Chapter 50: Sensuality is better than numbness
Li Yaxuan knew that Xiao Fang no longer loved that woman, and he no longer couldn't let go of the previous things, but he still regarded those memories as the most important part of his life, not that he couldn't give it up, but that he would no longer be himself if he gave it up.
Because, that relationship lasted from high school to the end of college, and even continued for a long time after work......
Li Yaxuan turned over and hugged Xiao Fang tightly, and said seriously and solemnly: "Xiao Fang, I don't ask you to forget her, but you must know that the person you love must be me!" Your current girlfriend, your future wife is me! ”
Xiao Fang lowered his head slightly, looked at the serious Li Yaxuan, and said equally seriously: "Of course I know, the person I love now is you, and you will be my wife." ”
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In a person's life, there may always be some experiences that cannot be parted, maybe it will be pain, maybe it will not want to mention, but without them, we will not be whole, let alone the current self!
Xiao Fang never wanted to forget her, because Xiao Fang knew that the more he wanted to forget her, the more he would remember her.
Therefore, these memories, Xiao Fang put them there lightly, and occasionally recalled them, just as memories of youth, those pains in the past, now I think of them are funny, and I am also worthy of thanks.
These things happened, Xiao Fang and Li Yaxuan naturally did not go to the temple fair at night.
The next morning, Xiao Fang got up at six o'clock and practiced thirty-six sets of cosmic radio gymnastics, Xiao Fang was going to start the day's writing with his computer. It's just that yesterday's events have been lingering in my mind for a long time, and there are still a little traces of it this morning.
Xiao Fang suddenly lost interest in writing, and then, he returned to his room, stood in the room for a while, and finally remembered something, and took out a cardboard box from the cabinet.
Paper opened the carton, and Xiao Fang saw a photo album at a glance.
Picking up the photo album, Xiao Fang took out the contents one by one, including photos, letters, and CDs......
Slowly flipping through these things that represent memories, Xiao Fang's heart also slowly recalled, these things, scattered records of his past from childhood to adulthood.
Xiao Fang watched very slowly, so he barely noticed the passage of time.
Just as he saw a photo of his high school classmates, he suddenly felt some itching in his ears.
Turning sideways slightly, Xiao Fang couldn't help but use his hand to control the little itching, but then, he grabbed a strand of hair, and a faint fragrance entered Xiao Fang's nose at the same time.
"Awake?" Xiao Fang smiled and said to Li Yaxuan, who was standing beside him, and then gently let go of the hair in his hand.
Li Yaxuan had already woken up, but when he saw Xiao Fang looking at something, he couldn't help but quietly put on his clothes and walked to him, and then silently followed Xiao Fang to look at those things.
It was also Xiao Fang who was obsessed with those past memories, otherwise, he would have discovered Li Yaxuan a long time ago.
"Hmm." Li Yaxuan nodded slightly, there was some dodging in his eyes, after all, he came over quietly, and he still felt a sense of shame of being caught.
Smiling, Xiao Fang leaned back slightly, exposed his thighs, stretched out his hand to let Li Yaxuan sit on his laps, and then said, "If you want to see it, just stand up close, it's not something unsightly." ”
Although Li Yaxuan is taller than Xiao Fang, her figure is very slim, and her weight is also very light, anyway, she sits on Xiao Fang's lap, and Xiao Fang is completely stressed.
"This is your high school graduation photo?" Li Yaxuan was not polite, and after adjusting a comfortable posture, she pointed to the photo on the table and asked.
"Well, look inside and see if you can recognize me!" Xiao put his arms around Li Yaxuan's waist and said with a smile.
Li Yaxuan directly picked up the photo and looked for it very carefully. After a while, she noticed a watermelon-headed man in a white shirt standing in the crowd, his face resembling the silhouette of Xiao Fang, and he was also smiling, and seemed to be very bright.
"Is this you?" Li Yaxuan pointed to the watermelon-headed man and asked seriously.
Xiao Fang looked at the place Li Yaxuan pointed, took a closer look, and nodded: "Well, the vision is good, that is indeed me!" ”
"What about the watermelon head, gurgling, Xiao Fang, I didn't expect you to be so dirty at that time! Your parents seem to be open-minded, how could they let you go to school with this look? Li Yaxuan laughed naturally, and then asked with some confusion.
Xiao Fang sighed and said innocently: "I forgot to get a haircut on the day I took the graduation photo, and I didn't expect me to be so photogenic, the watermelon head was too conspicuous!" ”
“haha…… Also, otherwise I wouldn't be able to see your watermelon head now! Li Yaxuan continued to laugh.
