It's cold......

It's like going back to when I was very young, learning to feel sad for the first time, learning to fear death for the first time.

Children usually don't have the concept of "death", they dimly know that it's a bad thing, they understand the meaning of the word, but they don't "feel" the word. But occasionally, when they come to the realization of death through a certain opportunity, it opens a door for them, a door for their hearts to grow rapidly. They will begin to think about the meaning of life, from the time we are born to the time we die, and what we are doing in this life.

My inspiration was a drowning that I can't even remember. I just remember someone rescued me and struggled in the middle of life and death, and in the process, I realized that my life was passing. I understood what "death" is all about.

Death is nothingness, nothingness. It erases all the qiē in your life, your laughter, your touching, your tears, the qiē you experience in your life, the meaning of your existence in the world as a human being, all to zero, leaving no trace.

How terrible.

When I was a child, I realized that all people in this world, whether noble or poor, whether morally good or bad, would eventually come to nothing, and no one could escape, and I felt hopeless. I saw that everyone was walking towards the dark cliffs, including our entire race, but it was just an inconspicuous wave in the vast universe.

So, I want to escape from the abyss of death, at least until then, and I want to stand on the top of this qiē life. If I want to die, I want to die at the very top of this race. Die as a person who is remembered by the world, and see the world as one. People who have done countless great deeds and are full of colorful memories...... Finish line.

It's cold.

Lu Mengyao opened her eyes suddenly. He curled up in a chair in the monitoring room and fell asleep for a short time.

Blood loss and high-speed thinking made her weak body a little unbearable, and she massaged her head acupoints with her index finger and thumb to slightly stimulate the flow of blood. Her feet were cold and stiff, and it took her a few moments to get to her feet and drag her tired body out of the room.

If Su Jing appeared in front of him at this time, he probably wouldn't have the ability to resist.

There are hidden means of self-defense, but magicians wish they didn't use them. Based on what I know about him, he is not the kind of person who has no character. Pride is his weakness. And if you want to defeat him, you need to make good use of it.

Pushing open the door of the museum, it may have been just over an hour, but she felt like days had passed, and she looked at what stood in front of her with a little surprise, which was somewhat more than she expected.

Standing in front of her was a girl in a bandage dress that she had only seen once. The whole body was pierced by hundreds of weapons, and the blood-soaked bandages were broken in many places, gently swaying in the cold wind. Revealing the burnt black skin underneath.

There is no odd of winning heads. This was her first judgment in the first moment, and she could reverse the "designer's" thinking through all the details of all the anomalies that appeared in this world, but only the thing in front of her. It was a complete strangeness to her.

The other party turned his head slightly, and his bandaged eyes seemed to penetrate the cloth band, staring straight at her and her soul.

Lu Mengyao took a step lightly. The other party also turned his head at a slight angle. The magician stopped grinding and ignored her. Strode towards the fast food restaurant in her memory, and the bandaged girl followed her silently. Lu Mengyao looked back and saw that the other party was opening his arms and pounced on her.

Damn it.

The magician tried to push her away, but the other party was much more powerful than her. The blade that pierced through his body sank shallowly into his coat, stinging his skin. Weaker than her power, but ...... It's not as irresistible as it seems.

Even I can feel the other party's lack of strength even in the state of blood loss, and she is even weaker than me at the moment! The magician bit his lip and grasped the blade of a long knife with his pale hand, pulling it out with all his might.

Pain.

I was afraid of pain, but I was even more afraid of death.

The palm of his hand was lightly cut by the sharp blade, and the blood that was almost dry flowed out weakly. She inhaled long, shoulders and arms against the other's strength, pinching the blade.

Pumped out.

Although it was slow, the blade was indeed drawn out little by little, and the blood continued to drip down the blade and wrist, and his body and vitality were rapidly depleting every second.

Bang! Bang bang!!

The gunshots exploded, and the bandaged woman's head burst out with blood, and a large part of her scalp was torn apart, revealing Bai Sensen's skull. One of the three rounds missed, one wiped out her ear, and the other nearly opened half of her skull.

The bandaged woman let out a sad cry and left Lu Mengyao like a beast, fleeing towards the street behind. Spots of blood were sprinkled along the way, and the blades rubbed against the asphalt, making a hoarse noise.

For a moment, the magician felt that the strength of his whole body was gone, and the last body was lost like a drop of water in the sand. She heard the voice of the mechanical warlock, as if shaking her head, but Lu Mengyao didn't know anything anymore. She fainted again.

