I was embarrassed to hear it, and Bao Yuanfu said again: "Since ancient times, those who have won the world have been because they conform to the hearts of the people of heaven and the people, and those who are kings should put the people of the world first. When I think of Li Tangsheng, the monarchs are all lenient and benevolent, and cherish talents, and all of them are very outstanding in literature and martial arts, but they don't want future generations to be so short-sighted and can't work together. Alas, Rui'er, speaking of which, I'm really worried, look at my sons, which one can be entrusted to the society. ”

In the glimmer of the candlelight, Bao Yuan's eyes were closed, his eyebrows were deeply locked, I couldn't help but feel stunned, snuggled into his arms, and persuaded softly: "The children are still young, but fortunately, they are all willing to learn and progress, as long as they have more experience in the future and teach carefully, it will not be a matter of time before they become talents." ”

Bao Yuan stroked my face, a bitter smile tugged at the corner of his lips, and said, "I know very well what kind of material qualifications these sons are, and you don't have to be relieved of my heart." As he spoke, he turned around and hugged me tightly, and said in a low voice: "I was so happy that you were pregnant back then, looking forward to you giving birth to a child who inherited the throne for me, but I didn't want me to be ...... blessing."

My heart seemed to be torn down by someone, and it hurt vividly, and I choked up and said: "Even if the child is still there, it may not be able to inherit the throne." ”

"If he were there, he wouldn't let me down." Bao Yuan said firmly, "Rui'er, you and my child are naturally different from the others, you are so smart and beautiful...... Alas, it's a pity that Rui'er has harmed you and our children. Bao Yuan's voice was inaudible, and I buried my head in his arms with my eyes closed, and my heart was sad. Those old things that I thought had been forgotten were suddenly mentioned at this moment, and my heart was still torn apart.

I was in great pain when I lost my child, and I knew how sad Bao Yuan was. But I never imagined that he would expect so much from our children, and he never said it to me. Suddenly, how I wish we could have a child, hoping to give birth to a wise and strong son for him, so that when his father is in trouble, he will have a son to rely on, and the Shu Kingdom and the people of the world he cares about will also have someone to help take care of him.

There were tears in his eyes, but he was afraid that he would be stabbed in the heart by Bao Yuan, so he forcibly buried himself in his arms.

This night, after tossing and turning for a long time, I dreamed of my grandmother!

It seems to be the small courtyard of flowers and trees that I lived with my grandmother when I was a child, my grandmother sat in the courtyard wearing reading glasses and sewing my schoolbag that was torn by the naughty boy, and my grandmother's body was glowing with a warm halo in the sun.

I sat down doing my homework, and from time to time I looked up and asked my grandmother how to write a certain word. Grandma always patiently said over and over again, "Ask the dictionary!" I pouted, my face full of displeasure, but I still obediently rummaged through the dictionary in my hand.

Suddenly, the scene in front of me changed, Hibiscus Kinoshiki and I was eating in the courtyard with my grandmother, she from time to time put my favorite dishes into the bowl, kindly urging: "Rui'er, eat more, eat more......" I smiled contentedly, gulped the rice, and was about to look up and say something to her, but suddenly lost the trace of my grandmother.

I got up and hurriedly went to look for my grandmother, but it was quiet in the small courtyard, and it was getting dark, and the wind was blowing the branches in front of me. I saw my grandmother crooked by the door, her face as white as paper, and my favorite soup next to her. I cried and threw myself in my arms, and I called out to her, "Grandma, grandma......" but she only closed her eyes tightly and breathed weakly.

I was so scared that my heart jumped out of my chest. I hurriedly flipped through my phone, but when I looked down, I was wearing a moonlit leno!

The wind, puffing up my wide sleeves, saw snow falling from the sky. The surrounding scenery became so unfamiliar, and the ink-colored distant mountains were hidden in the boundless gray and white expanse. Grandma, I looked back into my arms, ah! Instantly struck by lightning, I sat down dumbfounded.

Where is the grandmother in my arms, it is obviously a child, a small baby with blurred flesh and blood, he is so small, small as if he can blow away in one breath, he lies quietly in my arms, the blood on his body is wet with the moon-white gauze. The pain in my chest was so severe that it was as if my hands were tearing at my heart alive, and I wanted to scream in pain, but I couldn't...... I watched the child's body disappear little by little in my arms, turning into drops of blood, flowing from the crooks of my arms and from my fingertips.

I was so frightened that I looked up in a panic, but I saw Bao Yuan standing silently on the side, why was his expression so strange? There is no trace of brilliance in the deep eyes of the cold pool, and the long hair is scattered......

"Meng Lang" I called him, but he ignored me.

Ignoring the blood on my hands, I got up and stumbled to take his hand, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't touch him...... He was like smoke floating in the air, and when I finally caught him, his body would dissipate at my fingertips, and then condense not far away.

The uncontrollable panic strained my every nerve, I couldn't scream, my body was uncontrollable, only tears flowed wantonly...... There is despair in my heart, suffocating life wave after wave like a tide. The heart is aching so violently, it hurts so much that it hurts so much that the whole body is curled up, who can save them, who can save them, help me!

"Rui'er, wake up. Rui'er, wake up...... "As if hearing someone calling me, I tried to open my eyes blurred with tears to see clearly, but only a faint ray of moonlight flickered in front of me.

Meng Lang, Meng Lang, don't leave me, don't leave me, you can't leave me...... I cried to scratch at the strand of color, and I was so scared that it would disappear in my fingertips again. Only this time, I seem to have caught something! Warm hands, there is a strength to transmit, I was dazed by a warm embrace, there is an urgent voice in the ear called: "Rui'er, wake up, wake up!" ”

Finally, after some hard work, I came to my senses.

I had a nightmare. But I still couldn't believe that such real and horrible dreams were just dreams long after I woke up.

Soon after Bao Yuan left, Liluo was led into the Changchun Hall by Zhiqiu. At this moment, I was sitting under the window drinking the soothing soup with Ming'er's hands, and the salty and slightly bitter soup was really hard to swallow in my mouth.

Li Luo stepped forward to ask for a pulse, asked a few more words, and then sat down to prescribe a prescription. After a while, he handed over the prescription to Zhiqiu and asked her to prepare the medicine to cook.