"What? Think the watermelon head is frustrated? I think it's pretty good, at least it looks conspicuous! You see, in this photo, anyone who looks at it will immediately look at me. Xiao put a watermelon head and found a glamorous reason.
"Oh, well, for good reason. Show me the photo below, after high school, there should be a photo of college, right? Li Yaxuan patted Xiao Fang's shoulder and urged.
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It's rare not to be in front of the computer, and after breakfast, the two of them continued to flip through the records of Xiao Fang's past life.
And after watching these things, not only did Li Yaxuan understand Xiao Fang better, but Xiao Fang himself also understood himself better.
Through these things, Xiao Fang slowly recalled the past, recalled the choices he made again and again in the past, and each choice made him become his current self.
It is said that most writers are sentimental, and Xiao Fang doesn't know if he already has that tendency. In short, he felt that he was becoming more and more emotional now, and he also liked to think about many things.
For this situation, Xiao Fang did not deliberately control it, at least, it is much better to be emotional about many things than to be insensitive to many things.
The first day of the first month is generally the time to go to relatives, but Xiao Fang's family does not have many relatives, and some years ago they left once, and everyone can be baibai year after the year. Moreover, Li Yaxuan's work has not been left behind, so if it is too far, it will be a phone call.
Originally, Xiao Fang was going to take Li Yaxuan to attend the class reunion, but Li Yaxuan was urged away by a phone call early in the morning, saying that the banking system was in some urgency.
Under such circumstances, Xiao Fang could only let Li Yaxuan drive back to P City with her mother first.
At the restaurant in the town, when Xiao Fang arrived, the time had already reached half past eleven. The Mercedes-Benz was driven back by Li Yaxuan, and Xiao Fang finally had to borrow a truck from his father and drive it to town.
And Xiao Fang didn't drive the truck to its destination, but left it directly in a parking lot in the town, and then walked to the restaurant.
It is said that although the town of Xiao Fang's hometown is not very large, the quality of the restaurants is not low, not only a five-star hotel, but also a famous entertainment street.
This is due to the fact that there is a nature reserve next to the town, and a number of tourism projects have been developed in the reserve. Tourism has been booming in recent years, and this place may not seem small, but in fact it has become a gathering point for tourists.
Xiao Fang actually thought it was a medium-grade restaurant at first, because Zhu Zhifei was talking about a very famous restaurant in the town, and it is said that this restaurant has now developed.
Arriving at the "Mingli Hotel", Xiao Xinxin was actually a little stunned, because he saw that this "Mingli Hotel" was not the hotel he imagined at all, but a tall and magnificent hotel. The five-star logo on the hotel surprised Xiao Fang.
At the spacious door, Xiao Fang saw several beautiful-looking waitresses smiling at him, while several black-clothed security guards stood solemnly on either side.
Seeing such a battle, Xiao Fang couldn't help but be speechless, and remembered that when he went home last year, he didn't have this five-star "Mingli Hotel", and it had only been a year, why had this hotel been erected?
is a little unfamiliar with this kind of scene, but fortunately, Xiao Fang is also a billionaire now, well, ready to be a billionaire, so, in such a situation, Xiao Fang naturally did not weaken his momentum, but calmly stepped forward and asked a security guard: "I'm here to attend the class reunion, I don't know if it's here." ”
As soon as Xiao Fang's words fell, a beautiful woman wearing a professional skirt who looked like a foreman walked over, and she said to Xiao Fang with a smile: "Are you participating in the class reunion organized by Mr. Zhu Zhifei?" Please come with me. ”
Xiao Fang nodded and followed the beautiful woman into the hotel lobby, and then he was taken to the right side of the lobby, where two people were sitting and several were standing next to them chatting.
There was no sign of the class reunion, but as long as he saw those two people, Xiao Fang knew that he was not wrong.
Moreover, before Xiao Fang approached, someone had already waved at Xiao Fang and shouted: "Xiao Fang!" ”
Standing in front of the long table covered with a red tablecloth, Xiao Fang smiled and said hello to Zhu Zhifei, Zhong Yuxuan, Xia Xue and others one by one, and then signed his name on a sign-in post.
Zhu Zhifei, as the initiator, didn't really take himself seriously, but sat directly behind the long table and was responsible for receiving the students.
As the former secretary of the Youth League, Zhong Yuxuan's popularity is quite high, as long as she sits there, she really attracts some people to lean towards her.
And now many of my classmates are also starting a family, so basically men and women have their own interactions, and there are actually fewer mixed chats.