Every human being goes through a process of absorbing a lot of knowledge in childhood, and in this process, all kinds of problems arise in the process. From why the leaves are green to where we came from and where we are going, the question of children is endless.

Many people, and I mean the vast majority of people, will get enough information from their surroundings to construct a world in their minds and then stop there. But there are also some people who are not satisfied with the knowledge they can obtain, but break the casserole and ask the truth, wanting to know more about society, about the world, and about people.

The latter people may not be different from the previous ones on the path of life, but they are always curious.

Su Jing thinks that he is a person who still retains this precious curiosity, but most of his curiosity is related to "the truth of the world", "the diversity of human beings", "how to live more happily", "which restaurant has better special meals" and other items that he is interested in. Regarding the project "My Personality", he has always been evasive or blind to it. Just go with the flow, seriously, meditating on your own psychological shadow and life trajectory is useless except to add to your own troubles.

And unfortunately, fate has forced him to grit his teeth and face this problem at this moment. Faced with his younger self (which he suspects is the result of some kind of illusion), he has to be honest with his heart.

[Should I abide by the morality of the world?] 】

Great, I guessed there was this issue. Su Jing scratched his hair with the barrel of the pen, okay. So the purpose of this test is...... Moral torture?

Su Jing doesn't think of himself as a good person. Admittedly, he has done many good things. But when it comes time to do something bad, he doesn't have any psychological pressure. on the subject. He thought it through. Su Jing's code of conduct is based on such a system - what can make me happy?

"It's a complex issue. Morality, as part of the cultural and biological genes, observance of morality itself can bring us happiness. But for me, it's 'most of the time'. Ethics is a tool. And when we are in an unconventional social environment, morality loses most of its function, and the usefulness of this tool ...... I'm talking too complicated. The answer is: no. ”

Su Jing propped up his chin, and the pen in his hand paused at the end of the last word. I thought about it for a while.

"Yes, from a rational point of view, as an individual who surpasses humans in performance, I don't need society, I don't need the collectivity of living beings to support my survival, so I don't need to be vouched for by 'morality'. From a sensual point of view, my liberal aesthetic doesn't need the moral exudation...... Too bright the Light of the Dharma, so after choosing to bear the consequences of this. I choose not to conform to morality in the traditional sense. I will do good things and I will do bad things, not out of moral choices, but out of my own personal likes and dislikes. ”

[Then when we do bad things.] How can we avoid the condemnation of conscience in our biological and cultural genes? 】

“…… Just ......"

Just close your eyes.

Su Jing's hand stopped, he sat on the chair in a daze, just closed his eyes and didn't look. Just close your eyes and don't look at those who die at your own hands. Killed innocent people himself, as a matter of course, in the world of Batman. He plays the bad guy in order to suppress Batman's economic resources. He once released a high-risk biological virus in the building of the Wayne Group. I know that there are good people and bad people in that building, and that once the virus leaks, it is enough to cause a global Resident Evil ......

Just treat the people in those buildings as a number, a mess of chess pieces, pawns that are fiddled with by powerful beings like yourself. He had never had a nightmare for doing this, maybe at some point, there was a moment of gloom in his heart, but his ego was so strong and there were so many things to think about that he never had time to think quietly about every decision he made. To be honest, if it weren't for this damn album exchange, I would have forgotten about this trivial matter.

"Each of us has a sense of intimacy in our hearts, and we usually don't have compassion for individuals we don't know or understand. On the contrary, the closer the individual is to us, the more we will be able to have 'compassion'. Compassion here does not refer to pity, but to the understanding and camaraderie that comes from 'empathy'. ”

[Then can we do bad things and hurt the people we like?] 】

Su Jing was stunned at his desk.

A low growl came from outside the door, and with a hoarse, vicious, possessive roar, the floor began to turn blood red, and the dusty walls of the faculty room turned rusty red. Red blood oozed from the cracks in the wall, and the ground under his feet kept peeling off, falling to the Hell hundreds of meters below, and Su Jing sat on the barbed wire suspended in the air. He stood up with his fairy tale book in his hand, swaying with every step.

