Jingyi sighed lightly, looked down at the handkerchief in her hand and whispered: "Sister, don't worry too much, I want the emperor in this palace to favor whoever is not favored by others." Besides, my sister is kind and intelligent, and her appearance is excellent, so it is reasonable for the emperor to prefer her. After that, he looked up at me and said, "When I entered the palace, Concubine Zhang was in her prime, and my sister had never been treated sincerely by the emperor. Even if Concubine Zhang dies, the emperor will only treat me as Fengyi's mother. ”

She took my hand and walked forward slowly, her tone was sincere, "At the beginning, my sister entered the palace with high courtesy and courtesy, and I did complain, but I didn't want my sister to defend me in front ......of the queen mother, and I didn't hesitate to save Feng'er at the expense of jade damage, and I also took good care of my mother and son on weekdays, so I didn't have the slightest resentment towards my sister in my heart, and now I just want to raise Fengyi and Zun Sheng, and I don't want anything more" said a light smile on his lips, which made people feel more and more uncomfortable when they looked at it.

"Sister...... "My heart is sour, although I expected it to be so difficult to face it seriously, I will hurt the happiness of others if I keep my love, alas......

Jingyi smiled, patted the back of my hand, and persuaded softly: "Rui'er, don't think about it anymore, take care of yourself, go back quickly, or the emperor will be in a hurry for a while." After that, he took Jiao Xing back and went to Yingxian Palace.

I looked at her beautiful and lonely figure, and I felt both emotion and guilt in my heart, why is such a good woman so bitter! If you are born in the folk and marry an ordinary husband, you can be happier than this deep palace, but how can you bear this fate?

I was thinking a lot, and I returned to the Chongguang Hall depressed, and Bao Yuan had already dispersed, and was sitting in front of the window to review the recital, coughing twice from time to time.

Seeing him like this, I took a bowl of soup prepared by Jing Yi and brought it to him, and persuaded: "Meng Lang, you take a rest first and drink some cough soup." ”

Bao Yuan smiled and said, "Have you gone to say hello to the queen mother?" ”

"Hmm" Thinking of the words that the Queen Mother had just taught, I couldn't laugh anymore, I collapsed my shoulders, and my eyes were sour and I wanted to shed tears.

"What's wrong?" Seeing me like this, Bao Yuan hurriedly put down the red pen in his hand and asked softly, "Rui'er, tell me, what's wrong?" ”

I cried out with a "wow", hugging his neck and crying blindly, so many grievances in my heart, so much helplessness. There is the blame of the Queen Mother, the framing of Li Yanniang, and the apologies to Jingyi...... I cried so hard that I was out of breath.

"Okay, don't cry. Tell me, what the hell is going on here? Did the queen mother say you? Bao Yuan said urgently, coughing violently as if he was about to lose his breath.

When I saw him like this, I didn't dare to cry anymore, patted him on the back and said urgently: "Why is he coughing so badly, how can this be good!" I, I'll go find Imperial Doctor Ling......" said and wanted to get up, but he was held in his arms and couldn't move.

"I don't have to do anything, you tell me what's wrong first? Why are you crying? Bao Yuan's eyes were anxious.

"I'm worried about your illness." I didn't want him to worry, I lied.

"Don't lie to me!" Bao Yuan frowned, a little angry, "Say, is someone embarrassed you?" ”

I looked at him with tears in my eyes, and beat him angrily for a while: "I blame you, I blame you......"

"Blame me?" Bao Yuan looked at me amusedly.

"It's just to blame you, if you are not the emperor, no one will say that I am a favorite, if you are not the emperor, I will not be sorry for people, if you are not the emperor......" I was angry in my heart, took his hand and bit it violently.

"Ouch" Bao Yuan frowned and said strangely: "Rui'er, are you a puppy?" How to bite. ”

"Hmph, I'm going to bite you. Who made me what I am today? I broke free from his arms angrily and said: "Today, the queen mother said that the concubine should have virtue, and the harem should be wet with rain and dew...... Woo woo, when did I become such a bad guy that everyone yelled at......" said and burst into tears.

Bao Yuan frowned and sank his face, sat at the table and didn't speak for a long time, I turned my back and cried for a while, feeling that the atmosphere was not right, wiped away my tears, turned around and walked to him, pushed him and said, "Meng Lang, are you angry?" ”

"No," Bao Yuan said sullenly.

"I'm sorry, I didn't choose what to say just now......" Seeing that he was sad, I couldn't bear it, so I hugged him from behind and leaned on his shoulder.

"Alas......" Bao Yuan sighed and said, "Rui'er, I made you feel wronged. ”

Seeing that his heart was aching, I was relieved, sighed, shook my head lightly, and said: "As long as Meng Lang has me in his heart, people all over the world will scold me and insult me, and I don't care." ”

"Rui'er......" Bao Yuan turned around and took me into his arms, and said infinitely gently: "Rui'er, you are not only a beloved woman in my heart, but also my confidant, you don't know, I can get you and I are always grateful to God, if I can, I would rather not have this heavenly family wealth, as long as you, my good Rui'er, I just want you to be happy." ”

Meng Lang ...... "I buried my head in his arms, let him hug him tightly, as long as I can be by your side, as long as you are safe and happy, don't say grievances and humiliation, I am willing to bear the world."