ACT.110 The End of Thinking, Our Actions, and Our Aspirations (Part I)
First you have to understand a few things.
Before the action, you need to prepare, what you want to bring, what you want to do, and where you want to go, so that you can implement your plan well and perfectly.
After breakfast, Natsume sat on the edge of the bed as he returned to his room, where he could see the endless sea and the blue sky through the window.
Their colors seem to render each other, and the deep blue and the light blue are overlapped to make them as beautiful as an ink painting.
The salty and humid sea breeze burst into the room through the window with a wave of heat, and the originally cold air instantly warmed up, and a feeling of dry heat came out of my heart.
"What the hell am I doing?"
With two hands covering his face, Natsume wondered about his current actions, no, no, not about his current actions, but about everything.
Can I really go back after I have traveled here from the original world? Even if you can't go back, can you really become the demon king that the Apocalypse Frame thinks?
To put it bluntly, Natsume thinks that he is just a student and teenager who likes games, movies and the like, and it is not his own willingness to experience this series of things.
Just as the world is a coercive institution, and no amount of disgust can escape this rule, then the only thing that is needed is resistance.
But so far, from the beginning to the present, can I really raise the courage to resist after killing, saving, and harming others?
The mood of saving the elf girl is not false, but Natsume begins to suspect that his existence is a falsehood. That's why the Apocalypse Shelf wants to see the world 'outside the box'.
By breaking the routine and transcending common sense, we seek the 'truth' and 'facts' that belong to us alone.
Lying on his side on the bed, Natsume, who had been thinking for a while, didn't quite know what he was thinking.
Is it moving forward? Or stand back.
Is it a fight? Or escape.
The story of another world has nothing to do with me, and he is just an outsider, an outsider who interferes with the development of the plot and promotes the abnormal story.
To put it simply, all the traversers are not outsiders to this world. For the world, they are all 'enemies'.
Maybe that's it. That traverser's graveyard will have so many tombstones.
Those who travel through may be as aware as they are of themselves that the enemy is not a specific being in the world, neither a level boss, nor a god who controls time. He is not a powerful man of the nations. It's the whole world you travel to.
I've said it in the transcript before. If the traverser does something strange, the world of this world line will self-correct, which means that the traverser will be punished as the biggest enemy.
Therefore. If Natsume's actions become too radical or too wrong, I am afraid that the world will treat them as an 'evil force'.
The worst thing is not actually the bad guys, but the time-travelers who travel to other worlds at will.
That's why Natsume thinks it's a little strange, if the purpose of the Transcendental Frame is to complete the Apocalypse, then the Apocalypse Frame should help the Transcendent to correct the world, Natsume doesn't think he is the best one among the Transcendents.
In that cemetery, there are thousands of traversers, and there must be beings who are better than themselves, and if such people also die, then the chances of their success are even more subtle.
Let yourself fall in love? It's a strange task.
Even if he didn't think about it now, Natsume couldn't understand the meaning of the Traveler's existence.
To change the plot? To save the world? Either way, it sounds like some kind of excuse to make people laugh.
A person who messes into other worlds wants to save the world or something, which is simply not something that ordinary people can do.
That's why Natsume had doubts about the 'Traveler' system, and he wanted to explore the true role of the Traveler.
The world will revise its own world line, so the plot changed by the traverser is just a script arranged by the world in the final analysis, and everything moves forward according to the path built by the world, which cannot be changed or refused.
Some people may know Natsume's thoughts, but Natsume still thinks so.
Crossing is not exactly bliss.
Experience the pain of the characters in the plot; Feel the emotions of the characters in the plot; grasp the feelings of the characters in the plot; Or even the result of completely subverting the plot, these, is the so-called happiness?
A world has laws that belong to this world, and there are only two words to describe random changes, that is, stupid.
The traverser can be said to be a thankless existence, and the real traverser must be different from Natsume, so that he will not intersect with a group of girls and teenagers because of the relationship between the Apocalypse Shelf, but something greater and more glorious.
Natsume doesn't think he's a great man, most people think the same way, but now Natsume knows that he is a hero.
Even useless traversers can do something useful.
Lying on her side, Natsume took a note from the counter where she could reach for it, a hand-made, last-up leaflet.
The handwriting is very neat, but the paintings added to it are daunting.
The leaflet said that a festival would be held at a shrine near the sea tonight, but because of Shintoism, the festival that had started during the day was postponed to the evening due to lack of preparation.
These details have nothing to do with Natsume, but the most important thing is that this temple fair will be an opportunity to break the status quo.
Both Yakuya and Yusan want to keep each other alive and get the name of the true Hachimai, rather than keep the status quo all the time, and for that, there must be a win.
And this temple fair may be a decisive change.
It started at half past seven this evening, and for Natsume, the temple fair was the first time in reality that he had participated.
So, what should you do?
Get ready first.
On top of that, even C.C. and Kurumi's yukata must be ready.
I sat up from the bed, ran to the toilet, washed my face with clean water, drank the tea on the table, and walked to the door.
The moment he twisted the doorknob, a faint scream was heard.
"Huh?"
Open the door, and there are three people standing outside.
The atmosphere was a little strange, but Natsume let them in.
C.C. walks into the room with Kurumi and Yakuya, who has shown obvious interest in Natsume's room, and it suddenly becomes a lot more noisy. (To be continued......)