Chapter Eighty-Nine: Face Your Fears

This...... It was as if it was the first time that she had been so relaxed with "a kind of longing". She has always tried to bypass personal issues, only talking occasionally about them. In her current mood and state, it is actually very good to be able to chat with him so easily and naturally. At the very least, her mood suddenly became lighter. It's as if those annoying real problems don't exist.

Also, how long will she have to worry about those unsolvable problems? Since it can't be solved, what is she going to worry about so much?

If you can't rely on anyone all the time, then become strong yourself! It also seems like an option!

"A kind of longing" he said correctly! She became independent early and learned to protect herself, so that her parents, brother, and Uncle Li would not be worried about her all the time. They can also let go and do what they have to do, she can't be a drag on them!

The story, consciously or unconsciously, seems to have been reversed and developed in a more unpredictable direction......

No one can predict what the future will bring, and no one can prepare well in advance for the impossible. You don't know who will be hiberning in the dark, staring at a pair of gloomy eyes, secretly observing and waiting for an opportunity to move.

The morning eyes shine through the gaps in the heavy curtains to the carpet in Qin Meiyu's bedroom, and the dust above the carpet jumps happily in the sunlight, up and down, so lively.

Qin Meiyu was woken up by a knock on the door, rubbed her eyes and opened her mouth to say, "Come in!" ”

Qin Shumo opened the milky white European-style door and stood at the door of Qin Meiyu's bedroom, looking at her sleepy-eyed appearance and smiling softly: "Get up, little lazy worm!" The sun is all in the ass! ”

"Hmmm! Okay, I'll get up right away! Qin Meiyu rubbed her head of the bed and still closed her eyes and asked, "Brother, what time is it?" ”

Qin Shumo shook his head and walked into Qin Meiyu's bedroom and sat on the side of her bed, raised his hand and rubbed her unkempt hair: "It's past nine o'clock, we've all had breakfast for a long time!" When you went downstairs and there was no movement, we didn't call you and let you sleep enough. But I didn't expect that if I didn't call you to get up, you would have been asleep and never got up! The biological clock is all out of order, right? Yesterday afternoon, I slept all afternoon, and what did I play alone at night? Can't even get up from your sleep until now? ”

"Uh......" Qin Meiyu rubbed her eyes, raised her eyelids lightly, and quietly glanced at Qin Shumo, "I didn't play anything!" Just watch the movie! If you don't go to school, you just want to get enough sleep! ”

Qin Shumo pinched Qin Meiyu's bulging cheeks: "These days when you go home, you have seen flesh on your face!" Get up and have a bite to eat, and my brother will take you to the activity. ”

Qin Meiyu's eyes immediately widened: "What activity?" ”

Qin Shumo blinked his eyes slyly: "You'll know in a moment!" ”

Sitting at the dining table, watching Qin Meiyu finish eating the sandwich made by Sister Yun and supervising her to drink a glass of milk, Qin Shumo smiled and smoked a napkin to help Qin Meiyu wipe the milk stains on the side of her mouth and said, "You, when will you grow up?" Do you need your brother to supervise your meal? If I don't supervise you, will you have to eat two more bites and run away? ”

Qin Meiyu shrugged and smirked: "Hehe...... I have a small appetite and am full when I eat a little. You have to let me eat more, you see, how much weight have I gained these days when I go home? ”

Qin Meiyu said, unconvinced, pinching the flesh on her cheek to show Qin Shumo.

Qin Shumo pulled down Qin Meiyu's hand: "Okay, brother knows!" Didn't you say that it would take you to activities for a while? If you only eat and don't move, and you always sleep, can you not get fat? ”

Qin Meiyu followed Qin Shumo out of the dining table, and let him put on a thick down coat and a hat and scarf, Qin Meiyu blinked curiously: "Brother, it snowed so hard outside yesterday, do you want to take me out to play?" ”

Qin Shumo put on the snow gloves for Qin Meiyu, and then folded his arms on his chest, looked up and down at Qin Meiyu and said, "Hmm! Not bad! Take you out and play! ”

Qin Meiyu looked down at the heavy down windproof jacket on her body and the snow gloves on her hands, and blinked her eyes excitedly: "I guess, did you prepare a pair of snow boots for me at the door?" ”

Qin Shumo raised his hand and pointed at the tip of Qin Meiyu's nose: "Clever!" You did get a pair of snow boots at the door! ”

"That'...... Are we going to build a snowman for a snowball fight? It's been a long time since you've played like this, right? Hey...... Yesterday's heavy snow must be enough for us to play for a long, long time......" Qin Meiyu said and walked excitedly to the door.

"It's not going to build a snowman and have a snowball fight!" Qin Shumo followed behind Qin Meiyu and said, "I'll take you to skiing!" Haven't you learned yet? Let's go skiing! ”

Qin Meiyu stood up abruptly and turned to look at Qin Shumo: "Bad brother!" I know I don't like skiing, and every time I fall down, I am scared, and you want to take me to ski! ”

Qin Shumo smiled and grabbed Qin Meiyu's shoulders and led her to the door: "It's useful if you're afraid?" The more you are afraid, the more you want to conquer it! Only if you conquer your fears can you find joy in them! ”

Qin Meiyu pouted reluctantly: "Did your parents agree to your itinerary before they went out?" ”

Qin Shumo raised his eyebrows and couldn't help laughing: "Hehe...... Is that! Before they went out, they told you that they wouldn't teach you today, and they wouldn't let us go home! ”

Coming to the entrance of the gate and sitting on the leather stool for changing shoes, Qin Meiyu looked at Qin Shumo who helped her put on her shoes with resentment: "Brother, I found that you are getting darker and darker!" It's not the older brother I used to like at all! ”

"Shout?" Qin Shumo kept putting on snow boots for Qin Meiyu with his hand movements, and looked up at Qin Meiyu, "You found out all this?" When did my little plum rain become so smart? ”

Qin Meiyu's forehead began to appear black lines: "Brother! I've always been smart, okay! ”

Qin Shumo drove Qin Meiyu all the way to the ski resort on the outskirts of City B.

