The feelings hidden in the bottom of my heart

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If there is anything in this world that cannot satisfy Cheng Xiao, it is that he has never shown his feelings.

I still remember that in July of the eighth year of Duanping, the eldest princess of Jiangling was immortal, and the Lin family decided to congratulate the princess on her birthday for the first time, which was also the emperor's meaning.

Among the emperor's sisters, in addition to the deceased Xuanling eldest princess, there is only this Jiangling eldest princess who remains in the capital.

The eldest princess of Jiangling married into the Lin family and helped the royal family recruit the Lin family.

The emperor treated her with courtesy.

On that day, the Lin family was more lively than usual, but it was only a little more lively.

Because there are not many people invited to the Lin family's birthday banquet.

He was naturally on the list, representing the Cheng family and his mother and sister to celebrate his birthday.

He didn't expect to see Su Yun'er there, who was difficult to show up.

She was wearing a lake blue long skirt and sat quietly on the soft floor in the flower hall, and the Lin family knew that Su Yun'er couldn't blow the wind, so there were two screens behind her and on the right side.

In front of the soft collapse, there were several of the most prestigious girls in the capital, and as soon as her sister Cheng Ying saw Su Shuang'er as the leader, she immediately came over with a smile.

Su Shuang'er, Yin Xiaojun and her sister, as well as several girls from the Lin family, sat at a table playing leaf cards.

Lin Qi and Yin Yi both gathered on the side to watch the cards, and from time to time they coaxed a few words, which was also lively.

And Cheng Xiao's gaze fell on Su Yun'er shallowly.

She tilted her little head, with a face exactly the same as Su Shuang'er, but not as cold as Su Shuang'er, although there was still such a thin layer of ice, but she had a faint smile, like spring snow that had just melted.

It's heart-pounding.

He Cheng Xiao is known as a talented man, and naturally he admires talented women like Su Yun'er the most, and she is a talented woman.

I heard that a while ago, she won Bai Jian in chess.

That's Bai Jian!

He and Bai Jian have their own wins and losses in chess, and they are comparable, so isn't it difficult for him to win Yun'er?

She still sat quietly, looking at the table with a smile, her eyes full of laughter and a little lost.

If only she could be as alive and kicking as they are?

Cheng Xiao walked over and sat on the brocade beside her, "Second Miss Su, it's hard to get out today, why don't I ask you for advice on chess skills?" ”

As a result, as soon as his voice fell, Su Shuang'er interjected coldly, "Cheng Xiao, don't play chess with her, she finally came out for a trip, you can't worry too much, save yourself from worrying and laboring!" ”

Hearing this, Su Yun'er also bent the corners of her lips and looked at him apologetically, "There is a chance!" ”

She just said it lightly and didn't say anything more.

Cheng Xiao sighed and had to give up.

He still sat next to her, following her line of sight to see the scene of the leaf cards.

Although he can count cards, he doesn't like to play very much, and he doesn't like this kind of game with gambling.

Just as he looked away, he was surprised to hear Su Yun'er speak.

"Sister, Yin Yi is out of the thousand!"

Just now, Yin Xiaojun played a few games, and was squeezed by Yin Yi, and he went on his own.

Only a maverick like Yin Yi doesn't think that playing leaf cards with three girls has a good share.

Su Shuang'er got Su Yun'er's reminder and immediately went to look at Yin Yi's cards, and found that there was one more card in his hand, which must have been stolen from the table by him without a trace, and he was thinking about changing the cards and returning them!

"Yin Yi, you villain, do you still have a face!" Su Shuang'er glared at Yin Yi fiercely.

Yin Yi didn't annoy Su Shuang'er, but gritted his teeth and glared at Su Yun'er, "You sick seedling, can you play the leaf card?" Can you still see my name? ”

Cheng Xiao heard Yin Yi say this about Su Yun'er, and he suddenly felt a little angry.

"Yin Yi, how did you speak!" There was a thin glow of anger on his gentle face.

Yin Yi ignored him, and just snorted angrily at Su Yun'er.

Yin Yi and Su Yun'er don't deal with each other, and it's not a secret.

Su Yun'er didn't care about his insults at all, but just smiled faintly: "Of course I know, I know what you want in your head, you will, and I will too!" ”

Yin Yi was in a hurry, and when he heard this, he immediately stopped doing it, "You have the ability, you come to play the leaf card with me?" ”

"Fight and fight, who is afraid of whom!" Su Yun'er said very simply.

