The heart is broken, and the man is in utter despair. Liu Mengchao wanted to close his eyes at this moment, but he couldn't close it with tears, he wanted to scream from the deepest part of his heart, but the cry had disappeared in his throat. He tried to struggle, but his black arms were bound all over his body.

It's a Jedi, it's a desperate situation, it's a time when you can't breathe anymore.

In the entire heaven and earth, there is only one person who can still smile at the corner of his mouth, and he is Chu Zhi. This man, who had never experienced feelings, finally felt the intoxicating feelings at this moment.

It made him cheer and want to laugh.

Watching Liu Mengchao fall into despair step by step, watching, Liu Mengchao is like a beast trapped in the mire, the more he struggles, the more he sinks into the endless darkness.

"You don't have any hope anymore, Liu Mengchao, even death is an extremely beautiful relief for you, isn't it?"

Chu Zhi used his cold voice to torture Liu Mengchao's nerves little by little, like a child playing with ants. Where will a child feel pity for ants, not to mention pity, even a little care is impossible. They flooded, they burned, and they just wanted to see life drain away little by little in their own hands.

This is cruelty, childlike innocence.

"I'm not going to beg for mercy."

In the silence, Liu Mengchao's voice sounded again. His face was so twisted and hideous, madr than a beast, but more desperate than death.

"I know you won't beg for mercy, because you know I'm not going to let you go." Chu Zhi said with a smile, his eyes couldn't help but look into the distance far away, where there was an endless ocean, and there was no one on it.

"I've been thinking about one thing since I had a relationship. I guess you know what I'm thinking, right? ”

Chu Zhi asked like this, but Liu Mengchao did not give an answer as he wished, Liu Mengchao just responded silently, like a stone statue without feelings, trying to weathering all his feelings in the wind.

"It's okay if you don't say it, but I really want to say it. You know, when I was suddenly able to experience feelings in me, all the original plans were gone. Chu Zhi stood beside Liu Mengchao, his palm on Liu Mengchao's shoulder. This action seems so intimate, but it makes the hearts of everyone who knows the situation at this moment chill.

"I started at that time. I kept asking myself why all this was going on. ”

"Why ......?"

Liu Mengchao repeated Chu Zhi's words with difficulty, but the corners of his mouth could no longer smile. He knew the meaning of Chu Zhi's words.

Why, the same human beings who were created, why can they have feelings, and why is the other person like a completely cold machine? If it was only God who threw the coin, then why did the heads face up exactly the top?

There is no reason for this, and there is no reason for it.

"I didn't know all this until now."

Chu Zhi's voice couldn't help but soften. It seems like a lullaby, except that after the song is played, there is an eternal dead silence.

"I think the reason why I killed Yanagihara was because of hatred. The reason why I was able to subvert the main god space. It is also because of hatred that I was able to appear in front of you, and the reason why I was able to have so much patience to let you grow step by step. Let you have it step by step, let you experience life step by step, and it is also because of hate. ”

Hate. This is the reason that Chu Zhi has found for his actions for a lifetime. Man is an animal with feelings, man is a sentient animal, and it is impossible for man to be without desire, and desire is the direction in which human beings are heading.

Chu Zhi finally regarded himself as a person at this moment, so he had to find a desire for everything he had done.

"Revenge is always an eternal theme."

Liu Mengchao said contemptuously, and his eyes slowly lost their brilliance.

"You're right, revenge is an eternal theme. I want eternity, so I have to get revenge. This has nothing to do with justice or evil, as long as the purpose of revenge is upheld, it is a matter of course. Chu Zhi said in Liu Mengchao's ear as a matter of course, affirming Liu Mengchao's words as a matter of course, "I am really happy in my heart now, because I have been jealous of my younger brother all my life, and I finally fell into despair at this moment. ”

Jealous?

Liu Mengchao couldn't help but laugh when he heard Chu Zhi's words. He thought he had forgotten how to laugh, but it was a desperate thing that he could still laugh after so many blows. Liu Mengchao smiled coldly, just because he thought everything was so funny.

His life was already bleak, so he was saved. When they faced the light again, those who lurked in the darkness had already set their hateful eyes on themselves. Just because they don't sink anymore, just because they have what they don't have.

"You're right." Liu Mengchao's voice was extremely hoarse, and it seemed that just by saying a few words, he had already consumed all his energy, "Because I have what you will never have." ”

Liu Mengchao said softly, he couldn't feel his gaze anymore, it seemed that the extreme sadness just now had damaged the vision of Liu Mengchao's eyes, so that his eyes could no longer see the light. But Liu Mengchao felt that he could still see, see Qi Xiaoxiao and Xia Na who had fallen into a deep sleep, and see the smiles blooming on the faces of these two people.

