Chapter 497
Chapter 497
"Brother Ming, don't say that," Lin Xuanzhong still didn't know what to say.
"Qingfeng, Brother Ming is really happy for you, don't mind. It's a pity that Brother Ming can't continue to accompany you anymore, no matter whether you live or die, I will remember the days when the three of us were together," said Ming without regret and glanced at Qing Yi.
Qingyi was infected by Lin Xuanzhong at the moment, and he was also extremely sad, but he held back his tears and did not flow out.
"Qingfeng, Brother Ming has something he wants to get rid of you and Qingyi. ”
"A few days ago, I asked Qingyi to help me write a letter, and after I die, you will bring the letter and the news of my death to the Ming family of the mountain country, the mountain country is next to the Dayou Principality, you can inquire about where the Ming family is. Ming's tone was indifferent, but what he said made Lin Xuanzhong shed more tears.
"Qingfeng, don't be too sad, people will die one day if they live, I'm just earlier," Ming's unrepentant words were like a hammer that seriously hurt Lin Xuanzhong's heart again and again, but Lin Xuanzhong was desperate to hear more of Ming's unrepentant voice. Lin Xuanzhong now regrets that he didn't find Ming and Qing Yi for so long, otherwise maybe the ending would not be like this, but it's a pity that everything was too late.
Now the deep regret and self-blame made Lin Xuanzhong even more unable to speak, and Lin Xuanzhong could only look at Ni Youbin quietly.
"When I die, bury my body next to the night army who died with me," the fallen leaves return to the roots, human common sense, but Ming did not regret it but did not mean to let Lin Xuanzhong send his ashes back.
Ming Buregret mentioning the word death, it was like stabbing a sword from Lin Xuanzhong's heart, and Lin Xuanzhong couldn't respond at all.
Then, Ming Buregret looked away from Lin Xuanzhong with tears, "Our three brothers will never be able to drink together together in the future." As if he was enduring endless pain, the tears of unrepentance could not stop flowing. So much so that Lin Xuanzhong didn't dare to look at Ming without regret again.
"Qingfeng, Qingyi, you will take good care of yourself in the future," after saying this, he closed his eyes peacefully without regret, and there was no more life.
"Brother Ming...... Brother Ming......" Lin Xuanzhong shouted weakly, so sad that it was indescribable, and even the people around him were alarmed, but no one would accuse Lin Xuanzhong of anything, they were just sad eyes with attention.
"Qingfeng, people can't be resurrected after death, you get up, Brother Ming doesn't want you to be so decadent," Lin Xuanzhong was overly sad, and the whole person looked extremely fragile, Qingyi couldn't stand it, so he had to endure his sadness and comfort, but this comfort had no effect.
Since that night when he was poisoned by robbers on a mercenary mission, until now, Lin Xuanzhong has been so sad for the second time, the loss of his life seems to be unstoppable, how ordinary people change the will of heaven, Lin Xuanzhong can no longer control his emotions.
I cried from the evening until the evening, and my mood eased a little. Under Qingyi's comfort, Lin Xuanzhong slowly got up, his eyes red.
In the past period of time, Lin Xuanzhong has thought about many things, good and bad, many things seem to be memories now.
"Qingfeng, I'll take you to eat something, and I'll come to see Brother Ming later," Qingyi helped Lin Xuanzhong to walk outside, and Lin Xuanzhong left here as if he was unconscious.
By the time the two of them went out, it was already pitch black outside, only the oil lamps in the aisle were flickering with fire. The moonlit night was hazy, and after his mood stabilized, Lin Xuanzhong's temperament gradually returned to normal, and now he just wanted to find a place to be quiet one by one.
"I want to stay alone for a while," not in the mood to eat anything, Lin Xuanzhong still found it difficult to accept Ming's unrepentant death.
"Then I'll send you back first," Qing Yi could understand Lin Xuanzhong's mood, and was not reluctant to send Lin Xuanzhong to his residence.
After Qingyi left, staying alone in the house, Lin Xuanzhong did not cry because of sadness, but he could no longer control his thoughts. Thinking about the previous experience in the Lin family, I have been thinking about it now, and the more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel in my heart. At the same time, Lin Xuanzhong knew that he should be stronger.
I don't know how the night passed, but the next morning, after Lin Xuanzhong woke up, his mood had recovered a lot. Changing into clean clothes, a man hurried to the place where the wounded soldier was recuperating.
Last night, the person in charge there had transferred the body of Ming Wuwu and was ready to be sent for burial with the other corpses today. When Lin Xuanzhong arrived, only Qingyi was waiting in front of the bed.
After meeting with Qing Yi, the two inquired with other people around them, only to learn where Ming Buregret was sent. Next, everything went extremely smoothly, because Lin Xuanzhong was wearing a general's uniform, and the two successfully found the body of Ming Buregret.
According to Qing Yi's reminder, Lin Xuanzhong went back to find the master of the foot camp and told him that he was going to leave the camp temporarily to bury the body. The general above was extremely clear about Lin Xuanzhong's identity, and Lin Xuanzhong had just earned a great honor for the infantry camp, so he didn't embarrass Lin Xuanzhong at all.
Holding the departure notice given by the battalion master, Lin Xuanzhong and Qing Yi successfully used a car to transport the body of Ming Wuregret out of the barracks and transported it all the way to the burial location. Perhaps because of excessive grief, when he saw the cold corpse of Ming Buregret again, Lin Xuanzhong could no longer shed tears, only a heart full of sorrow.