Everyone immediately coaxed to watch the show.

Yin Yi is a focus everywhere, and Su Yun'er rarely makes a move, everyone knows that only she makes a move, which must be shocking.

With the support of the girl, Su Yuner sat on the card game.

Everyone else stood up, but only Yin Yi and Su Yun'er sat down opposite each other.

"Su Yun'er, let me tell you, I just went out of a thousand just to try their eyesight at random, it's not that I'm not good at cards, the people who have played leaf cards in the entire capital haven't been born yet, are you sure you want to try?" Yin Yi said extremely arrogantly.

The corners of Su Yun'er's lips rose slightly, and she looked at him lightly, "I'm really embarrassed, last time you said that you played the first Liubo, I broke it, and today I said that I played the first leaf card, then I'm afraid I'm sorry, don't say that you can't win me when you play cards, and you can't guess the cards!" ”

"......" Yin Yi looked at her sadly, wanting to tear her mouth.

"I've always spoken with facts!" Yin Yi looked at her coldly.

Su Yun'er raised her eyebrows, "Oh? I thought you were talking about me! The tone was light, but it sounded particularly bad.

Yin Yi swallowed hard, forcing himself to look at Su Yun'er, "Let's have a lottery, how boring it is to play cards like this!" ”

"Yes," Su Yun'er calmly glanced at the tall locust tree outside the flower hall, and said coldly: "Whoever loses, go and take down the bird's nest on the locust tree, and then learn to walk around the flower hall with the bird's nest on the ostrich's back!" ”

"Poof!"

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Everyone laughed, this idea can be tricky and weird.

Yin Yi took a hard breath and said with a toothache: "I have a grudge against you!" ”

"What? Don't dare? Su Yun'er sneered.

"Dare to dare, what is not to dare!" Yin Yi simply nodded, and glanced at Su Shuang'er while shuffling the cards, "I can make it clear to you, it's not my fault that your sister won't be able to faint here later!" ”

"You win her first!" Su Shuang'er glanced at her coldly.

"Deal the cards, watch the master teach you a lesson, this so-called talented girl!" Yin Yi shouted.

Soon, the two of them each touched a hand, Su Yun'er glanced at her cards, knew that the cards were not very good, and calmly asked Yin Yi, "How many games and how many wins?" ”

"Three rounds are guaranteed to be won or lost!"

After Yin Yi saw his cards, the smile on the corner of his mouth couldn't hold it.

"I'll make a pair first!" He grinned.

Su Yun'er followed the beat.

After a few back and forth, Yin Yi found that he had grasped the situation.

"Ouch, I think you are so good, you have to flash your waist when you talk big!" Yin Yi looked at Su Yun'er sarcastically.

Su Yun'er only calmly played cards and did not answer, although she could count cards, but it was difficult for a clever woman to cook without rice, and she lost the first game.

And it was a miserable loss.

"Haha, hahaha, Su Yun'er, you stinky girl, I'll make you scream!" Yin Yi's tail is about to rise to the sky.

The hall was filled with his voice.

Cheng Xiao shook his head and looked at Su Yun'er with some concern, he was afraid that she would really lose, and with Yin Yi's character, he would definitely not give up.

"This game is to make you happy, save you from crying later!" Su Yun'er is still calm and calm.

Hearing this, Yin Yi's laughter stopped abruptly, his head was buried in his chest, he stopped talking, he swore that he would teach this girl who didn't know the height of the sky today.

Everyone was amused by Yin Yi's black face.

At the beginning of the second game, Su Yuner's cards were much better than the first game, but they were not too good.

Yin Yi, after touching the cards, he felt that he could play with his eyes closed.

"I'd better make a pair first!" He sneered.

Su Yun'er gave him a big card all of a sudden, but it made Yin Yi hesitate to take it.

"Do you want to?" She smiled calmly.

Yin Yi thought about it with a toothache, if you want it, it's a bit of a waste, don't do it, I always feel that Su Yun'er has a conspiracy.

She pressed so hard all of a sudden, she must have wanted to play cards.

No, you can't give her the initiative.

So Yin Yi gambled on a pair of big cards.

Su Yun'er seemed to be smiling, "Let's go on!" ”

After a few more rounds, the two of them were tepid.

After Su Yuner got the initiative, she played one by one, hanging Yin Yi's taste, Yin Yi couldn't feel the wind, and played with it, but lost the game.

There was a draw, and the scene was not bad.

Yin Yi was not too discouraged, he took a long breath and played the third game.

