Another month has passed, and it has been more than four months since it was put on the shelves in the blink of an eye.

And I, on the other hand, have been updating more than 12,000 words a day for more than four months...... 600,000 words are less than on the shelves, and today, four months later, the number of words in the book has also been directly reduced to more than 2.2 million.

It's incredible to think about.

I don't know how to hold on...... At the beginning, it was because of a woman, and I had been chasing a woman, and I was chasing her very hard.

I want to be a god, I'm crazy to want to be with her, so I'm crazy to update, I have to make money, I have to make enough money to marry her......

Even though Kavinka tried to kill himself dozens of times, I still didn't slack off for a day.

Regardless of the wind and rain, taking the train home, getting sick and cold, attending a relative's wedding, and celebrating the New Year...... A day has not stopped, just for this humble dream.

I used to think that man would conquer heaven.

I think hard work can really be exchanged for a qiē.

It's a pity that reality is really reality, it's too cruel.

There is always a time when dreams turn into broken glass slag...... I lost her, and I ended up falling out of love, just this month, just the other day.

She got a boyfriend.

I don't have a chance.

She's not too young, so it's estimated that she will get married in a few months...... I don't know how to express my feelings at the moment.

A qiē struggle, life, and goals are all fragmented.

The update is still the same.

It's still 12,000 a day, after all, this is a dream that was once made, the dream is without the other half, I'm still here, let's continue it alone.

……

Sometimes there are really a lot of helplessness in life, and that can't be reversed by hard work.

When I was just 12,000 a day, I used to think that there was nothing I couldn't do, and that people would win the day, as long as they worked hard.

Now I don't completely deny this sentence, because hard work is indeed very effective, but not everything can go smoothly with hard work, and there are always some things in a lifetime that can only be hard work.

Complain about grievances and eliminate worries.

The more desperately I update, the more I think of her, and at the same time I think of her being with other men.

It's painful......

Whew~~~~~~ that's it, so I won't say anything.

The last of the last.

Help my friends ask for a monthly pass, that's right, you read that right, this time it's not for myself to ask for a monthly pass, but to help my good friend ask for a monthly pass, he has a good score, and it will be on the shelves on the first of next month.

The title of the book is "Nine Turns of Rebirth"

You can go and read the book, if you can help, help him vote for a monthly ticket, help him compete for the monthly ticket list, if you vote for me, anyway, I can't be on the list, and the classification list can't be up, so it's better to help him.

Everyone has a dream, if you can help, you can help, I am soft-spoken, and I can only do this step. (To be continued......)