On the way here, Qingyi said some things about Ming Buregret recently, as well as some things that Ming Buregret explained later, and then comforted Lin Xuanzhong.
Lin Xuanzhong attaches so much importance to love and righteousness, Qingyi doesn't know whether it's good or bad, after all, death is always everywhere. Qingyi said a lot of things to Lin Xuanzhong, and they didn't stop until the two buried Ming's unrepentant body together and erected a tombstone.
After bowing to the stele a few times and saying some words, the two went back together. On the way back, Lin Xuanzhong remained silent, with a sad expression on his face. Qing Yi, who was walking next to him, wanted to comfort but didn't know what to say, and finally chose to remain silent.
All the way back to the barracks, it was already noon, and the soldiers in the army were busy eating, but Lin Xuanzhong was not hungry at all.
"Qingfeng, let's go eat something," this is the only topic that Qing Yi can think of now, but Lin Xuanzhong just wants to go back to his residence to rest, and he wants to stay alone for a while.
"I'm not hungry, I'm going to eat with you, I'll go back and rest first, and you will come back to me tomorrow," Lin Xuanzhong tried to keep calm when talking to Qing Yi.
"Okay, don't be too sad by yourself, rest well, I'll look for you tomorrow," didn't say anything, Qingyi actually wanted to stay alone for a while. After the two hurriedly separated, they each went back to their respective places.
After returning to the residence and patting the dust on his body, Lin Xuanzhong lay directly on the bed, constantly recalling the various experiences when he was with Ming Buregret in his mind, and no longer crying like last night, now Lin Xuanzhong's mood is quite normal.
Last night, what Ming Buregret said now I still have a little impression when I think of it, Lin Xuanzhong feels that maybe a person's fate is really determined by heaven, and maybe he will also come to the end of his life in the near future, but whether everything he does now is worth it or not, this question deeply troubles Lin Xuanzhong.
If you stand from the perspective of Ming Buregret, Lin Xuanzhong knows that Ming Buregret must die in a battle without regrets, because every soldier is ready to die when he goes to the battlefield, but in Lin Xuanzhong's view, war is originally a meaningless battle, and it will only make countless innocent people die.
It's a pity that no matter what Lin Xuanzhong thinks, Lin Xuanzhong's situation is no different from before, and he can only follow the tips given by Qingyi before. For Lin Xuanzhong, the only consolation is that there is no problem with the body, as long as he can improve his realm, the problem of not being able to forcibly perform his body will be solved.
Thinking in this direction, Lin Xuanzhong suddenly thought that there was no need for him to stay in the army anymore, and he could also practice hard outside. It's just that now there is chaos everywhere, and where can you go if you are not in the army. Although the world is big, there seems to be no place for people.
Since Lin Wuwu's master helped solve his physical problems, Lin Xuanzhong found that his problems never seemed to be reduced, as Ming Buregret said, maybe all this is fate. The more I think about it, the more confused my thoughts become, the more things I think of, but unfortunately there is nothing to be happy about.
"Knock knock," I don't know how long it took, and a knock on the door woke up the depressed Lin Xuanzhong. Lin Xuanzhong didn't want to bother, but the piercing knock on the door kept ringing, and finally he could only get up and go over to open the door.
"Brother Lin, why did you just hear that?" stood at the door of the sugar baby, and behind the sugar treasure stood Princess Lan Xin and sugar coat. Seeing that it was Sugar Bao who knocked on the door, Lin Xuanzhong was a little angry with Sugar Treasure, but he didn't show it.
"Princess, you are here," Lin Xuanzhong's voice was a little low, very different from his usual speech.
"Brother Lin, what's wrong with you?" Sugar Bao noticed Lin Xuanzhong's strange appearance for the first time, and immediately asked out loud.
"I'm fine," shook his head at the three of them, Lin Xuanzhong didn't want to explain that he didn't regret his death.
Immediately afterwards, Princess Lan Xin and Sugar Yi also noticed Lin Xuanzhong's abnormality, Lin Xuanzhong not only spoke in a special voice, but also his face was not at all different from yesterday. The whole person was haggard and abnormal, without any energy, and the two women couldn't help but feel strange.
"Brother Lin, are you really okay?" Sugarcoat's crisp voice came, dispelling a lot of complicated emotions, looking at Sugarcoat's concerned face, Lin Xuanzhong smiled and said, "I'm really fine, you don't have to worry, do you have anything to do with me?"
"Brother Lin, the princess is bored in the barracks and wants to go shopping on the street with you. ”
"Why don't you go to Fang Qing and them?"
"The princess doesn't want to go with them, she just wants to be alone. ”
"I still have something to do in the army, so it's inconvenient to go out. ”
"Brother Lin, what's the matter with you?" Lin Xuanzhong said as he talked to Sugarcoat, and Princess Lan Xin interjected.
"It's not an important matter," I wanted to find a reason to prevaricate in the past, but I couldn't think of a good excuse for a while, and in the end Lin Xuanzhong could only answer like this.
"Then it's better to go out with us, I can go to the commander of the infantry camp and talk," Princess Lan Xin thought that Lin Xuanzhong couldn't go out because of military regulations, and wanted to help Lin Xuanzhong solve this problem.