He recalled that in the second game, he was completely fooled by Su Yun'er, and decided to play cautiously in this game.

It's a pity that he fell for Su Yun'er's psychological tactics.

In the third game, Su Yun'er won a game gorgeously, and Yin Yi didn't lose too ugly.

"No, come again!"

Yin Yi gritted his teeth fiercely and refused to admit defeat with a black face.

Su Yun'er propped herself on the table and looked at him coldly, "The little marquis of the dignified uncle's family is so incompetent, dare not do it, I think you better go home and don't go out and be embarrassed!" ”

In the face of Su Yun'er's ridicule, Yin Yi's teeth were about to be crushed, he looked around, except for his sister Yin Xiaojun, everyone was watching his jokes.

He was mad.

"Okay, this time I'll admit defeat, but let's bet on the cards again, and the lottery is that you take back the agreement just now!" Yin Yi glared at her viciously.

"Okay, but what if you lose again?" Su Yun'er said with her mouth crossed.

"Do what you say!" Yin Yi put his heart sideways,

"Okay, if you lose, in addition to digging the bird's nest, I am allowed to call you Yin puppy in the future!"

"Yin puppy..."

Everyone laughed and cried.

Yin Yi really wanted to hit the wall, it was a great shame.

"Let's go!"

"I'll guess first!" Su Yun'er said with a smile.

Immediately, Yin Yi drew out a card, showed it to Cheng Xiao, and then put it into the card.

Su Yunge didn't know what it was, and began to hold the cards in his hand and put them down one by one!

The length and width were given three rows, and she began to guess the cards.

"Isn't it in the second vertical row?"

"Not here!"

"Isn't it in the third row?"

"Not either!"

Yin Yi smiled easily.

In the end, Su Yun'er's fingers moved a few times, and she drew a card from the place where the first row was vertical and the second row was horizontal, and handed it to Yin Yi, "Is it this card?" ”

When Yin Yi saw the color of the cards, his face turned pale.

He took a hard breath and continued the second set.

As a result, she lost three games in a row, and Su Yuner guessed correctly.

Cheng Xiao observed coldly on the side, and found that when Su Yun'er placed her cards, she seemed to have some doorways.

Soon it was Yin Yi's turn to guess the cards.

However, he missed a single shot.

At this time, everyone was surprised, and they took turns to step forward and let Su Yun'er guess the cards.

Even Cheng Xiao himself went into battle.

In the end, everyone lost a clean game.

Yin Yi's face looks better.

Cheng Xiao deeply forgot about Su Yun'er, he saw some doorways, but he didn't understand everything, he wanted to ask her, and then thought, if he didn't even have the ability to reason, how could he get into her eyes?

After going back, he held the leaf plate alone and placed the cards in Su Yun'er's way, and gradually, he found that Su Yun'er was setting up a kind of Qiankun gossip array.

He smiled bitterly, how could a head like Yin Yi be her opponent?

It's fitting to describe her as amazing.

The emotions of being harassed by Su Yun'er lingered in his heart for a long time, and later he heard that she was seriously ill, and he was heartbroken and found an excuse to go to Su Mansion.

He saw Su Zheng, hesitated for a long time and didn't find an excuse to visit Su Yun'er after all, he was a gentleman, he went to visit a boudoir woman for no reason, for fear of ruining people's reputation.

Su Zheng was a smart man, and he didn't dare to show his feet in front of him, so he finally sighed and prepared to leave.

Maybe it's a pity that when he walked out of Su Zheng's study, he saw a woman leaning on the water pavilion across the pool outside Su Zheng's study.

I saw her wearing a white shirt to clear the snow, half-leaning on the red pillar, looking up at the sky.

I couldn't see her expression clearly, but I still felt her faint sadness.

With such a pale face, only a little red lips, it looks very real, as if she wants to become an immortal.

In the end, he didn't say anything and left the Su family.

That was the last time he saw Su Yuna.

That scene was deeply etched in his mind, and he will never forget it.

Later, something happened to the Su family, she was seriously ill, and he wanted to find a chance to see her, but he heard the queen's decree halfway through, and used white silk to kill Su Yun'er!

At that moment, he only felt that the sky was falling apart, as if his soul had been sucked away.

After a while, he was in a daze, and he didn't understand why he had killed a woman who was powerless.

He quietly looked for someone to secretly investigate, only to find out that Su Yun'er was rumored to have the destiny of the world...

