There was a knock on the door, was it Shi Lei? Did he come to me so soon?

I stared at the door with trepidation, and the knock kept ringing. [Ran^Text^Library] []. [774] [buy]. I was so confused that I hesitated for a long time, but I still stood up, and I could hide for a while, but I couldn't hide for a lifetime. Holding the doorknob, I took a deep breath and slowly opened the door, but standing outside the door. But it's not Shi Lei as I imagined, but Mi Jia......

"Lin Ye, why did it take so long to open the door?" Mika asked with a frown.

I was stunned, got out of the way, smiled weakly at Mika, and motioned for her to come in, Mika pouted and walked in, Mika was not polite at all. One turned around and lay down on my bed.

"Why is your bed so hard!" Mika stood up suddenly, rubbed her shoulders and complained, "It hurts me." ”

I closed the door and walked in, "I don't know either." How do you know I live here? ”

Mi Jia pouted, "Just ask casually, Lin Ye, are you okay?" ”

Mika asked cautiously. Of course I knew, she was talking about my level test, I didn't answer, I dragged my chair and sat down, my head was a little dizzy, my eyes were astringent, the picture in front of me was getting blurry and blurry, and the feeling of powerlessness in my body seemed to make me fall down at any time.

"Lin Ye ......" Mika's voice lowered, "Actually, you are really good...... Don't put too much pressure on yourself, that Shi Lei, I can solve it for you...... On weekdays, he is indeed too arrogant, you don't need to compete with this kind of person, I think. Or ......" the next chapter has been updated

"Mika......" I interrupted Mika's words, Mika was wearing an off-white close-fitting trench coat, slender legs, and looked even more slender. Mika didn't continue, but looked at me quietly. I knew that Mika cared about me, and I knew that she was all for my good, but I couldn't do what Mika said.

I admit that as the time of the fight with Shi Lei got closer and closer, my heart gradually became messy, and even said that I was a little afraid, and I don't know where I got the courage to say such things to Shi Lei at that time. But can I really hide behind Mika, as Mika says? If I really want to do that, I know that Fifth Yan can help me, and Mi Jia can also help me, but then I am not worthy of being a man, don't say that Shi Lei will despise me, Xi Feng will look down on me, and even myself will be disgusted with myself.

"Mika, my matter, I want to settle it myself......" I looked at Mika's face and said apologetically, "Thank you very much for your kindness......"

"Lin Ye!" Mika suddenly stood up, "There are some things that can be done, but there are some things that cannot be forced!" ”

Mika...... I know you're doing it for my good...... However, I just want to defend my dignity, I am a man! I said.

Mika walked up to me and looked down at me sitting in a chair, "Dignity? Is this kind of imaginary thing really that important? Don't you know how many people you offended by what you said that day! That's right, there can't be death in the fight, and there can be no serious injuries in general, but that's all for the battle between peers, even if Shi Lei cripples you, do you think the organization will cripple Shi Lei for you? Mi Jia's emotions were very excited, "The members of different levels have different use values for the organization, even if Shi Lei really seriously injures you, the organization will give you some small punishments at most, that would be really unfair to you!" ”

"Mika!" I shouted to stop Mika, "You don't understand! ”

"I don't understand? Isn't it dignity? Let me tell you, Shi Lei's members are of a higher level than you, and he proposed a fight to you, does he still have dignity? He didn't, but did anyone say it? Did someone say that his was not? You open your eyes and see, everyone is looking down on you......" Mika's voice trembled, "Even if you go to fight Shi Lei, no one will say that you are brave, and no one will sympathize with you, they will only look down on you even more!" ”

"Enough!" I stood up abruptly and glared at Mika with a pair of round eyes, "I know that only strength can be respected, but I don't maintain dignity for others, dignity is my own, I don't want me to look down on myself, I don't want to be looked down on by the people I hate, and I don't want to be looked down on by the people I love!" ”

Mi Jia was stunned, "Love? ”

I nodded, "I promised her that I would protect her for the rest of my life, and I would not let anyone hurt her, so I can only keep getting stronger until one day, I can hold her in my hands regardless of anyone's opposition and obstruction." I took a deep breath, "I, I hope to become a strong man for her to rely on!" ”

Mika lowered her head, I couldn't make out the expression on her face, we were all quiet, just standing, there was something strange about the atmosphere in the room.

After being silent for a long time, Mi Jia raised her head, her eyes were already filled with tears, "Lin Ye...... I want to ask you, we, is it possible? ”

I sighed, in fact, I had vaguely guessed Mika's intentions, but I never said it, I didn't expect it, now Mika herself said it, looking at her beautiful face, my heart became uncomfortable, I don't want to hurt Mika, I regard her as my good friend. However, I can't accept Mika, because my heart has long been unable to tolerate others, and there is a name that has filled my heart, and what I love now and will love in the future will only be the right spirit......

Mika...... We haven't known each other for a long time......" I avoided Michael's gaze, "such a short time can only make us friends, not ......"

"Does love have anything to do with time?" Mi Jia asked, I was stunned, maybe love really has nothing to do with time, I have known Youling for a long time, in fact, it is not long.

"Mijia ......"

I was about to say something more when Mika interrupted me, "Lin Ye, I just want to know if it's possible for us!" ”

I met Mika's eyes, her eyes were full of determination, and for a while, I was a little distracted, not because I was tempted, but because I felt that Mika was very brave, and I was touched by her.

There was silence for a long time, "Mika, I have someone I love......"

The light in Mijia's eyes dimmed, and two lines of tears fell, and I felt distressed in my heart, and I wanted to wipe away the tears for Mika, but I restrained it. I'm afraid that my actions will make Mijia misunderstand, and I only have feelings for Mijia as a friend, and I don't have the slightest idea of going beyond the boundary.

"Okay......" Mika turned, "I got it......"

I didn't know what to say, so I could only stand with Mika in a daze, and there was a long silence before Mika spoke again.

"Lin Ye, can you tell me what kind of person you love......" Mika asked slowly with her back to me.

I had some weakness in my legs and sat down again," she ...... It's called the Right Spirit. It's a very beautiful girl, very beautiful, very beautiful...... She loves me very much, she loves me very much, because I can feel her heart ......."

"Feel her heart?" Mika muttered a repetition, "Is this your love?" ”

I nodded, "I can feel her heart, I know, she can feel my heart too, her happiness, I know, my sadness, she understands ......"

"Lin Ye ......" Mi Jia's voice choked, "She, where ......"

My heart is like being pricked by a needle, right spirit, where is it?

"I, I don't know......" I licked my dry lips and replied with bitterness, "I know that we will meet again one day, and I will become stronger, because I have a hunch that more people will prevent us from being together, I will protect her, and I will be a man she can rely on......"

Mika put her hands around herself, crouched on the ground, and began to cry, and my body trembled with sobbing, and I struggled to my feet, trying to pull Mika up, and I was going to tell her that I was not worthy of her to do this to me......

However, as soon as I stood firmly, my head became dizzy, and I fell down in front of me......

Memories of death