The main stadium of the ski resort is full of people, and people who can't see their faces clearly under various ski suits step on their skis and wave their ski sticks to pass quickly. From time to time, someone fell down, and occasionally someone accidentally bumped into each other, laughed, got up, patted the stains on his body, smiled and nodded in apology.

Qin Meiyu looked at this scene, and before she entered the scene, she felt that her buttocks, knees, and arms hurt......

Qin Shumo looked at the disgust and retreating expression on Qin Meiyu's face, smiled and raised his hand to hold Qin Meiyu's arm: "Let's go!" It's coming, isn't it too late to back down? ”

Qin Meiyu grabbed Qin Shumo: "Brother, I don't want to go!" I felt my butt hurt before I even went in! I'm not going! ”

Qin Shumo turned around and looked into Qin Meiyu's eyes: "Meiyu, have you thought about what you might face in the future?" ”

Qin Meiyu looked up in a daze: "What are you facing?" ”

Qin Shumo raised his hand to support Qin Meiyu's shoulders: "There will be a lot of things you will face in the future, there may be all kinds of difficulties, you may also face all kinds of dangers, or other situations." There are many things that we can't predict, so we have to make all kinds of preparations in advance. ”

"But ......" Qin Meiyu blinked and looked at the ski resort, "But there's no need to learn to ski, right?" ”

Qin Shumo shook his head: "Brother doesn't necessarily want to force you to learn to ski, but hopes that you will face your fear and face it!" There are a lot of things or problems that are scary, as long as you are willing to face them, there is nothing to be afraid of! ”

Qin Meiyu whispered Qin Shumo's words: "Face up to fear...... Confronting your fears...... Face it up to ......"

When Qin Meiyu came back to her senses, she immediately looked at Qin Shumo's eyes firmly: "Brother, I don't have anything to fear!" It's true! ”

Qin Shumo raised his hand and touched Qin Meiyu's head: "Are you afraid that I won't be able to see it?" Even though you're still joking with us as before, there's something else behind your smile. My brother can feel it! And your time in your room is getting longer and longer, and although you still smile easily every time you go out and go downstairs, my brother can feel your stress, fear, and anxiety. ”

Qin Meiyu threw herself into Qin Shumo's arms with red eyes: "I'm sorry brother, I didn't mean to hide it from you, I just ......"

Before Uncle Xiao Li walked out of the door of the study, he told her to keep her life experience secret, and keep it secret for as long as she could, so as to prevent people hiding in the shadows from detecting anything. But the Qin family is her relatives to her, so it's okay for her to keep it secret from others, there is no problem. But if she is forced to keep her beloved relatives secret, can she feel comfortable?

Qin Shumo raised his finger and put it on Qin Meiyu's lips: "Shh...... You don't need to say more! In fact, we have all guessed some and already understood something. So, you're not hiding anything from us, we know pretty much what we should know. It's just that...... My little plum rain, there are many things you don't know and can't understand. You just need to know that everything has me, and Mom and Dad! Well? ”

Qin Meiyu nodded obediently and buried her head deeply in Qin Shumo's arms: "Well, good! Brother, I love you! I love you! I don't want to leave you! I don't want to lose you! ”

Hearing Qin Meiyu's sentence "I love you!" Qin Shumo's body was shocked, and he looked at Qin Meiyu in a daze. Hearing her words again, he looked down at Qin Meiyu in his arms with a complicated expression, looked up at the clouds in the sky, and sighed softly.

Qin Meiyu finally followed Qin Shumo to the VIP area of the ski resort, which was not as lively as the main venue, but there were many people shuttling in it.

Sitting on the sofa in the lounge of the VIP area, through the floor-to-ceiling glass windows, watching the nobles and ladies outside wearing expensive ski clothes showing off their skiing skills, Qin Meiyu suddenly smiled. She's kind of an outlier, isn't she?

Although she grew up in a scholarly family, she was pampered by Qin's parents. Except for the poetry and book etiquette that must be understood, she does not have a single outstanding skill in all aspects of sports. Looking at the entire wealthy family, she is probably the only one! Which of the young ladies of a wealthy family has not started to learn various specialty skills since childhood, and which one has not practiced the skills?

She...... Looks like it's time to work hard! Otherwise, wouldn't she be laughed at when she stepped into the social circle? It will also affect Mom and Dad, right? She has been afraid of pain since she was a child, and as long as she cries, her father and mother can't bear to let her suffer. With this trick, how much athletic training did she dodge? It was skiing, and after falling a few times, she blinked her wet eyes and asked her brother to back down.

Now...... It seems like she's supposed to face it all! Whether it's her fear, or worry, or insecurity! It's time for her to grow up!

Qin Shumo took the coffee and put it in front of Qin Meiyu: "Drink some coffee to warm up first, and we will go to the ski resort to start practicing in a while." ”

"How can you come out to play without me?" Zheng Linxia suddenly appeared, sat on the vacant seat on Qin Meiyu's left side, and drank the coffee in front of Qin Meiyu.

(No matter what you encounter, no matter how difficult it is, face it squarely, defeat him, and you will be invincible!) )