With the sound of such chanting, the yin soul in Gong Xue's body calmed down cheaply, just like an old monk entering a meditation, when the "Super Death Sutra" was recited seven times, these yin souls and yin qi dissipated, and they had disappeared in this shijie.

Gong Xue has woken up, although her mind is a little blurry, but there is no danger, she will be fine when she rests.

This matter passed like this, but Hu Ling deliberately distanced himself from me afterwards. Sometimes I ran into her in the cafeteria, and I stupidly wanted to go over to say hello to her, but she hurriedly avoided me and walked out of the cafeteria. Even Yujian usually ignores me when she talks to her, which makes me very puzzled.

I am a person who wants to live a very clear life, and I want to be clear in everything I do. Finally, half a month later, one evening of self-study, I found Hu Ling and wanted to ask what was going on.

She seemed to know that I had come to her, and did not show any surprise and followed me into the woods behind the cafeteria.

"Hu Ling, what's wrong with you lately? weishenme deliberately avoiding me? Am I doing something wrong? I asked continuously.

She bowed her head and remained silent.

"You speak! Is there anything to make clear? I asked anxiously.

Hu Ling suddenly raised his head, his eyes were red, and he roared, "What do you want me to say!?" ”

I was surprised by her sudden performance, and I was there for a while, not knowing what to say.

Hu Ling took something out of his coat pocket and stuffed it into me, and hurried out of the woods, still crying.

Seeing Hu Ling crying, my heart hurts, how I wish I could give her a shoulder to cry, but she won't give me a chance.

Looking at the thing in my hand, it was a letter, there were many folds, it seemed that it had been written for a long time, I took the letter step by step back to the classroom, opened the letter by the light of the classroom, the letter read:

"God forbid, I'm sorry!

For Gong Xue's matter, I deeply blame myself for deceiving you in order to hide my secret and put Gong Xue in danger.

I don't know where to start, I've been avoiding you these days, not because I don't want to see you, or because you've done something wrong, but every time I see you, my heart will hurt very much, the pain is so heartbreaking, the pain is so painful!

I think you've already guessed that I'm not a virgin

It's a painful memory, and I've always wanted to bury it in my heart, but the more it goes, the more painful it becomes. It was the end of school on the first day of junior high school, I left the school because I almost didn't finish my homework, the school was no longer empty, it was getting dark, I was walking home, suddenly a person came out of the woods on the side of the road, covered my mouth and dragged me into the woods, I struggled, I resisted, I shouted, but to no avail

I've heard you say that soul sending is dangerous and must be escorted by a virgin golden boy and girl, and I was tempted to tell you the truth or not to do it with the reason I was afraid, but I know you know me very well, and I can't deceive you!

xiexie you've always been so nice to me, and now I think of that as soon as I see you, so please leave my shijie, okay?

Don't come back to me in the future, I'm sorry"

After reading this letter, I was already in tears, there were many water stains on the letterhead, and it was clear that she was in tears when she wrote this letter.

I really wanted to help her, but I didn't know where to start, so I had to agree to her request and gradually drift away from her, and since then I have studied harder, because only when I am immersed in my studies will I forget the pain and forget the sweet memory.

I still regret it until now, weishenme I gave up at that time? I couldn't get close to her again and help her through it, but I just didn't think at the time that maybe I wasn't mature enough at the age of sixteen.

Time passed day by day, getting closer and closer to the high school entrance examination, and I was getting busier and busier, studying until 3 o'clock in the evening every day, because I had to take the entrance examination to the first middle school of the market, which was my goal and ideal.

For rural families, it is a very honorable thing for their children to go to the city No. 1 middle school to study, and they will invite relatives and friends to have a big meal and celebrate.

I want to prove that I can do it, I want to get out of the countryside, I don't want to do nothing all my life, I don't want to live my life facing the loess with my back to the sky.

The No. 1 Middle School of Taonan City, a key high school in Jilin Province, ranks among the top in the province in terms of admission to undergraduates, and is a dream palace for countless junior high school students. As far as our rural town middle school is concerned, it has not been admitted to the city No. 1 middle school for five consecutive years. This is also for a certain reason: first of all, for Taonan City, there are a total of 18 township middle schools, and there are key junior high schools in the city, such as the fourth, eighth, and seventh middle schools, that is to say, there are six or seven thousand students who take the high school entrance examination in one session, and at that time, the first middle school in the city only accepted 1,000 people, of which the top 200 are regular enrollment, and 201 to 1,000 are index students, that is to say, you have to be admitted to the top 200 to be the students who are really admitted to the first middle school in the city; Secondly, there is the problem of teaching quality, which is also the main reason, our rural students are generally not good at Chinese and English, and compared with urban students, it is simply a partial subject.

Not to mention the school's teaching equipment, many of the teachers in the town's junior high school are private teachers, I remember when I was in the first year of junior high school, I didn't learn phonetic transcription and pronunciation in English, because the English teacher in the first year of junior high school didn't know how to do it. The other is Chinese, the high school entrance examination is to test the classics, but who knows, how can we have a bookstore or library in the countryside, our books only have textbooks and exercises, and the knowledge of famous books is only rote memorization.

At that time, I still remember that there was a question about who the author of the Count of Monte Cristo was, and we had never heard of such a book at that time, let alone the plot of the book, so we had to memorize the answer given by the teacher.

Therefore, at that time, it was very difficult for our rural students to be admitted to the first middle school of the city, and I felt that it was much more difficult than when I was admitted to the university later. I want to break the nightmare of not being admitted to the first high school in our school for five consecutive years, so I don't do anything but study every day.

Sometimes because I stayed up late at night, I was very sleepy during the day, and the most serious time was when I fell asleep while standing and listening to the class, and I fell down, and my forehead was bleeding, and the teacher thought I had fainted, but in fact, only I knew that I fell asleep standing up

With my efforts, my grades are also improving again and again, before the high school entrance examination, there were three city-wide mock exams, the first time I took the city's 297, the second time 167, the third time actually took 33! I have become a seed player in the school, and I am also full of confidence that I will be admitted to the first middle school in the city, and I am waiting for the arrival of the high school entrance examination.

Since that incident, I have never deliberately looked for Hu Ling because I don't want to hurt her again. Until the day before the high school entrance examination, we met outside the examination room, I wanted to bypass her, I didn't want to affect her on such an important day as the high school entrance examination.

Who knew that she took the initiative to come over, smiled innocently, and said, "God bless, you have to work hard to win glory for our school!" I'll pray for you! ”

“xiexie！” I insisted on squeezing out a smile.