In the empty circular field, there was only a crystal that emitted a faint glow and two figures at the edges.

Reaching out, the girl standing behind her wanted to say something, but she retracted it in mid-air and held her breath.

The reason why people are human beings is because they will be disturbed and influenced by various feelings, and even distorted, and only by constantly changing can they be called human beings.

Different people have different experiences;

Whether happiness or misfortune is something born in distortion, but in fact there are still some human beings who have not been distorted.

Those who are the ones can definitely be happy.

So, Natsume was puzzled.

So, Natsume was surprised.

I met those who had not been distorted by reality and kept that heart, but God had forgotten about this place, and spread the misfortune that should have been given to others here.

A great man once said, 'God is dead,' and as it stands, God is completely dead.

He can't save the world, he can't change the world, he's just a bystander.

In this way, the only person who can change the world is himself, and that's it.

Kneeling on the ground, burying his head between his arms, the emotions that could not be vented turned into muffled snorts, breathing heavily, as if there was a lack of oxygen to absorb the air that did not exist.

I can't cry, I can't cry, I can't cry, it's all like it has nothing to do with me, and Natsume, who was afraid of his appearance, felt a sense of vomiting.

It was as if he had been hit in the abdomen by countless blows, and the completely distorted reality made him dizzy.

Breathing heavily, desperately closing his eyes. Don't look at the disappearing characters in front of you.

It's dead. Already. Impossible to come back again.

The people who laughed together in the past were all killed by other players, and became a painful memory.

Natsume wanted to cry, but he wondered in his heart.

Pain, tears, what to do with such actions?

Shouldn't you recall the painful thing first, collapse the tear ducts through nerve conduction, and blink your eyes with breathing? Tears at the end.

I don't know.

Don't understand.

Natsume has forgotten the elements of crying and has lost the steps of crying.

Sadness and fighting are different, and the difference between the two is so huge that Natsume's whole person seems to have fallen into an endless abyss.

I wanted to cry, but I opened my mouth but I only snorted in pain.

It was like my chest was clogged, I started to have trouble breathing, and the world began to turn upside down.

The stomach gradually rolled up, and the unknown force that stirred the internal organs unscrupulously launched an attack on Natsume's body.

It was so painful that the whole body began to feel like a tear.

So sad, the beating of the heart quickens to the point where it is about to explode.

The foggy eyes couldn't see everything clearly, and the pupils began to lose focus. Natsume became alarmed by his cold-bloodedness in the face of the death of others.

From that time on, it was when I was regarded as a criminal and a demon by others. I have already lost the capital to cry.

There doesn't seem to be an option to 'cry' in mood swings, all of them are extreme emotional choices.

Stretching out his hands, he began to scratch his throat with his hands, slapping his cheeks, trying to make himself cry through the pain.

You have to cry, you have to be sad, you have to be sad.

These people don't deserve to die here, they should live longer than they do.

You are the devil, and the punishment that befalls you should not fall on others.

Therefore, it was their own misfortune that allowed them to get such an ending, and all the fault was on themselves.

Therefore, please, God or God, or fate, can you make yourself cry?

The skin was torn, blood marks appeared on the neck, and the face and nails were also soaked red with blood, and the pain of the wound gradually spread.

But it didn't work, and I didn't feel the urge to cry at all.

Natsume gave up and simply knelt on the ground, his drooping shoulders no longer moving.

Breathing began to become difficult, and suddenly, there was an unnatural deflection of his head.

It was not under his control, but the result of being forcibly removed.

I heard the sound of my heartbeat, felt my body temperature, and a warm breath came.

The girl who hugged her head tightly and put it on her chest said so.

"Already, enough, take a break, and now you can cry out loud."

"I ......"

"Isn't it? You don't want to impose the cause of their incident on yourself, it's stupid, it's arrogant, the fate of others is not up to you, that's the result. ”

And that's it, the result?

"You're not responsible for that, you've done what you're supposed to do, and the last thing you're going to do at this moment is cry out loud, and I'll be sitting here until you stop crying."

"Cry out loud......"

Feel the warmth, imagine the world of the past, and the few short days I spent with them.

Human encounters are always full of wonders, and the same is true now.

It's so sad, and everywhere it's painful, like lead.

All I can do now is cry.

………………

So

………………

The closed thing in my heart was opened, and the strings that had been tight were broken in an instant.

Something is out.

The surging emotions have burst the embankment.

The eyes hurt so much, and the warm liquid began to overflow from the eye sockets, leaving it to the corners of the mouth to taste the salty taste.

That's it, tears?

It was as if he understood something, and suddenly he closed his eyes, opened his mouth, and hugged the person he could.

And finally-

Cry.

"Hmm, ah!!!!!!!, ah

Woo woo

The pain of losing the person who affirmed himself in this world, the regret of not saving others, all flowed with tears.

No matter how uncompetitive it looks, it still can't stop.

Hold the girl in front of you and cry like a child.

I haven't seen tears in my eyes for six or seven years, and the pain at the moment of bursting the levee is unforgettable.

The body trembles constantly, and it can only be relieved by relying on the other party's body temperature.

Cry, cry, cry.

Tears, tears, tears.

The last of the last.

The end of the end.

He won't keep that promise.

Even though he knew that the girl in front of him was very warm in his arms, he would still leave.

Because those people must be killed.

Burdened with 'karma', in the end, there is only one choice. (To be continued......)