"It's you!? How did you end up here? ”

The soldier looked up at Mo Beitian, who looked surprised, and whispered, "It's not convenient to talk about these details now. At ten o'clock tonight, let's talk again at the high post behind the camp. ”

Mo Beitian nodded, turned to the other soldiers and said, "This little brother is not feeling well, so there is no need to force him anymore, let's continue!" ”

When the soldiers saw that the commander said this, they did not have any objections. The team of thousands of people continued to sign up in turns, and due to the large number of people, it took a full morning to sign up one by one, but Mo Beitian felt that it was very necessary to do so, so he didn't feel that the time was too long.

After the lunch break, in the blink of an eye, in the afternoon, Mo Beitian started talking with the soldiers again. He had never led soldiers and didn't want to have any commanders, so it seemed to him that it was easier to mingle with the soldiers. It should be easier to build up their self-confidence on the basis of this kind of family relationship between the commander and the soldier.

He talked a lot with the soldiers according to his own ideas, and sure enough, he achieved great results. These uprooted soldiers, while hating the Republic for taking the lives and dignity of their families, are also terrified of their future. This fear is not only due to the inscrutable nature of the Republic, but they are also worried about other things, such as what will happen next if the war is really won? Do you leave the original village and run to this new shijie? This new shijie was far more terrible to them than the republic, and they feared that they would not be able to adapt to the life of the new shijie and would eventually be eliminated in the wave of revolution.

In this way, it seems that these soldiers are actually a group of very thoughtful young people, and this is something that has not been thought of by the sky. He has always believed that Yuanrenzhai is a closed place, and it is difficult for any new ideas to enter here. But he was wrong, and human curiosity will not be suppressed by the isolation of the environment. On the contrary, the more such an enclosed environment is, the more it stimulates people's curiosity and imagination. It's just that this curiosity and imagination can be good and bad. When positive emotions occupy their consciousness, it becomes the motivation for people to move forward, but if negative emotions take the initiative. Then the imagination of the unknown outside of the bad environment will turn into a kind of fear. In the face of such fears, people generally seek some kind of spiritual sustenance, find someone or something to transfer this fear, for example, religion may be born in this way. If this kind of spiritual sustenance is not found for a long time, then the previous fear will continue to deepen, and eventually the person will collapse.

Mo Beitian now feels less and less like an instructor and more like a psychologist. He is helping every young person who is afraid of the future and the future to regain their self-confidence. It made him feel like he was the savior for a moment. It's just that this feeling is very short-lived, only a thousandth of a second.

Through chatting, the soldiers gradually opened their hearts. They no longer regard Mo Zhitian as an outsider. These dark-skinned soldiers grinned and told their own stories to their instructor Mo. Some people talk about the fields of their hometowns; Some people think of their elderly mothers; Others can't help but recall the time when they said goodbye to their lovers before they set out on the expedition.

"When the war is over, our group of people should return home, right? At that time, I will take my mother to live in the big city. I think I'll get a decent job in town. Hey, you say it's the best city? ”

"Seris, of course! Didn't you listen to our big man? It's the capital of the Republic! ”

"Alas. Seris is too big. If it were me, I would take my daughter-in-law to a quieter place. There has to be a sea there, we have never seen the sea before, so we want to build a house by the sea. I think I'll be happy that way. ”

One by one, the soldiers turned their faces sideways and fell into an infinite reverie. Slowly, they no longer fear the future, but are full of longing for it.

Mo Yitian looked at the innocent smiling faces of these soldiers, and at the same time thought of himself. What does my future look like? I've already said zaijian to my past self. There may be no place for me in the world, right? In order to find the truth and return his innocence, he embarked on a journey on the run, and now it seems that the truth is not important. Even if it is his own scum, what can he get in exchange for killing Xiaoxue? As long as the republic remains, he will always be a fugitive. O republic. If the Republic could really overthrow its rule, perhaps a picture gradually formed in his mind, something he had not dared to think of. At this moment, he suddenly wanted to get it.

True peace and happiness? Can people like me be happy? Mo Beitian shook his head. Happiness is too far away for you.

The day's training was quickly over. Mingyue climbed the hill, and the soldiers returned to their barracks.

After dinner, Mo came to the agreed place. This is a dirt slope behind the camp, and the hillside is covered with green grass. The grass swayed in the night breeze, making a sound of swaying.

"You're here." A familiar figure stood on the hillside.

"Hmm." Mo replied.

"Is there anything you'd like to ask me?" The man asked.

Mo Beitian lowered his head and walked up to the person and asked softly, "Will you be here?" ”

"Because I miss you, Brother Mo!" A fair face was facing the tip of Mo Yantian's nose.

"Xiao Xiao, I shouldn't have come here. It's dangerous here. "Don't go against the sky.

"Is it dangerous? Haven't we experienced danger many times? It's nothing this time. Xiao Xiao said with a wink.

"It's different. It's war! It's really going to die. Mo said solemnly.

Xiao Xiao looked at Mo Beitian and laughed: "You still want to preach to me?" Haven't you been preaching to those people for a day today? How? Aren't you annoyed? ”

"I'm not trying to preach, I'm worried about you, I'm afraid that something will happen to you!"

"Really? Do you really care so much about me? Didn't you like me? Xiao Xiao asked softly.

"No, no, no, I didn't mean that. I'm right. Just like your dad and Lakshin, it's the care between relatives. Mo Beitian's face was as red as a tomato.

"So that's the case, it seems that you still treat me as a sister in vain, and I regret my marriage regardless of everyone's eyes," Xiao Xiao said and gradually lost his voice.

There was silence for a while, and once again he was in a dilemma. He didn't know what to say to this infatuated girl. Every time it's like this, her attitude of wanting to refuse and welcome makes Xiao Xiao always have a hope, she thinks that Mo Yantian will fall in love with her one day. In fact, Mo Bantian does like her very much, it's true. But some rules and regulations made him unable to convey his thoughts to Xiao Xiao. My future is uncertain, how can I promise the happiness of another person? He didn't dare to ask for this aiqing.

"You'd better go back to the original village!" Mo said coldly.

“weishenme？”

"Because your dad will be worried about your safety! This is not the place for you! Now it's almost time to the White City. Although it is a small city, it is a part of your father's Jihua, and there can be no mistakes. Your stay here will only distract him. Mo raised his voice.

"Daddy? Is he really worried about me? If he was really worried about me, he wouldn't let me marry Lakshin, and then he turned around without saying a word and went out to war with a bunch of people! He was just thinking about his own business and didn't even think about my feelings! Xiao Xiao said with tears in his eyes.

"But he's your father after all! Are you going to oppose him? ”

"My dad? Yes, he's my dad. I can't change that, but I'm going to rebel, I'm going to fight for my freedom! He kept saying that he would make a revolution for the freedom of the original village, but he did not consider the freedom of his own daughter. Why did he work hard for the original village, but he kept sacrificing my happiness? I don't want to do this anymore, I want to cut off the father-daughter relationship with him! ”

"Who is going to break off the father-daughter relationship with me?"

Mo Beitian and Xiao Xiao were stunned at the same time, and a tall figure stood quietly in the grass like that. (To be continued......)