Chapter 12: The Broken Me (Part II)
My name is Yin Yuetian, and three months ago, it was another name, little mongrel.
I killed the woman I called my mother, I killed her man, and I killed a boy I didn't know.
Because I want to live.
No, I don't just want to live!
Mohican said: Cry out, yell out, and vent your feelings at the last time, so that from now on, you will not have such boring things.
I don't want it!
The longing for affection, the desire for the love of my loved ones, is what I have been living in the abuse of men and women, persevering, what I want, obviously very simple, just the love of my mother, but this has become the most luxurious thing for me.
Because it's a luxury I can't get, I cherish it even more and want to get more!
So I kept all my feelings to the bottom of my heart.
Mohican said: Only by becoming the strongest killer can you get what you want.
I will be the strongest killer. If the killer is not enough, I will become the strongest in this world!
At that point, I will get what I want.
At that time, I will release my feelings because no one will ever take them away from me again!
…… But can I do it?
Although I have a lot of potential, I can't do chromosome recombination in terms of force or speed. In this era of melee combat, is being a sniper really what I want?
So, when I get any opportunity, I'm going to take it!
So...... I must live!
"Don't come near me, let me rot in loneliness, don't be arrogant and want to hold me, let me sink in hell, the real is confused by the unreal, the reason is crazy to plunder, this kind of face to deal with me, is it my own mistake, what am I doing here, I don't want to do anything, I can't escape the dark demon, I can't wash off the sticky turbidity, I have to say something more, wrap me perfectly, smile so contrived, so that no one will see through it......"
Qingling's singing sounded, obviously so beautiful, but the lyrics were so cruel, rotten, and dark.
Should I give up? As Mohican said, a person like me will never get the affection of others......
Yin Yuetian was shaking, and what he didn't know was that in fact, Lymis couldn't understand the meaning of this song, she just wanted to make Yin Yuetian wake up, and subconsciously hoped to encourage him with her singing voice.
"Please look at me once in a while, struggling to survive in despair, longing to be touched by someone, but maintaining your usual indifference, don't distinguish any cause and effect, please feel free to hurt me, don't care about bleeding more, anyway, it's so cowardly, those bright and chopped up, those crazy sadness, the clumsy posture of waving a knife, but you can capture yourself, the whole world has turned its back on me, all this is far away from me, no one can save me, I can't help but erase myself."
The song continued to sing, and when the rest ended, it seemed that all the pain had been taken away from him.
At the same time, that heart was also sealed by the most stubborn ice, and there was no longer a trace of beating.
All the world has turned their backs on me, and all these things are far from me, and no one can save me......
So...... Do you want to erase yourself?
Yin Yuetian's body slowly sank into the azure pool water, and there was not even a trace of bubbles rising.
"No...... Don't! Lymis's tears covered her little face, and she knelt on the ground and wept as she looked at the pool of water, which was usually half bloody, and her heart ached suddenly, like a knife.
Although she has lived on the Western Underworld Island for as long as she can remember, she has never killed anyone, and she does not like to kill.
What's more, it's still this piece of wood...... This wood has made the heart of a precocious girl hazy and good.
She just wanted her to have other abilities, she just wanted to wash away the immovable Hades ability from him and save his sealed feelings from oppression.
But she killed him!
"Song! Sweet! Child! ”
A tiger roar rang out from the far side of the passage, and the solidified haze suddenly swirled horizontally.
In the swirling passage, the hideous and angry Eric shot like a missile, and wherever he passed, it seemed that a twelve-level hurricane rolled up, and the black fog that all the machine guns seemed to be impenetrable was violently rolled up by the strong wind he brought up, and there was a crackling sound in the air!
In an instant, Mr. Eric had already stepped on Lymis's side, his eyes were anxiously looking at the pool, his eyes getting redder and redder the more he looked, and he turned around and slapped Lymis in the face as he knelt on the ground, knocking the pretty and petite girl far away.
Before she could land, he came to her side, lifted her up and gritted his teeth and yelled, "Do you know what you did!?" ”
Lymis's tears flowed uncontrollably, as if even her red and swollen cheeks were numb, and she murmured, "I...... Killed him. ”
"You didn't just kill him!" Like a mad tiger, Eric roared heartbreakingly, "The organization has been strategically plundered from everywhere and preserved the evolution liquid for more than ninety years, and you have destroyed it like this!!! It's enough for the average person to just take a sip, and you actually threw it down! It's good now! All the evolutionary fluid is contaminated! It's all ruined! You call me, how! Whatever! Do!? ”
Lymis's drooping little face jerked up, pushing Eric away with all his might, crying out loudly, "Ruined is ruined!" Isn't that thing more important than a living life!? ”
"Of course it is!" Eric turned around and slammed his fist on the rock wall of the cave, the force was so strong that even the entire low mountain trembled violently, and the rock wall that was cast with titanium alloy was punched by him, and he punched a big hole with a diameter of two meters and a depth of more than ten meters: "That thing, it took hundreds of masters to accumulate by the organization, and it took forty years to accumulate!" It's enough to turn thousands of people into elite masters!! Now there's nothing left......"
As he spoke, he couldn't help but kneel on the ground: "What...... It's all over. ”
It was only then that Lymis seemed to realize that she had gone too far, and she slowly walked up to Eric and put her hands on his head, "It's okay, it's okay. ”
"It's related!" It looks like a man in his thirties and forties is now kneeling in front of a girl who is less than ten years old and being hugged by him, without a trace of disobedience. He put his arms around Lymis's shoulders and cried, "Do you know what that means? This means that you will no longer be sheltered by the organization! This means that if you don't want to be hunted down by the Eastern Hell Island, you must join the organization and become one of us! This means that your hands will no longer be pure and will be covered in blood! ”
"So what?"
Lymis cried and laughed, "At least when I grow up to be unstoppable, I can announce to the whole world that I am not your little aunt, but your daughter!" When the time comes, no one will dare to speak ill of you and my mother, ha......"
"But I don't want to," Eric trembled, "I don't want you to be like me, I'd rather you be just an ordinary girl, go to school, fall in love, get married, have children, and grow old peacefully, even if you don't have any strength, and at the end of the day, I want me to stand next to you and watch you die, at that time, I was also happy, but now...... Well? ”
He jerked up to block Lymis, his eyes instantly turning from grief to fierceness, looking deeply at the waterhole.
In the mixed red and blue liquid, bubbles came out one after another, at first one after another, and then faster and faster, even as if they were boiling!