I don't know how long it took me to digest Song Alcohol like this, he has become stupid, he leans on the bed and doesn't know anyone around his bed, Aunt Cheng is crying to death.

Luo Huihui sat there with dull eyes and looked at Song Alcohol, Song Alcohol also looked at her, she hadn't seen her for such a long time, and both sides seemed to be completely strange to each other.

I don't know what language to use to describe my mood at this time, my heart seems to be numb, I don't even know the person in front of me, except for his vaguely similar face to Song Alcohol, I can't find a shadow that looks half like Song Alcohol from him.

Luo Huihui sat numbly there for a while, and then took a spoon and sent it to Song Alcohol's mouth, Song Alcohol looked at him and smirked, and then opened his mouth and took it, but before he could hold it, the soup flowed down the corners of his mouth, down his thin chin, and dripped on the quilt, everything looked miserable.

But Luo Huihui didn't seem to notice it, she fed Song Alcohol one bite at a time, a bowl of soup, Song Alcohol ate less than one-third of it, and the rest didn't go into the quilt.

When the soup in the soup bowl bottomed out, I grabbed Luo Huihui's hand, dragged her out of the house, dragged her outside, and said, "You guys hurry up tomorrow, don't stay, take Song Yu, Chun'er and Aunt Cheng, and leave here forever." ”

But when Luo Huihui heard my words, she didn't react at all, from the moment she saw Song Alcohol, she seemed to be stupid, and she couldn't listen to what anyone said.

I saw that she didn't react at all, so I immediately grabbed her shoulders again, shook her body and said, "It's not important now, the important thing is that Song Zhuo came out of it alive, Sister Huihui, no matter what, you have to leave, we can't stay here for too long." ”

At this time, Luo Huihui finally moved her eyelids twice, she looked at me, and suddenly laughed and asked, "Leave?" ”

She pulled my hand away and said, "What's the difference between leaving now and not leaving?" ”

On the contrary, she was not so eager to leave, since she saw such Song Alcohol, all her expectations, all her hopes were all in vain, and this huge loss and gap shrouded her, making her no longer have any hope for everything.

What she wants is a alive, able-bodied Song Alcohol, and now Song Alcohol, like a nightmare, will nightmare her in it, terrified, what is the point of a family of three going away and flying high, she is just a woman, without a husband, how much ability can she have.

She didn't have the slightest expectation of anything.

She said: "Song Ol was hungry, so I continued to go back to the room to feed him. ”

She turned to leave, but she only took two steps, I grabbed her from behind, then knelt in front of her, held her hand, and cried and said: "Sister Huihui, don't be like this, now your cousin has become like this, if you don't get strong again, then he really has no hope, don't forget, you still have Chun'er, Chun'er is your hope, it's your cousin's hope, it's all come to this point, you must not have any thoughts of giving up!" ”

Luo Huihui still didn't react to my words.

I said, "Tomorrow, tomorrow I will let my friend send you away, I will ask him to give you some money, that money is enough for you to live with Aunt Cheng and your cousin, and I will find a way for you to do the rest, no matter what, you must take Aunt Cheng and your cousin away, we can't stay here any longer, do you understand?" ”

Luo Huihui still didn't react, didn't say yes, didn't say bad, and after a long time, she said again: "You get up, Song Yu is hungry, I really should go in." ”

She took my hand off her wrist and walked back inside.

I sat down on the ground, I couldn't even cry at this time, I don't know, I don't know why everyone became like this, my grandfather died, the Lu family fell, Song Alcohol has become like this now, and I?

In just a few years of changes, the initial self-confidence has turned out to be a downfall.

I sat on the ground laughing and crying, and it took me a long time to touch the tears on my face, get up from the ground, and then go out of this Goolan courtyard, I didn't care who was around, anyway, for me now, it didn't matter for a long time.

I found a public phone booth and went out with a phone call, and the voice came from the other end of the phone.

I don't know why, as soon as I heard his voice, I immediately covered my lips to prevent my crying from leaking out. But how could You Feiran not hear my voice, he immediately called on the other end of the phone: "Qingye! ”

I didn't speak, still covering my lips, not daring to relax for a moment.

But no matter how much you cover it, how can You Feiran not hear my cry, my sadness and helplessness are so unconcealable at this time.

He didn't ask anything more, just waited quietly on the other end of the phone until I sorted out my emotions.

Finally, I don't know how long it took, after swallowing the last whimper in my throat, I took a deep breath and used a lot of strength to squeeze the last sentence out of my throat, and I said, "Feiran, help me one last time." ”

He doesn't even ask me anything, just a sentence.

He has always been like this, he has always been unconditional, always so unconditionally sitting for me in all kinds of things for no reason, I didn't want to involve him in this grudge again, but now I am desperate, there is no other way, I can only ask him to help me again.

I said, "Help me send my family out of the country wherever they want, as long as it's a place you think is safe, and then give them some money that is enough for them to live a normal life." I'll give you everything you need after that, okay? ”

You Feiran said: "We don't need you to talk so much nonsense, about money, I will find a way for you, and I will also help you send them out, but what about you?" Don't you go with them? ”

I said, "No, I have my own place to go, you leave me alone." ”

You Feiran knew my character, he didn't ask any more, he said, "When do you want to send them away?" ”

I said, "Tomorrow, preferably as soon as possible." ”

You Feiran said: "No problem. ”

Hearing that he agreed, I was about to hang up the phone, You Feiran immediately called me on the other end of the phone, and my hand to hang up the phone paused.

"I want you to understand that no matter how much your life has changed, no matter how desperate you are, don't forget that I will always be there when you need it most," he said on the other end of the phone. ”