It's been half a month since the last time I drank with Canmina.

Ever since I came to Ukraine, my phone has been quiet. I don't look for anyone else, and no one else can find me. Ukraine is barren and desolate, perennially cold, and undercurrent. So the phone is hardly useful here. This is good.

During my five months in Germany, I was unable to move freely, express my will freely, and even lose my freedom to eat, drink, and eat three meals a day.

It was as if I had been nailed to a pillar of shame. Even if the vicissitudes of life are human and wrong in the future, the soul has always been nailed there. There are still blood holes when the nails are pried out, and it hurts for the rest of my life.

So the cold in Ukraine is a consolation, and people are numb before the blood has even flowed out.

Sparsely populated and lacking popularity, there is no need to deal with hypocritical interpersonal relationships.

Canmina didn't come to me. My time is short, but I'm not sure if I should reveal my cards sooner rather than later.

Occasionally, I wonder if she lived entirely for Mi'er, as she said, then why not go to the child herself—at least Mi'er was a good opportunity when she was in Kyiv. Either because there are certain forces that hinder her, she does not dare to act rashly and without success, or there are other hidden reasons in this.

But how do I get her to tell the truth?

I'm going to take a risk.

Another day when I returned to the nest in the cold winter, the heavy snow closed the road, and I didn't want to go out at home.

Open your laptop and browse the news above, as usual, there are no new discoveries. Looking at the "Kyiv" that keeps flashing on the page, I thought, at least someone should ask.

There are often young people here who do not want to stay in their isolated hometowns and go to the capital Kyiv to seek a new life, and the fun is there, and there will always be people bumping into them.

And I just need a reason to be too swaggering to arouse suspicion.

I braved the snow to go to the grocery store in Cammina.

"Joe, don't do business today. The snow was too big and there were no customers. "I knocked on the door for a long time, and Kanmina came drunk to open it.

"What's wrong with you?" She asked me.

I don't need to look in the mirror to know that my eyes are red and my face is dark yellow. Because it's something I've dressed up so well.

It's not hard to cry, and there are many reasons for that.

"My sweetheart is getting married......" I threw myself into her arms.

She scrambled around me.

"Come and come into the house with me and have two sips of hot soup first...... God, your hands are so cold! ”

I shook my head and pushed her away, "Kansmina, I just need a few bottles of spirits, I want to be alone." ”

I took off my fur coat and threw it into her arms, wearing only a thin sweater, and without waiting for her to react, leaned over to the counter and quickly pulled out five or six bottles of wine—Canmina's wine was easy to tell, lined up from high to low. I swept a few bottles of the highest alcohol in my arms, cradled it in my arms, and ran out.

It's cold. My heart was beating so hard that I was almost trembling and rushing into the snow.

Canmina was so fast that she almost caught up with me. She shouted, "It's too stormy, put on your coat, Joe!" Anything is easy to solve, you stop! "The sound was loud and sharp, enough to pierce the wind and snow.

These few words are repeated back and forth, and it is enough. Besides, I can't really run. Just as I was about to stop, I saw a man's face peeking out of the window of a house in front of me. His clothes were hidden in the folds of the curtains, but his face was clearly visible against the snow.

I couldn't tell who it was, but I had to remember the location of the window first.

Since others are interested in watching it, let's play it here.

I fell in the snow, and Canmina threw herself beside me almost without a gap. She had a lot of strength, and without saying a word, she wrapped her clothes around me and picked me up again.

She said something more to comfort me, and her breath drifted through the condensed air, like a cold spell.

I think the man should be able to hear the reassurances.

I got up and tugged at the hem of my fur coat, my fingers stiffening from the tension and cold.

"Thank you Kansmina, I want to go back and rest."

“…… Are you okay? She looked at me worriedly.

I shook my head, then squeezed out a smile to her, "I just want to go back and have some drinks and get some good sleep." ”

She patted me on the back in understanding and said, "If you want to get started, it's time to turn the page on this story." A good girl will naturally have a good marriage. ”

I followed her words, "Good girl has ambitions in all directions, and I've been here for so long, I'm going to go somewhere else to relax." ”

Her expression was complicated for a moment, as if she was stunned and uneasy. Immediately, she nodded, "Sleep well and don't think about anything." ”

After thanking her, I turned and went home.

The purpose of this is to logically find someone who is familiar with the market to take me to Kiev. Although I have met Mier, it is not here, not in Eastern Europe, but in a port in Germany, and we get off the ship in the same car. She is supposed to have been transferred to Germany after a short stay in Kyiv, so there may be traces of her stay in Kyiv.

Then maybe the whole thing will find a breakthrough.

There is also a key significance, before Irene said that I have been targeted, so this time I can go to Kyiv to test the intentions of those wingmen who are observing in the dark.

The next day the snow stopped, and the sun hung brightly in the sky, like a glass bell jar, only shining and not heating.

I took a large amount of bills to the grocery store.

Yesterday's bottles of wine should have added up to forty euros, so I rounded it up and handed it fifty euros to Camsina.

"Yesterday's drink money."

Kanmina took one look, then pulled out two five-euro coins and handed them to me.

I excused myself, "Thank you for taking such good care of me yesterday." ”

She looked at me worriedly, "Joe, do you really want to go out of town?" Domestic or foreign? ”

I thought for a moment, "I haven't been to the capital in the two months I've been to Ukraine." ”

She was stunned, "You want to go to Kyiv?" ”

I shook my head, "Not sure yet." It snowed for the past two days, and it was inconvenient to go anywhere. ”

I didn't want to guard against her, but it always felt inappropriate to directly reveal my plans and plans without any foreshadowing.

Canmina grinned.

"It's good to really go around, I've been in this place for a long time, and I thought there was only one season in my life - I'll go with you."

This time it was my turn to be surprised, "You're not looking at the store?" ”

Her gaze was soft, "You drink with me, listen to me pour out my sadness, and you come to ...... when you are sad With us, that's what good friends are. You are not familiar with Ukraine, I will accompany you to put snacks. After so long, I want to change my mood. ”

I started thinking about feasibility. It stands to reason that Cammina was the most reassuring person in the whole affair, and taking her there would also help to identify Mi'er's news.

But if it's that simple, why did I bother with yesterday's one in the first place? I can't say it, but I have always had a faint uneasiness in my heart.