Chapter 69: It's better to miss each other
"Going?"
"Yes, it's almost done, and the fair is over. I went down the mountain, maybe I could rush home for the New Year. ”
"A few more days?"
"Huh?"
"Three days later is the ceremony for me to succeed the master of the Divine Pond Palace, this is the most important moment in my life, I hope you can be there, can you?"
I was a little uncomfortable with the Tianshan Shenji, who had removed her plain attire and was wearing a red and black orthodox palace dress, and when she raised her head and invited me. I was silent for a moment. Thinking that he didn't have much to do urgently, he hesitated for a moment, and then said, "Actually, it's not that important if I'm not there, right?" ”
"It's not important to you, it's important to me."
Tianshan Shenji spoke seriously, and when I saw her clear eyes, I finally nodded, and then said, "Okay, I will definitely come." ”
Seeing that I had agreed, a smile finally appeared on Shinhime's fair face. Then I said, "What happened between you and my mother, and how do I feel that she doesn't seem to like you very much?" ”
I remembered the situation when the palace lord of Yinji recruited me yesterday, and I didn't feel a little embarrassed, and said with a wry smile: "It's all a misunderstanding, a misunderstanding ......."
The Tianshan Shenji came to me this time, not just to invite me, but also to ask me about the situation of the King of the Northern Frontier and why he suddenly disappeared yesterday.
I asked Shinhime what her mother had told her, and Shinki shook her head and said that she had brought it up. The mother-in-law is particularly strict. Ignoring her, she was curious, so when she was busy with the things at hand, she hurried over to me to understand.
For the king of Northern Xinjiang, Shen Ji's feelings are very complicated, at first it was naturally a taboo topic, until she grew up, she gradually learned some of the situation from other people's mouths, and she also had some guesses, and when she really understood her life experience, she actually hated him too much, and felt that such a man who could not bear it was not worthy of her mother at all, nor could she be her biological father, but all the impressions of Yiqiē have changed in the past few days, When her nominal father, Long Zaitian, raised the flag of rebellion, it was the king of Northern Xinjiang who propped up the whole situation.
If there was no king of northern Xinjiang, I would not be able to contact General Ashina and many treasurers in the outer palace, and I would not be able to really help, and when the king of northern Xinjiang was gone, the heart of Shenji really rose to the feeling of longing.
This love is not strong, indifferent as water, but it penetrates into the bones, making her feel a pain in her heart when she dreams back at midnight.
After hearing what the goddess of the Tianshan Mountains had to say, I decided to tell her the king of the northern frontier that I knew.
A real king of northern Xinjiang, he smokes, likes spirits, acts with a big grin, has no scruples, has the generosity and straightforwardness of a northwest man, and also has the inexpressible little tenderness in the hearts of big men, he is in the outside world, is the world-famous king of northern Xinjiang, is the patron saint of countless grassland tribes, and swordsmen in the northwest, but in front of his lover, he is a simple man with shackles, after learning that the lord of Yinji Palace may be in danger, knowing that he has a blood oath in his body, and he will die when he returns, but he also has faith in love and redemption, still resolutely embarked on this road of no return.
The king of Northern Xinjiang, since the moment he returned to Bogda, the main peak of the Tianshan Mountains, knew that his life was going to end here, but he did not hesitate at all, and he was never willing to tell others about it.
If it weren't for the moment of life and death, I wouldn't even know that the king of Northern Xinjiang, who slashed the world with three swords, was actually a life that was about to pass away.
And now, the king of the northern frontier has left, he slashed through the void with one sword, to break the terrifying balance stone, compared to the snake cave and the tiger roaring field, the savage forest is the real terrifying place, if there is no king of the northern frontier to go, even the palace master of Yinji, there is no way to block the spatial crack that bursts out of the three fierce things.
He used his sacrifice in exchange for the Shenchi Palace, which was devastated at the moment, but was still full of vitality after all, in exchange for the survival of the rest of the people.
I recounted the expression of the king of the northern frontier to Long Zaitian, and the confession to the lord of the Yinji Palace when he was dying, and the whole person was immersed in a sad feeling, while the Tianshan Shenji, who was as cold as ice on weekdays, cried like a child.
No one hurts, no one loves, a lonely child, crying in this indifferent world......
I tried to reach out and pat her shoulder to comfort her, but halfway through, I finally froze and didn't say a word of comfort.
Because I know I don't have a position to say something nice and flattering.
