It's quite sad to say, no heart and lungs, just like what happens, Zhou Yue feels that he can really be regarded as a wonder, at this moment, on the black pressure and cold ice wall, he actually feels unprecedented tranquility and relaxation.

It seems that the soul has been freed from the shackles of the body, and is enjoying it from a different angle with the attitude of holding popcorn and watching a blockbuster.

Perhaps, it was really numb, watching the birds in the sky charging down like bullets, but Zhou Yue's mind was at the same time the moment when he bombarded the mutant ghoul next door for the first time in the winter eight years ago.

He is a small person, whether it is before the end or after the end, his family, friends, colleagues, and customers seem to be so far away, so far away that it is almost a lifetime thing.

So much so that he couldn't tell the difference between truth and falsehood.

So, why fight? And why do you survive?

Zhou Yue felt that he never seemed to have seriously considered this issue.

Yes, the colorfulness of his childhood, the dreams of his youth, and the shrinkage of his youth after hitting a wall, if it weren't for the black city world, he could almost see his trajectory decades later.

Life needs a goal, so after the appearance of the Black City World, he worked hard to find his goal and live, from the time he stepped out of the unit door, to the control of Chishan City, to the Northeast, and finally he had the White Tiger City where he could settle down!

Once Zhou Yue had a dream, a dream that he didn't dare to say, that is, to compete for the world and dominate the world, well, he was very enthusiastic, and he worked very hard to change himself for this.

He's really, really working hard for that goal.

However, the secret of the sub-world of the black city is discovered, and a lie, along with more lies, a doubt is solved, and more doubts appear.

When Zhou Yue learned more about the truth, the more confused he became, because he was like the immature child more than 20 years ago, shouting loudly to conquer the world, but when this child grew up, he was hit by this tragic real world, and finally he could only choose to be silent!

At a loss!

He Zhou Yue has now become a modern society again, the small person before the apocalypse, no matter whether he is angry or roaring, no matter how fierce his behavior is, it is just a drop in the ocean.

Therefore, Zhou Yue escaped and gave up on himself!

Think back to his efforts, think back to the bloody battles he once had, and think back to the childish self-righteous actions when he thought that the end of the Dharma era was coming, how similar to the struggles and rebellions he had in modern society!

Such a kind of despair is not the end of the body, but it must be the end of the soul!

The real apocalypse!

The end of confusion!

Even the end of the world when there is no goal and I don't know where to flee!

Because, doomed to any struggle is meaningless.

It's like an invisible, irresistible, irresolvable curse that pulls him into the endless abyss.

However, tonight, at this moment, after witnessing the killing of countless living beings, those almost indescribable tragic scenes, Zhou Yue's heart was so shocked, the distance between life and death was so short, why was he born, why did he die?

In the past, he would have laughed at these two questions and ignored them completely, but just as innocent children will eventually become decaying old men, and bright flowers will eventually wither into mud.

In life, there are always some things that can never be escaped.

What are you living for?

What are you fighting for?

A faint voice kept asking in Zhou Yue's heart, the voice went from weak to clear, from clear to loud, from loud to like Huang Zhong Dalu!

One after another, it made Zhou Yue's mind clearer and clearer, and he broke free of the invisible curse and shackles, which was destined to be a small person all his life, a chess piece, and a curse of ants.

I live for myself, I fight for myself!

Zhou Yue whispered in his heart, no excitement, no excitement, no coldness, the only thing left was Qingming.

Abandon the shackles, abandon the burden, abandon the cowardice, abandon the inferiority, abandon the despair!

From this moment on, he will no longer be a small person, no, he can't say that, but it should be from this moment that he really understands, what is the heart of a strong man?

It's not the skills and traits of counting, nor the props and equipment, but the pride that comes from the depths of the soul!

Raw, it doesn't matter!

Death, it doesn't matter!

It doesn't matter if the world is ruined, or if it's the vicissitudes of life!

I, just Zhou Yue, Zhou Yue, that's me!

I don't need praise or flattery to please my heart.

I don't need fame or wealth to adorn my dignity.

I don't need beauty or force to strengthen my body.

There are no rhetoric, peerless beauty can charm my eyes, there is no intimidation and threat, and hardships and dangers can slow me down!

Even if the whole world is ruined, the wealth and power of the whole world, it will not make me turn around.

I, fighting only for myself, only for the goals I care about.

Victory is gratifying, defeat is also gratifying!

In the bloody rain, no one knew, and no one noticed that Zhou Yue's train of thought changed, although there was nothing abnormal in his movements!