As long as you laugh, it's always beautiful.

This is Liu Mengchao's creed, but it is so infuriating.

Chu Zhi was annoyed, but he didn't destroy his reason. He is still calm like a machine, or Chu Zhi at this moment is a supercomputer with feelings, but unfortunately this computer is not like a supporting role in the novel story that constantly helps the protagonist.

He's a villain, a villain he's always been jealous of.

And the villain can always have some advantage.

Chu Zhi absolutely believes this.

So he shook his head slightly at Liu Mengchao and let out a contemptuous smile.

"You know I'm jealous of you, so the more you pretend you don't care, the more pain I feel. Because jealousy is not gained, and if you don't suffer, you don't care, you don't lose. Even if these people are dead. You can still say that they live in your heart. ”

This is Chu Zhi's words, which are very sharp and hit Liu Mengchao's heart.

"It's a game, and I'm constantly pouring despair on you, but you're not in the most complete despair. It frustrates me, and in the end, that frustration really defeats me. ”

Liu Mengchao didn't refute, and he didn't affirm it. It's just silence, silence because everything Chu Zhi said is correct, and silence is also because even if Chu Zhi knows his intentions. He still doesn't want to change.

Since they were unwilling to change, they began to fight each other. A person uses his own blood to water, and a person constantly releases blood. See which person's mental defense is the first to collapse, and which person is the first to sink into the abyss of despair.

A brother and a brother, two of the most extreme people in the world, started a duel with the most extreme methods.

"Since you are not willing to give up, I will naturally not give up."

Chu Zhi raised his index finger in front of Liu Mengchao. Blood began to ooze from the tip of his index finger, dripping onto the pages of the Death Notebook with a click.

"I'll write down the next name." Chu Zhi's voice was so cold. It's like a machine slaughtering broilers in an orderly manner, "I will kill Liu Mengchao one by one in front of you one by one." ”

Chu Zhi's voice was full of anticipation, and he was now looking forward to the collapse of Liu Mengchao's whole person like never before. This is his revenge. The more he can torture Liu Mengchao, the more he can make up for his completely distorted mind because of jealousy.

"First Mikasa, then Tsumiko Poison Island, and finally Saber, who is said to never die. And those friends of yours, Gao Xiaowan, L. Liu Ling...... And those whom you have remained in the world of the Lord God. ”

Kill them all, there is no one you care about in the whole world, so how desperate life is. And Chu Zhi, he spent countless experiences to create countless people for Liu Mengchao to care about, and finally destroyed them one after another with his own hands. His revenge is already terrifying.

Liu Mengchao didn't show much despair, he knew that even if he made any desperate expression now, it wouldn't have an effect.

Because Chu Zhi didn't care about his feelings at all, all he cared about was his own satisfaction.

Thinking of this, Liu Mengchao slowly fell silent, and then said softly, "There aren't many people I care about, so the names you write are also limited. ”

Liu Mengchao's meaning is so clear, he is a man who can save the people he cares about, and he will not hesitate to destroy the whole world. If the person he cares about has died in front of him, then what does it matter to him whether the world is destroyed or perpetuated?

It doesn't have anything to do with it, because it's the same as looking at flowers.

When you come, the color of the flower will be understood with you; When you go, the flowers and you will die together.

"What would you do if everyone I care about is dead?"

Liu Mengchao's voice was so tragic, but it was so full of mockery.

"What else can you do, at that time, no matter how much you torture me, you will no longer be able to defeat me. By that time, my heart has already been closed, what revenge can you take against a stubborn stone? ”

Liu Mengchao's voice fell, Chu Zhi looked back, and then fell silent.

"When you get to that point, there's only one way."

Chu Zhi was even more silent, and even his breathing slowed down.

"Kill me...... Or ......"

"Kill me."

These are Chu Zhi's words.

He said that he killed me, and it was not Liu Mengchao who killed him, but himself. In this way, he appeared out of thin air like a demon, then destroyed everything on the other side, and finally disappeared out of thin air. This kind of time when you can't find sustenance, can't find a goal, and can only empty regret is the most torturous thing.

"I'll think about it," Chu Zhi nodded lightly, but smiled again, "But all of this will be after they are all dead." ”

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This is the first update of today...... (To be continued......)