Cheng Xiao smiled bitterly when he heard this.

I swore that no matter what the circumstances in this life, I would never be involved in politics.

He pressed this thick feeling in his heart, never mentioned it to anyone, and no one saw the clues.

After Su Zheng's death, he was promoted and praised as the first son of the capital, he didn't care, he didn't care, and continued to live a leisurely and leisurely life.

Only he knows how lonely he is.

A year later... Yes, a year later, he never expected to see such a woman at the Goose Lake Poetry Conference, she was so much like Yun'er, she won Bai Jian with the same method that she had won against Lin Qi back then.

God, no one can imagine how he felt at the time, he felt like he was walking in a dream.

Her name is Ye Yun, the youngest daughter of a Yangzhou official, and her name is unknown.

Cheng Xiao believed that there was no one in the entire capital who had observed Su Yun'er's demeanor from a distance and in detail.

Only he, only he had looked at her many times.

When he saw Ye Yun, that sense of familiarity lingered in his mind.

At one point, he thought he had found Su Yun'er.

But... Yin Yi jumped out, Yin Yi was no longer the sharp-edged teenager, Yin Yi's temperament became a lot colder because of Yun'er's death.

He found that Yin Yi began to protect Ye Yun.

And then... Xun Yun came out, and he told everyone that Su Yun'er was his fiancΓ©e!

Cheng Xiao lowered his eyes silently and no longer fell into this chaos.

No matter what, she is not Yuna after all.

Later, later, she shined, with a talent that is not inferior to Yuna, but not as high as Yuna, she is even more likable.

Even he... I like her too.

On her fourteenth birthday, he quietly gave her a gift.

A mutton fat hosta, at the end of the hairpin, he personally carved an orchid.

Only she is worthy of being elegant and elegant.

The gift was unsigned, and she probably didn't know.

Cheng Xiao is as calm and breezy as ever, but secretly pays attention to her marriage from time to time, but her marriage is full of uproar in the capital.

He was very worried about her, it was not a good thing for such a good girl to be coveted by so many people.

Until later... The dust has settled on her marriage to Xun Yun!

When Xun Yun invited him to be the adjutant who picked up the bride that day, he remembered that his heart skipped a beat, raised the corners of his lips, and readily agreed.

On the day of the wedding, he was smiling, neat and festive, and went to Yefu to welcome her and welcome her as someone else's bride.

No one knew that on that day, he raised his glass and stood under the porch, watching Xun Yun take her hand and step by step.

When the wine was hot, his heart seemed to be pierced with fine needles, and the liquor flowed in, tormenting his whole body and mind.

The farthest distance in the world is when he stands in front of her, passing by her, and she doesn't know that she is the only person he has ever loved.

The new dynasty was established, the Cheng family was destroyed, and he was demoted to a commoner.

Simply, he went out of Beijing and took his wife and children on a tour of the mountains and rivers.

The day before leaving Beijing, his best friend Lin Qi saw him off in Wanfang Building.

The two sat in a private room by the window, with a pot of hot wine boiling on the desk.

Both of them looked at the hot smell of wine and were silent.

"Brother Lin, don't worry about me, the Cheng family has today's disaster, and it is also to blame, I have no heart for fame and fortune, now Xun Yun can protect my wife and children, and my mother is also safe, this is already the greatest tolerance, I don't have any mustard in my heart."

He looked out the window at the drizzling sky.

"The only regret in this life is that I can't see the world like you, and now with this opportunity, I have no regrets!"

He looked at Lin Qi with a light smile, his face calm.

However, he found that Lin Qi looked at him with an unprecedentedly serious expression.

"Do you really have any other regrets?" His voice was hoarse, but also determined.

Cheng Xiao was stunned and didn't speak.

Lin Qi's voice sounded in his ears.

"Not long ago, I saw the princess of the East China Sea with a mutton fat magnolia hairpin... And I once inadvertently saw you carving that orchid in the Cheng family's study! ”

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Cheng Xiao's body shook suddenly, lowered his head, and never spoke again.

"Cheng Xiao, the most regrettable thing for people is not that they didn't get their sweetheart, but that they never let the other party know that they have a woman in their hearts!"

Cheng Xiao didn't know that this sentence had become his nightmare since then, no matter where he went, as long as it was a hazy day, he would always think of it.

Over time, he was relieved.

Since they are destined not to be together, why bother to disturb each other and bury a thorn in each other's hearts?

If there are no regrets in this life, it will be boring.

Just look at the refreshing one