After a night of heavy snowfall, the entire Xuanhua Garden was covered in snow. Sitting in the warm Feiluan Pavilion of Jinyan, my heart was as cold as ice and snow on the ground.

Xuan Zhe complained about me after all, he hadn't entered the palace to say hello for more than a month. Listening to Bao Yuan, on the day Bing Yu and Ling Xuan got married, Xuan Zhe locked himself in the mansion and got drunk......

I thought that my original decision was right and that I was protecting the child, but when I heard what Bao Yuan said and saw his worried, distressed and helpless expression, my heart was uneasy and irritable.

Jingyi said, Xuan Zhe is a filial and sensible child, I am doing this for his future, he will understand after all, but now in my heart, is this really what I want now?

"Rui'er, why can't you give up?" Jin Yan put a soup woman in my hand and asked with concern.

"Sister, I'm so panicked, I always feel that I feel ridiculously wrong......" I sighed faintly, and finally couldn't help but say it.

"But for Xuanzhe's child?" Jinyan is always so empathetic.

My eyes were so sour that I suppressed my tears and said, "I really didn't think about Sheng'er...... Sheng'er would be so sad about Bingyu's matter, if I had known, I would ...... "If I had known that he treated her so deeply, then I would probably have tried my best to do what he wanted."

Jinyan sat next to me, listened quietly, and comforted softly for a long time: "Rui'er, don't blame yourself too much, parents have to worry about their children after all, but this intention is more affectionate or more reasonable?" I only see that you are using all your efforts to be considerate for him, after all, he is not a child of an ordinary family, one is that he was born in the emperor's family, and some things must be abandoned; Second, wishful thinking does not necessarily cost the full moon...... After all, it is more important to fulfill his wish than to ensure that he is well-thought-out. ”

Jinyan is always calm and understandable, but it's just my heart as a mother...... When I thought that Xuan Zhe would have been with me since then, and when I thought that he would no longer call me "Mother Princess" as affectionately as before, and talk to me about his heart, my heart seemed to be cut by someone with a dagger.

I wanted to summon Xuan Zhe into the palace to understand, but I was afraid of the embarrassment of being speechless and cold when I met, and suddenly a thought popped up in my heart, I am so timid because he is not his own child but just an adopted son, if it is his own child, will it still be like this?

When this thought jumped out, I really scared myself, and my heart became even more helpless and flustered, could it be that I haven't really accepted that he is my child, is that so? My head started hurting again, and the rest of the days were endless insomnia......

Because of worries and insomnia, I lost weight day by day. Jingyi couldn't see it, and several times he wanted to summon Xuanzhe to come to Changchun Palace, but he was persuaded by me, he didn't want to see me, so why bother to force him again!

On this day, it was sunny after the snow, and Jingyi was afraid that I would stay in the house for a long time and be bored, so she called Ming'er and dragged me to Meilin to see the flowers.

Fang walked to the edge of the "Gong Fan" forest, and was suddenly pulled by Jingyi, "Rui'er, look at it, is that Xuan Zhe?" Jingyi pointed to the rest pavilion not far away.

I looked closely, there were two men sitting in the pavilion, one in a dark purple robe, the other in a azure robe, looking carefully at the appearance and demeanor, who was not Xuan Zhe in the dark purple robe?

"Why is he here?" I muttered to myself.

Jingyi pulled me into the plum forest and whispered, "There's a path here, let's go quietly and listen to what they have to say." ”

"Sister, this ...... I'm afraid it's not good. I hesitated.

"It's okay! The bell must also be tied to the bell, and knowing what the child is thinking is good for the right medicine. "Jingyi didn't allow me to think too much, just hold it and leave.

I let her pull her through the plum grove, and after a short turn and turn, I came to a rocky hill by the side of the rest pavilion. The conversation of the people in the pavilion is as if they are beside them, and the words are real.

"Brother Huang, why don't you understand." The voice sounded like Xuan Yu, and I glanced at Jingyi in surprise, and she was also looking back at me with deep meaning.

"I heard that my mother is sick, even if there is anything unsatisfactory in the past, I, as a son, should go to ask for peace and serve the sick." Xuan Zhe's voice sounded muffled and a little uneasy.

"If Concubine Hui is really sick, there will naturally be doctors to take care of her, and it doesn't matter if you go, let alone ......" Xuan Yu paused, and said: "Some time ago, the imperial brother was sick, and I didn't see Concubine Hui to see you." ”

What the? Xuan Zhe is sick, how come I don't know.

"Hey, I'm sick, I'm just confused." Xuan Zhe sighed heavily and said, "The day before yesterday, my father had already blamed me, and it was indeed my filial piety as a son. ”

"Brother Huang, if you don't talk about you as a younger brother, you are just too good-natured...... I heard my mother say that my father had ascended the throne and became the emperor at your age, but you are obviously the eldest son, but you are not even a prince, if it weren't for Concubine Zhang's mother, she would have ...... early."

"Xuan Yu, don't say it." Xuan Zhe snorted, vaguely angry.

"I grew up with Concubine Hui since I was a child, and she treated me as if I had been out of ......" There was a long silence, but my heart rose to my throat because of Xuan Zhe's words.

"If that's the case, then why won't she let you marry the Ice Jade Girl as a concubine?" Xuan Yu said.

"No matter what, I believe in the mother, she is for my good after all!" Xuan Zhe's words made my mood suddenly like a flower that suddenly bloomed after being covered with frost and snow, and bloomed with a little happiness!

"Well, I don't believe it. My mother said that as long as I like it, even if she is desperate for her life, she will let me get my wish. Xuan Yu's tone made me angry, I thought that this child was usually obedient and respectful, not like his troublesome mother, I really didn't expect it!

Xuan Zhe didn't answer, and the long silence made my heart sink a little bit......

"Well, I heard that three days ago, my father specially asked someone to find two thousand-year-old wild ginseng, one was sent to Qinghe Palace, and the other was sent to Changchun Palace. If I send a message to her that you are sick and need the medicine...... If she is willing to give it to you, I believe that she really cares for you. Even if I don't look at it, I can imagine the expression on Xuan Yu's lips when he said this.

"Brother Huang, don't mess around." Xuan Zhe stopped: "The mother concubine is already sick, and the mountain ginseng was specially found by the father for the mother concubine, how can I ...... it?"

"Heh, are you afraid that if she doesn't give it to you, you'll be disappointed again!" Xuan Yu actually sneered.

Hearing these words in my ears like a stab in my heart, my chest was churning with anger, and I immediately wanted to rush out and ask him why he wanted to provoke the mother-son relationship between me and Xuan Zhe?

Just thinking about it, suddenly a sweet and greasy voice came: "Ouch, look, look, these two brothers sit here and chat for half a day on a cold day, and they are not afraid of freezing." ”

"See Zhaorong Niangniang."

"Mother, why are you here?"

It sounds like Li Yanniang has arrived.