Damn, I don't know why, why so many things happen this month when I'm going to fight for a monthly pass, family, friends, career, love, fuck, how can so many things explode at this time at the same time, I've been trying to support it, but I can't fucking hold it anymore!!!

I've been sitting since 10 o'clock last night until 4:30 a.m., and I can't write a word, I can't hold on!

Depend on!

Now I go out to buy wine and drink, and after drinking it, I can sleep well, hoping to write a chapter or two when I wake up, and I can't do it anymore, so I can only try to keep changing.

That's it, if you want to scold me, even if you come, I've already endured so much anyway, and I don't care about that! (To be continued......)