I drank too much today, and I mustered up the courage to ask for a monthly pass

Recent updates have not been good, and Rainbow is aware of it. But Rainbow still plucked up the courage to ask for a monthly pass. Because Rainbow believes that Rainbow still has this qualification; Because everyone doesn't know how difficult it is for Rainbow to maintain this two shifts a day, but also to maintain the continuity and logic of the storyline, as well as the basic ups and downs.

Rainbow is not a handicapped party, he wrote nine chapters in ten hours, at this speed, Rainbow wants to say that he is a handicap party, presumably everyone will not believe it. Rainbow is not only not a handicap party, but it is quite fast. If you have a smooth idea, the rainbow speed is about 4,000 words per hour.

But there is a premise for this, and that is to have a smooth mind.

Rainbow has no outline, no main line, and all the plots are imaginary. In fact, it can't be said to be a current thought, in fact, when I went to bed the day before, Rainbow lay in bed, turned off the lights and began to think about the plot, and only went to bed after thinking about the next day's plot, and began to write the next day, and so on, and so on, this is the super battleship with more than 1.7 million words now.

This state of writing requires a high level of smoothness of thought. But Rainbow is a person who is emotionally fragile, and is always very susceptible to various influences from the outside world, such as work, such as feelings, such as girlfriends.

In November last year, Rainbow broke up for half a month, and some readers know that it was because Rainbow broke up with his girlfriend. In fact, it's very helpless, Rainbow has to write a book, conceive a plot, work, socialize, don't have much time to spend with her, and don't have much energy to care about her, she left Rainbow, Rainbow actually doesn't blame her.

But the rainbow is real, and it is the first time to love someone like this. So her influence has continued to this day. Even now, after so long of separation, Rainbow still remembers it. Although Rainbow never contacted her again and never saw her, her shadow still kept appearing in Rainbow's mind.

She has caused serious trouble to the rainbow. She made Rainbow unable to seriously think about the plot, Rainbow always remembered her appearance from time to time, or kept recalling the past with her, and then the continuous train of thought was interrupted

If you don't have an idea, it means that you don't have a plot to write about the next day. Because during the day, there is basically no way for the rainbow to be quiet and think. Fortunately, I usually wrote a few more chapters to make up for it, and I barely managed to maintain it without much breaking. This is the current state of the rainbow.

This state of affairs has been maintained since last year. From last year to now, there are more gray hairs on the rainbow head, the face is gray, and the whole person is decadent.

Everyone should know how difficult it is for Rainbow to maintain this update speed now.

So Rainbow thinks that Rainbow is still a little qualified to ask everyone for a monthly pass. So please, everyone, if you have a monthly pass, vote for our Super Battleship.

By the way, tomorrow's update will be a little later. Because I was in a bad mood today, I went out to drink stuffy, and I couldn't think about it after drinking too much. Rainbow probably doesn't have until the afternoon when she gets off work and lies in bed thinking for an hour or two before she can start writing.

Before tomorrow's update, Rainbow will cut this single chapter. (To be continued......)