Not daring to look directly at nature is not because of weakness, timidity, or shyness, but out of some indescribable nervousness.

It's like holding in your hand what you once cherished the most, but now it seems to be close at hand, as if as long as you want it, it belongs to you, this feeling, as if something unreal, as if once you touch it, it will break.

So this made Shi Chen a little nervous, so he asked this kind of ordinary question that seemed a bit idiotic.

People often have a sense of almost sacred belief in their first love, and even many of them have a complex psychology that can only be watched from a distance and cannot be blasphemed, burying this love in the deepest part of their hearts forever, until they are old, they can also sit on the rattan chair and savor it like a cup of tea.

If he hadn't met the eldest princess in the Titan's dilapidated low-rent house, if he hadn't caused the turmoil because of her, without the new identity she had arranged for him, and without the villa that was next to Ye Mengqi, I'm afraid he would have been like the vast majority of ordinary young people in the Federation, carrying this aftertaste and regret until he grew old, and even had any intersection with this national idol for the rest of his life.

However, the invisible fate brought the other party to him, so they became friends, and Shi Chen's understanding of each other was no longer limited to the happy mask in front of the TV screen, but saw the real Ye Mengqi, and saw the female revolutionary who belonged to the dark side who was so persistent that she was a little stupid.

People are never perfect, even Ye Mengqi, who is a national idol.

She is actually a bit homely, and when she has no work arrangement, her favorite thing is to pull her best friend Wu Liuli, buy a bunch of puffed snacks that can be called junk food in the supermarket, and then sit cross-legged on the sofa without any image and watch the classic thriller movies that she usually has no time to watch, hugging her girlfriend and screaming at high decibels.

In addition to this, she also likes to sleep, like a lazy cat, in the quiet of the afternoon. Lying in the sunlight shining through the windowsill, I dreamed quietly.

She is very lazy, so lazy that she would rather have a rusty kitchen, sleep on a hungry stomach, than cook by herself, but wait for Wu Liuli to come to the relief with fast food.

This made Wu Liuli complain more than once, if these were known by those fans, they would definitely abandon her and stay away, after all, no one really wants to marry a vase back. It's still a vase with violent tendencies in its bones.

Although Shi Chen didn't know all about this, he only occasionally mentioned it maliciously from Chen Fengxiao, but maybe it was a habit to like it, he really liked Ye Mengqi like this, even more than he liked the national name idol on the screen in the past.

Because of this Ye Mengqi, maybe he faded from that dazzling aura and became ordinary, but it was very real. It was so real that he could hug as long as he opened his arms, just like now, just because of the other party's somewhat burning gaze. It made him a little nervous and a little overwhelmed.

As if sensing Shi Chen's nervousness, the corners of Ye Mengqi's lips curled slightly, listening to Shi Chen's slightly clumsy question. She tilted her head and thought for a moment, and replied softly, "I've slept too long during the day, and I can't sleep now." So wanted to come to you. ”

After a pause, she stared at Shi Chen's eyes that were not sleepy, and breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, "Can you accompany me?" ”

Listening to the other party's delicate voice, Shi Chen's heavy mood suddenly relaxed for some reason, and said with a smile: "Of course." ”

At this moment, the Federation soldiers in the distant camp were already asleep, and it was pitch black all around, and there was a clear whistling sound coming from the port of the mecha, announcing the continuous invasion of the cold blizzard, and the cockpit was a little cold inside because it had just been opened once before.

Ye Mengqi sighed at his hands, and laughed apologetically: "It's a little cold." ”

"Oh, forgot about the heating." Shi Chen was stunned, looking at the other party's frozen red hands and pale little face, revealing a look of surprise, and hurriedly flicked a button on the right side of the control platform, and then the temperature regulation system in the cockpit began to work in a hurry, so the temperature began to rise slowly.

Looking at Shi Chen's sincere and serious movements, the smile on Ye Mengqi's face suddenly froze, and for a moment he couldn't tell whether this guy was really straight or fake.

But when he saw Shi Chen's eyes full of clarity without any selfish desires, he was immediately relieved.

He likes himself, that pure like. Ye Mengqi said to himself in his heart.

In the dim light, Ye Mengqi's eyes lit up, pursed his lips and smiled, and then buried his head in Shi Chen's arms as he did more than ten hours ago, and rubbed his cheeks.

"It's still cold, rub it, warm it up." Ye Mengqi's voice was a little confused.

Shi Chen only felt that his body was a little stiff, not because of the cold, but because of something else.

Although he had hugged like this more than ten hours ago, he was still on a tense battlefield at that time, and the other party quickly fell asleep, so he didn't feel much at that time.

But this moment is different, the night is long, everyone has fallen asleep, and in this quiet and small space, he is holding the woman he likes and the other party likes him in his arms, this feeling is indescribable.

Although he is no longer an untrained junior brother, whether it is Su Yayan, who accepts everything, or Su Ye Mulan, who is only forced to have it once, it is flesh // lust is greater than lust // lust.

And the person in front of him is different, he is the woman he has liked for more than ten years until he has become a habit, and he is the woman he once wanted to marry as a wife, so he is very cautious, and even seems a little cautious.

Because he was worried that he would accidentally make a mistake and whether he would disappoint the other party, he didn't want to disappoint the other party, so he could only respond tentatively to the other party's actions.

So his hands were a little clumsy and even stiff through the layer of bedding, around her slender waist, hugged her, and was stunned to find that under the original layer of bedding, she was only wearing a thin little coat, and her hand was caressing her slender and smooth back, as if through that layer of negligible clothing, you can clearly feel the girl's soft skin, feel the temperature that belongs to the other party, feel the stiffness of her body and the slight trembling.

He immediately thought that this national idol was wearing only a pajama and wearing layers of bedding through the military camp and came to him, I have to say, a little bold, but what kind of trust is folding, unreserved trust in his character and even personality!

Shi Chen suddenly felt a little moved, and felt that he couldn't let himself be driven by the desire in his heart that was about to be freed, so he stopped instinctively touching each other, and just hugged each other so quietly.

Feeling Shi Chen's sudden stoppage, Ye Mengqi was also indescribably moved, and then he felt the deepest helplessness, and secretly scolded a sentence of wood in his heart, but he didn't know why he liked the other party's woodenness, and a certain attachment to love.

So the originally tense heart also calmed down, and his thoughts began to drift in other directions.

She rested her chin on Shi Chen's shoulder again, and after a few seconds of silence, she asked the question buried in her heart, "Why can I feel that you seem to be anxious, will the Federation lose this war?" ”

It wasn't because of fear of that conjecture, or because the air was a little cold, so her voice trembled a little.

This question made Shi Chen's body stiffen slightly, and the hands holding the girl tightened, "No, I won't let that result happen." ”

"Even if you win, a lot of people will die, just like these days, I see too many people dying in front of their eyes." Ye Mengqi suddenly propped himself up, holding Shi Chen's cheek, looking a little helpless and asked, "The next war will only be more tragic, are we also likely to die at any time?" ”

"No!" Shi Chen stared into her eyes, giving his answer very seriously, or some kind of strong obsession.

"Thank you." Ye Mengqi's eyebrows and eyes curved up like a crescent moon again, as if he had finally found a reason to thank the other party, his little face was slightly upturned, and he imprinted his lips on Shi Chen's slightly dry lips, and touched them with shame and clumsiness, but he didn't know what to do next.

Shi Chen's lips pursed slightly, and he found that her lips were as soft and moist as her body, cold and sweet, just like the love he had hoped for.

PS: Thank you to the [Siren_p] classmates for the monthly pass! (To be continued......)