“…… Hahaha, ahahaha......ha Turns out to be waiting for me here! Su Jing's eyes widened because of excitement, and his facial features became rarely hideous, he laughed dryly a few times, and then suddenly pressed his heart, trying his best to calm his heartbeat. That's right, yes, I should be able to guess that the other party has been coming for this from the beginning, and she knows what her weakness is...... One million, ten million, ten million, a billion people died in the world...... What does it have to do with me? The only people who can hurt me are my loved ones......

The rotten wooden door was smashed open by the giant werewolf, and Su Jing looked squarely at the gray-maned giant wolf and the girl tied to its belly. The other party gasped heavily, forcing him into the corner of the instructor's room, there was no way to escape, there was no room for small tricks, Su Jing had to face his big enemy.

"You...... That's me, right? You are the embodiment of my desires, the embodiment of my violence, my lust, my wild and unfettered bestiality. Su Jing raised his shotgun, he had already recognized it, from the first glance, he knew that this werewolf was himself, and the girl in his belly was...... Is yourself possessive?

Su Jing aimed at the head of the giant wolf, and the opponent's giant claws were already raised high. As soon as it falls, its own body will be torn into flesh and blood in pure violence. In this realm where the spiritual world becomes real, the shadows and demons in your heart are the biggest killers.

The werewolf's claws quickly swept down, and Su Jing's body collapsed and slid suddenly, scurrying between the werewolf's legs. There was a loud bang behind him, and the teacher's desk was directly smashed into pieces. And the moment the werewolf turned around, Su Jing's shotgun was already aimed at its wolf head again.

Gunshots rang out once, and again. Propelled by gunpowder, the scattered projectiles swirled around the werewolf's giant snout, shattering sharp teeth and tearing flesh through the nose. Su Jing seemed to be able to see the other party's huge eyeball being squeezed, deformed, and then cracked by the projectile for a moment, bursting out of the gap with the slurry and damaged tissue, and this moment of scene made him feel ...... The pleasure of destruction.

After being shot twice, the werewolf's body staggered back two steps before freezing in place. Su Jing heard a huge fan spinning in the barbed wire fence beneath his feet, blowing hot air from hell. And in the midst of a bloody roar of pain, the werewolf regained its activity with a bloody wound.

Su Jing turned around and ran, kicked open the broken door directly, and ran towards the stairwell at the end of the blood-colored corridor. He was on the second floor now, but the stairs in the stairwell were only down. He slid briskly down the handrail of the staircase, and the next floor indicated the third floor.

The further down you go, the higher the floor.

He continued to run down, and when he entered the school, he took a look, which was only six floors long. Su Jing could hear the roar full of pain behind him, but there was no fear in his heart, instead of a heavy sense of pain. The question I have been avoiding is not the worldly morality, but the answer that I don't want to touch in my heart.

Did I really hurt you?

He went all the way down, all the way to the answer in his heart.

The sixth floor was only there in an instant, but there was still one floor, Su Jing kicked the door of the stairwell on the sixth floor, locked it tightly, there was no way out, no, there was only one way to go from the beginning, the owner of the fairy tale album only left himself a choice, a door, and he guided himself to the last door.

Almost the moment he pushed the door open, Su Jing remembered where this was.

Rooftop.

My favorite place to go during my lunch break. Quiet, great view, great place to read a book.

The sky was as black as ink, and it seemed that there were no clouds or stars at all, just a deep and wide space. Su Jing closed the door of the rooftop with his backhand, and he walked through the decaying earth, an expected scene.

A strange-looking child sat on the edge of a ventilation pipe, younger and more withdrawn than when he had studied the world of Green Letters, with a pale complexion and a handsome and cold face, unable to see the innocence and cuteness that children should have. The child held a pencil in his hand and a fairy tale album in his arms.

"Are you the one talking to me?"

An uncomfortable way of speaking, condescending, with a disgusting arrogance. Su Jing slowly clenched his fists, and couldn't help but want to slap him.

"I ...... I'd like to ask you a question. Well, as an adult, you probably know more than I do. The unpleasant child stood up, patted his pants, and spoke slowly in his arms in a fairy tale book.

At least when asking questions, you know how to keep your tone soft. Is it because I know that my physique and strength can knock him out lightly? Su Jing's lips pursed into a line and coughed:

"Just ask."

The boy stared straight at him:

"I want to marry my sister, can I do it?"

Su Jing's expression froze.

“…… I want to protect her forever. The boy added. (To be continued......)