However, this is not a breakthrough like Zhou Yue's rebirth, this is not a physical shackle, but a curse on the soul!

It seems simple, but it can make people as powerful as they have to stand still and trap themselves in a cage!

This kind of breakthrough, which can hardly be described in words, brings Zhou Yue benefits that are simply indescribable.

Why not take it to the next level?

The reason why a realm is a realm is that.

In fact, all along, Zhou Yue seems to be very strong, but in fact, he is a small person at heart, maybe at some point, he dares to work hard and dare to be crazy, but more often, he pursues the mind of being cautious and getting by.

In the beginning, Zhou Yue, who was single-handed, didn't think too much about it in order to survive and survive, but when he had the city of the White Tiger and a huge family business, he was already like a kite tethered to the ground.

He's like a mouse, a fly and a dog, and he's obscene.

In terms of mentality, it is not necessary to say that the results that come out of the action are expressed.

For Zhou Yue, this is tantamount to chronic poison.

In fact, this is also a normal table for most people.

And now when he breaks through this mentality that can be called a magic barrier, how easy Zhou Yue is for himself!

In this huge battlefield, although he is the most insignificant person, he can feel the joy and freedom of his mind without distractions, and his body and mind are psychic!

When this feeling manifests itself concretely, it is not trivial in the gestures.

If there are people who are very familiar with Zhou Yue at this time, such as Cai Yan, He Qingming, Liu Yue, Xiao Jun and others here, they will be stunned to find that this is no longer the Zhou Yue they know.

Although the characteristics of the face and body are completely the same, however, that kind of introverted temperament can go straight to the eyes of the heart, and there is no indifference of fireworks, where can it be compared with the former Zhou Yue?

Even in the darkness at this moment, even under the impact of the birds in the sky, even if the blood is drenched and the corpses are flying in the chaotic battlefield, his whole person is still so calm and calm!

The spear condensed by cold ice was held by Zhou Yue with one hand, and it continued to pierce out lightly, without seeing a trace, and not feeling the strong murderous aura, in fact, at this moment, the city wall can be described as full of murderous aura, any caravan guard, it is a strong murderous aura, and even a random skill bombardment, that murderous aura is like a violent wind, rushing into the sky.

However, Zhou Yue's attack was like splashing ink on a piece of paper.

Of course, this is not how elegant Zhou Yue is, and he suddenly mastered Tang Bohu's skills, but when he has no distracting thoughts and his body and mind are psychic, the five senses of the whole body will naturally become more than several times more sensitive, and for this chaotic situation, it can be straightened out in an instant like a breeze!

Those fierce birds that looked densely packed were dead things that were much slower in Zhou Yue's eyes, so they would naturally deal with it easily.

For example, if you throw a mess in front of a person with severe congestion, the person may immediately feel like they are out of breath and are about to collapse.

But if you are a normal person, you can straighten out the mess with three clicks and two clicks!

Therefore, at this moment, those caravan guards whose overall strength seems to be stronger than Zhou Yue's, they are equivalent to dense phobia, and in the face of the birds that are even more chaotic than chaos, they can only attack furiously, and they will waste more strength and energy out of thin air.

But Zhou Yue is a normal person, who can exchange the minimum price for the maximum benefit.

Under the elimination of the other's strengths, who is more clever will decide in a word!

Of course, at this moment on this chaotic battlefield, no one would notice Zhou Yue's changes, but in fact, if there was really a spear master who was paying close attention to him, he would be surprised.

Because although Zhou Yue's attack seemed so ordinary, the ice spear in his hand was actually extremely fast!

And this kind of fast, not the kind of fast in pursuit of faster, nor the pursuit of precision at the same time, but a kind of, I'm here, but you will definitely bump into the fast!

At first glance, the speed of his spear was not very fast, and he could even see that the ice spear could still have time to pause in his hand, but in fact, at this second, the ice spear had been stabbed thirty times in a row, this kind of spear speed, in fact, was not very powerful, and a master-level spearman could easily do this.

But the problem is that these thirty punctures can easily block a three-square-meter area in front of Zhou Yue.

This has nothing to do with ordinary spearmanship, but a kind of spiritual flash that completely lets go of the shackles and starts all over again, merging the soul, body, and spear.

Because Zhou Yue himself already has a very high foundation, the bones of a demigod, the blood of a demigod, and the extremely high naked attributes, it can be said that his physical strength has already been able to break through the epic level, and even can not be inferior to the epic five-star master, but because in terms of soul and consciousness, it is very unsatisfactory, in short, it is low eyes and high hands.

But now, once this shackle is broken, the effect is immediately apparent.