232. Companionship
I said: "It's okay for people to be fine, money is not a problem, but even if you come out without danger now, you must also take precautions in the future, Mu Jing will not give up on this matter, maybe this is just the beginning." ”
You Feiran said: "I know that in order to stay away from here, my parents are ready to leave Jinling with the changes in business, and they will not stay here. ”
At this point, I was subconsciously silent, and after a while, I said, "I'm sorry for dragging you down." ”
You Feiran said: "Why should we be so polite between us, you know, I never want you to do this." ”
I snorted.
You Feiran said, "Where are you now?" ”
I glanced left and right and said, "I've arrived at Fengzhou." ”
You Feiran asked, "Haozhou?" ”
I said, "After passing through Haozhou, it is Dayu, and it will not be long before I will go out of the country." ”
You Feiran said, "How long do you want to stay in Haozhou?" ”
I said, "About one night." ”
I thought about it for a moment and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
You Feiran asked, "Did you really decide to leave?" ”
I said, "Yes." ”
We were all silent at the same time, and since he was fine, I didn't want to talk to him too much, so when I was about to hang up the phone, You Feiran immediately said on the other end of the phone: "I'm sorry......"
I knew what she was referring to, and I didn't want to mention it to him, and I said, "I don't blame you, I'm blamed for it." I glanced around and said, "There are still people waiting to call, so I won't tell you more." ”
After I finished speaking, I quickly hung up the phone, and after hanging up, I stood there in a daze for a few seconds, then turned and left the restaurant, and followed the rocking boat, and walked towards the lounge, when I arrived, the woman was peeling oranges for the two children, and when she saw me coming, she smiled and asked, "Do you want to eat oranges?" You haven't eaten properly in the past few days, have you eaten some fruit? ”
She handed half of it to me, I stared at it for a long time, I don't know why, my heart actually had some twitching pain, for a long time, I tried to reach out and take it from her hand, she saw that I was finally sure to take it, so she smiled and asked, "You shouldn't be too old this year, right?" ”
I said, "It's over twenty." ”
I bowed my head and ate the orange, which was fresh but a little sour, and the woman said, "No wonder it doesn't look big." She gave the remaining oranges to her two daughters and asked me, "Is there anyone to marry?" ”
I wanted to nod, but after a moment's hesitation, I shook my head again.
The woman asked, "This time I went abroad, but I went to study?" ”
I said, "No, go and settle down." ”
The woman looked left and right again and said, "But I don't see your luggage, what about your family?" ”
I didn't answer, I just lowered my head and bit the orange there, and after biting for a while, I raised my face again and smiled at her and said, "They're not here." ”
The woman asked, "Also abroad?" ”
I said, "yes." ”
When I had eaten the orange, I said to the woman, "I'm a little tired, so I'll rest." ”
When I had finished speaking, I climbed into bed, and the woman sat on the lower bunk and watched me for a long time, and then did not speak again.
The next morning, when the ship was to dock at Fengzhou, some people chose to go to the neighborhood for a while, but I always lay on the bed, staggering and not knowing how long I had been lying, and when I opened my eyes again, the cabin was completely dark, the lower bunk was quiet, and the woman and her two daughters did not seem to be there.
I struggled to get up from the bunk, but before I could sit firmly, I fell down again, I noticed that my hands and feet were weak, I reached out and touched my forehead, and found that it was all cold sweat, and there was some strange burning, and it seemed to be a little feverish.
Then, I retched towards the bottom of the bunk, but basically I couldn't vomit anything, my stomach was empty, I wanted to rummage through something to fill my stomach, but I didn't bring anything, and I didn't have much money on me, and my whole body went down again, panting there, and closed my eyes, and after a while, after I was relieved, I still struggled out of bed, and walked towards the restaurant, trying to pour myself some hot water to fill my hunger, and before I reached the restaurant, my head was spinning again, Everyone around me looked at me with strange eyes.
I ignored them, but struggled towards the restaurant, and when I got to the counter, the salesperson looked at me, she thought I was going to call, and when she tried to move the phone to me, I shook my head and said, "No, please give me a glass of water." ”
She looked at me and asked, "Are you sure you don't want to eat?" ”
I wasn't hungry, but I felt like I needed to eat, but now I could save money, and I repeated, "Give me a glass of water, thank you." ”
The salesman probably thought I was very strange, so he didn't want to say anything more to me, he sent me a glass of water, I held it in my hand, and when I was about to leave with the glass of water, my head was dizzy, I barely held on to the things around me, and after waiting for people to get used to it, I continued to walk forward, and before I took two steps, I saw a person standing opposite, a man with a suitcase, that face made people feel a little familiar, but I was not too sure.
I took the cup, subconsciously stopped, looked at him, and he looked at me.
The hallway was narrow, narrow enough to pass only one or two, and there were people coming and going, as well as mine, and we were both squeezed and shaky, but barely able to stand.
He looked at me and smiled, and smiled so childishly.
After a long time, he asked from a distance, "I didn't expect it, right?" ”
yes, I didn't expect to see him on this ship.
I was already very weak, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Aren't you at home?" How to be here. ”
He carried his suitcase and said, "I'm looking for you." ”
Then, step by step, he walked towards me, about six or seven steps, and when he finally stood in front of me, he stretched out his hand to me and said, "Young Master Ben thinks that the scenery of Europe is extremely good, and he plans to travel, so we can be companions together." ”
He paused for a few seconds before asking, "Okay?" ”
I laughed helplessly, but after laughing twice, I squatted down again, and for a moment I cried out with my head in my hands.
You Feiran stood there and looked at me for a while, he also squatted down with me, he stretched out his hand to me, I held his hand back, like holding a life-saving straw, I cried and said: "You Feiran, I hurt them, in this world, I finally don't have a family, you know? Not long ago, I dreamed of Song alcohol, I dreamed that he stood in front of me, he didn't say anything to me, he was covered in blood, what should I do, you tell me, what should I do now! ”