Dream world.

It's colder.

It's like trekking slowly through the snow, not knowing where the road lies ahead. In the distance, in the wind and snow, stands a majestic black mountain range, which is so huge that anyone can imagine, and sits in the distance like a giant holding up the sky.

She knew that the top of this mountain range was her destination. But I may not even be able to reach the foot of the mountain, with my current physical state, maybe I will faint and fall to the ground if I take the next step, and I will freeze to death on the way, and like many unknown adventurers, I will disappear into this wasteland without a name.

If it weren't for such a huge goal, you might be sitting by the fireplace at home, reading your financial reports while the fire is lit. Although the power of the family is also prominent in the mortal world, to himself, this wealth is nothing more than a wall of greed and flesh and blood that has been accumulated for generations, isolating the members of the family in a safe fortress.

Myself...... It's not the money and the power that money brings.

What you want...... It's to climb to the top of the mountain.

It seems that on this road, I have also had companions. But he was separated from them, so that he could only trek alone on this endless snowy field. Despair, all the negative emotions fill his heart, but a glimmer of pride, the pride flowing in his veins, makes him rather die halfway than bow his head.

There is a fire.

There was fire in the distance, and there were shadowy figures.

saved.

But the moment he walked forward, he found that in the howling wind and snow, there was a figure standing not far away watching him. The figure was inexplicably familiar, a tall woman.

It's just that she flashed away and couldn't see it clearly.

"Wake up, wake up!"

Someone poured water into their mouths...... No, sweet and sour, it's juice.

Lu Mengyao opened her eyes, Qiqi was stuffing a straw into her mouth, and the big bag of fruit powder that she didn't know where to turn it out was directly brewed in the bowl. There is a greasy aroma in the nose, which is the aroma of meat.

Crackling sounds.

She turned her head and saw a small flame burning in the middle of the fast food restaurant, a pile of broken wood and magazines and books.

It was so warm that she wrapped the blanket around her, trying to get closer to the flames.

"That's all there is to it. I guess the nutrition is not balanced. ”

"It's better than when I ate canned food every day...... Ah, I've always felt like my boobs weren't big enough because I could only eat all kinds of canned food during my growing years. The hair quality of the guide zhì is not very good now. ”

"What's the matter, Xiaoqi, you were born with very thick and soft hair."

Sadako Yamamura walked out with a plate of fried chicken, because it was a fast food restaurant, so there was only fried chicken and hamburgers, which was so good, they were all high-calorie food.

Usually he might worry about fat accumulation, but now that he needs a lot of calories to replenish his lost energy, the magician reaches out and grabs a hamburger and stuffs it into his mouth.

"Don't be in a hurry, you don't have enough blood in your stomach right now." Sadako Yamamura came over and handed her a glass of water, but Lu Mengyao couldn't even hold the cup steadily, so Sadako Yamamura had to patiently feed her a bite by bite with a plastic spoon.

Suddenly receiving this treatment, the magician's face blushed slightly. But at this moment, restoring the body is the first priority, and she is too lazy to be pretentious, so she swallows the hamburger directly with water.

“…… Wait, this blanket...... Where did it come from? Still feeling hungry after eating a hamburger, Lu Mengyao reached out to grab the chicken nuggets, but the blanket wrapped around her slipped down, revealing the gray-black fur essence. Her outstretched hand paused and touched the blanket. It wasn't rough, and the dense fur on it was a little soft, like some kind of large beast.

"Well, this skin was draped over you when we met you......" said the Mechomancer, grasping the roots of his wings and gnawing on them, "I shot the bandaged freak away, and you fainted with this mattress on...... I thought it was quite interesting, so I carried it back with you...... And that thing on top of your head. ”

"......" Lu Mengyao rubbed the leather mattress vigorously, let out a long sigh, the tingling sensation on his forehead had disappeared, and the crown of thorns was quietly placed on the table next to the three of them.

After a few minutes, the magician suddenly reacted and said softly:

“…… Thank you. ”

"No thanks." "It should be done."

Lu Mengyao ate two more chicken nuggets, the sleepiness caused by stomach congestion swept through her body, she wiped her hands, and fell asleep by the campfire with the soft wolf skin in her arms. I slept soundly this night, and I didn't dream at all. (To be continued......)

PS: I'm sorry, but it's been a disgusting thing in real life these two days, and depression has flare up again. The update has been slowed down a bit.

I hope you all ...... Don't give up on me.