and suddenly found that among all the father figures in his imagination, none of them could be compared to the real one, not only the unfathomable strength, but also the equally unfathomable heart.
If Pan Guchen knew that Gu Nian thought this way in his heart, he would definitely want to cry without tears, in front of other nephews and disciples, Pan Guchen never wanted to pretend to be profound, but he didn't expect that the father and son would leave such an image when they met for the first time.
Fortunately, the Fengyun world is the background of the Middle Ages, so it also saves a lot of trouble, at least Panguchen doesn't have to worry, someone clones his own cells, no matter what Mingyang thinks in his heart, the pregnancy in October is hard to give birth, that emotion should not be fake, as long as the love is true, it is not a problem.
In fact, Pan Guchen still likes his cheap son in his heart, he has experienced the sermon of the zombie world, coupled with the long life of the world that covers the sky, and has a child of his own, which has long been born in thinking, but he is still a little bit close to sorting out everything and solving it, so he pressed the thought, and this trip to the wind and clouds is also an unexpected joy.
This is also due to the fact that Panguchen has no other children, and in the face of the ancient thoughts of his youth, he is more like a disciple, so that there is less possibility of misunderstanding, after all, suddenly there is one more child, and anyone will be complicated in their hearts, especially those who have children, in the growth of children, under all kinds of worries, it is difficult to be calm.
However, children are sensitive, and if they can't be calm, they will have more thoughts and ideas, and the original diaphragm will become more.
The only thing that can't be grasped is Mingyang, obviously this kid and Mingyang have a very strong relationship, if Mingyang has other ideas, it will be a considerable trouble for Panguchen, but what should be faced must not be hidden.
"Okay child, we'll have time to get to know each other in the future, where is your mother? Where is my brother? Pan Guchen understands that understanding each other needs to be in the bits and pieces of life, and now they don't understand each other, and the conversation is not beautiful when it is deadlocked, once it is embarrassing, it will be more difficult to communicate in the future, and guessing with each other, not trying to figure out the changes in people's hearts, misunderstandings are caused by this mutual speculation, and the already fragile feelings will also go in an unpredictable direction.
"Oh?" Gu Nian was stunned for a while, but under Pan Guchen's questioning, he could be regarded as sober, "Mother is at the door of life and death, I don't know that you are back, as for the two uncles, they went out." β
Pan Guchen nodded, thoughtful, "Okay, I'll meet your mother first, and then talk about other things when it's over, children don't have to think about it, no matter what, the affairs of our generation shouldn't be bothered by you, you have your life, I promise you, between me and your mother, there will be a result that you are satisfied with." β
"I hope so!" Gu Nian didn't have much confidence, but it was not easy for his father to say this, and the concern for himself in the language also made Gu Nian feel the love from his father for the first time in his life.
For Gu Nian, he still feels more fortunate in his heart, looking at the parents and relatives of Fengyun's generation, there is almost no good result, in his own generation, it is also chaotic, everyone grows up like an orphan, Gu Nian himself is okay, and he has been accompanied by his mother.
Gu Nian's thoughts don't belong, but he still took Pan Guchen to Mingyang's residence, the princess of the past and present is completely different, the appearance of tinkering is more popular, the side face is less immature, more mature and charming, and a touch of sorrow.
"Goodbye suddenly, the past is still vivid, but people have changed a lot, Mingyang! Your heart has aged a lot! Pan Guchen said softly, staring at the beauty in front of him.
Mingyang's hand stopped, this familiar voice evoked memories of decades ago, and all kinds of past came to the forefront again, looking back and looking back, the face that was exactly the same as the past and now appeared in front of him, what is missing? Deep, perhaps; What is more? Maybe it's the incomparable self-confidence. (To be continued......)