After Shen Ji left, I locked myself in the room for a long time, did not eat, did not sleep, and I did not return when the little white fox called the door, so I sat quietly on the bed, with my back against the wall, thinking about a lot of things, thinking about the deceased king of Northern Xinjiang for a while, thinking of a group of brothers who died or dispersed for a while, thinking of Shen Ji and Xiao Yan for a while, and thinking of when I was healing with Li Daozi in the Immortal Cave Mansion, he stroked my head and said sternly: "You are carrying eighteen calamities, you are a child who should not appear in this world...... ”
For three whole days, I didn't go out, but crossed my legs on the bed, quietly thinking about my life all along, remembering countless pasts, which I had never thought about in the previous walk, countless joys and sorrows, human feelings have come to my heart, feeling the sweet and sour, bitter and salty, it turned into a concrete appearance at the base of the tongue, and slowly scattered in the hundreds of remains.
In those days, I realized for the first time that I was so important in this world, not only for myself, but also for others.
I seriously pondered the meaning of life, and the countless passers-by who appeared in my life, and what role they played in my world.
What is the Tao and what is I?
At first, I seemed to figure it out, and then I got lost, and so on, I couldn't think about it, unconsciously, day and night, and then I felt the eight veins of the strange meridians, and suddenly they converged, unimpeded. On the third day, the little white fox called me outside the door, saying that the Shenchi Palace sent someone to invite me to watch the ceremony, and asked me if I wanted to go over, I sat up from the bed, tidied up my clothes and went out, and saw the little white fox looking at me in surprise at the door, I couldn't help touching my chin, and said with a smile: "What's the matter, you don't know me?" ”
The little white fox twisted my arm and said in disbelief: "Brother, how do I feel that you are a little different from the past few days?" ”
I smiled and said, "What's the difference?" ”
The little white fox shook his head and said that he didn't understand, but he always felt that I was a little less sharp and more rounded, and on the whole it felt warm and jade, no longer as sharp as before, which made people feel uncomfortable.
I smiled, "the good is like water, the water is good for all things without fighting, and the evil of everyone is better than the Tao", this is the truth of the Tao Te Ching, I have learned it since I was a child, and it is not until today that I have really understood, the things in this world are complicated, it is difficult to generalize in one word, the road is three thousand, each taking its own way, but only when it is really close to the Tao, can we learn nature, and reach the other side before others.
The little white fox didn't understand what I said, she was still too young, and she didn't know that in addition to power, there was also reason and realm in this world.
The two of them didn't say much, but came over in person to invite my captain Kaha to the inner palace of the Divine Pond Palace.
The inner palace of the Shenchi Palace is a forbidden place for wealthy nobles, and the outer palace is absolutely not allowed to enter it except for the succession ceremony of each palace master, and as for outsiders, it seems that there has never been a precedent. Of course, this so-called rule has always been broken by people, and as a great hero in this rebellion, my appearance was not surprising, and because I was too good on the day, I even broke the ten directions of the Baizhang Ice Cave, forcing back the Great Elder, so that everyone in the palace frequently looked at me.
However, what disappointed and puzzled them was that how could such an ordinary guy force the Great Elder to retreat?
Is this true or false?
I didn't pay attention to the eyes of others, but quietly watched the Tianshan Shenji complete all the rules and regulations step by step in the guest seat, until I came to the middle of the ancestral spirit hall, took the snow crown of the silver palace master, and then knelt down in the huge crystal mirror polished into the magic circle, after three bows and nine knocks, suddenly I felt a terrifying power rising from the magic circle, everyone around knelt down towards the magic circle, chanting the name of "ancestral spirit" in their mouths, and I was behind countless kneeling crowds, Watching the whole process of this ritual with cold eyes.
I saw a red, orange, blue, green, cyan, blue, and purple colorful red light appear on the magic circle, pouring into the body of the Heavenly Mountain Divine Queen, and then I felt that the Divine Queen's cultivation was like an explosion and suddenly increased, one level at a time, which was shocking.
It was undoubtedly extremely painful to receive such a powerful empowerment, and I saw that the familiar face was covered with beads of sweat for a moment.
She's struggling.
And the moment she opened her eyes, everyone was cheering, bowing to the ground in unison, and greeted her new palace master with a loud voice.
After that, it was the Yinji Palace Lord who announced the retreat, and as for the matter of tracking down the remaining sins, it was left to the new palace master, General Ashina, and several senior elders to complete, but she didn't mention another important person in the Shenchi Palace throughout the whole process, that is, the Great Elder.
On the second day of the succession ceremony, I left the Shenchi Palace, and the Lord of the Shenji Palace did not come to see me off, which made me a little disappointed, I don't know if it was like this, and when I left, I always felt that someone was watching me behind me.
But when I looked back, I didn't see it.
Maybe it's really just an illusion.
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