Chapter 31: If it weren't for feelings

In the past few days, I have listened to the things of Aqiao from time to time, and gradually have a better opinion of her, I was a little jealous before, she can accompany Dong Zhuo for several years, share weal and woe with him, and my face is happy to be hungry and cold, but I don't. But now there is more admiration in plain and white, although they do not admit that there is a relationship between men and women, but anyone with a discerning eye can see that if she is not affectionate to Dong Zhuo, there is no reason to become a spiritual pillar that drives her to do so much willingly, not every woman has the courage to give up for love.

Seeing that I had been silent for several days, Luo Su began to knock on the side, asking me about the details of my meeting with Dong Zhuo, and under her fatigue bombardment, she finally told her what Dong Zhuo said as it was. Unexpectedly, she was very surprised, and said dumbfounded: "You are so stupid." ”

"Huh?" Turning his head to look at her, he asked, "Don't you think Aqiao is stupid?" Even a nervous person like me can see that she likes Dong Zhuo very much, but in the end, she couldn't show her heart, and she acted in vain. Recently, I sighed again and again, and before I knew it, it had become a habit.

"That's why you say you're stupid." Luo Su rarely said one thing so seriously, she put her hand on my shoulder, and said very regretfully: "Even you yourself can figure out what's going on, isn't Dong Zhuo a party and a big living person not feeling?" If he wasn't interested in Ah Qiao, how could he accept Ah Qiao doing so many things for him with peace of mind? What about you, still get up to it, who are you stupid if you're not stupid? ”

Luo Su's words are like a slap in the face, very vigilant, but I don't want to think about it, no matter who it is, it will always not be good to you for no reason, aside from the interests involved, there must be feelings in it, in the same way, we accept the kindness of others, more or less will feel indebted, even embarrassed, embarrassed to accept. Unless...... Unless it's someone we like.

"Don't say you don't understand that." Luo Su wanted to speak and stopped, and when I heard it, my heart was confused, and I pulled her to ask actively: "And then?" She was a little speechless, shook her head and said, "In fact, in this kind of thing, you and Dong Zhuo are half a pound and eight taels, and it is in vain to talk too much." ”

"A small brigade, a small brigade."

"It's fine." Shaking his head, "I want to be quiet, and I will accompany Dong Zhuo to the memorial service later." ”

Rossu looked at me with the eyes of a single-celled animal, waved his hand angrily and walked away.

I've never been to the funeral home before, I always feel gloomy, and nothing bad happens, who would come here, just get to the door and feel depressed. Taking a deep breath, I was about to lift my feet to go in, but Dong Zhuo grabbed me and stood still in place.

"What's wrong with you? Don't you go in? ”

Dong Zhuo lowered his head, refusing to even raise his eyes, and only moved his steps to the side for a long time to let the people behind him in. He slowly sat on the flower bed, his hands on his knees, hanging hopelessly, and said for a long time, "I dare not go in." ”

"I know you're uncomfortable, but she's the closest person you've been to all these years, don't you want to send her?"

"But if it weren't for me, she might still be alive and well now, and even become a well-known performer, when I think of this, I wish it was myself who was hit." He said with some excitement, his hands clenched into fists, and he was extremely remorseful.

I can't understand all his feelings, so I can only squat in front of him, look up at his eyes, two tears fell straight to the ground, and comforted: "Aqiao can be with you regardless of everything, don't you have the courage to go in and see her?" ”

Dong Zhuo's hands trembled, simulated a certain posture in the air, and said heavily: "As long as I think of her lying in my arms covered in blood and not breathing, I feel very scared and scared. As he spoke, he became more and more agitated, his hands in his hair, and he clutched it tightly.

"You let go, let go, don't do this." Breaking his fingers one by one and helping him fix his hair, this matter is a lifetime of pain for him, and thinking about it, he feels more and more distressed.

"Okay, I'll go in for you, and you wait for me outside." Originally, I was just a supporting role, but I didn't expect that now I have become a leading role, and I have to face a deceased who I envy and admire, and the most bloody romance dramas may not have such a twisting plot.

When I saw the posthumous portrait, to be honest, it was not shocking, the woman in the photo looked quite charming, like Xiao Qiao played by Sister Chiling in "Red Cliff", and even once echoed in my ears her classic lines - Meng Meng stood up

"May I ask who you are?" A young woman dressed in plain clothes walked over, her face was pale, and she looked very similar to Aqiao, and I replied blankly: "Aqiao's old classmate, I heard that she ...... So take a look. ”

"Thank you, you have a heart." The woman said as she handed me a white chrysanthemum, "Go ahead, Aqiao will be glad to see you." "Taking her flowers, Aqiao couldn't tell me how I was feeling. The person who followed the pole put the words on the desk, didn't dare to look at her more, and turned away in a panic.