The day before yesterday, Jingyi received the people from the Shangyi Bureau, bringing some newly paid tribute, and came to discuss with me the summer clothes of the palace concubines, when Bao Yuan actually smiled and said that the gouache silk was suitable for Yuefu.

When Jingyi heard this, she asked me directly, but I was surprised in my heart, but I could only pretend that I didn't have it on my face.

Since that day, I have also begun to pay attention to Qi Baoyuan's attitude towards Yuefu, but when the two of them are together, one is faint, and the other is still cramped and shy, so I laughed at myself again in my heart.

Bao Yuan has never summoned Yuefu, but Jingyi dislikes Yuefu more and more, and often whispers in my ear for a long time, and even Zhiqiu, who has never talked much, began to persuade me to pay more attention to Yuefu.

Will Bao Yuan really like her? What about Yuefu to Baoyuan? Oh, no matter what, it's also a woman of Baoyuan, what if you like it or not, you still have to guard this deep palace for the rest of your life. But let Yuefu stay in this life like this? I don't dare to think about Yuefu's future days, and I'm even more afraid...... My mood is always conflicted and chaotic.

In the afternoon of this day, Bao Yuan was fine, I hesitated again and again, and I felt stingy in my heart and still pulled him to see Yuefu together.

The Qiyue Pavilion was silent, and everyone was waiting outside the dormitory door, and I thought she was resting at noon, and I wanted to take a look at her and leave.

went into the inner room hand in hand with Bao Yuan, but saw Yuefu holding a silk handkerchief under the window and weeping alone. When she saw us enter, her face was alarmed, she hid the silk handkerchief behind her, bowed her head and went forward to worship. I hurriedly helped her up and said, "My sister is just injured, why bother to make this big gift, I invited the emperor to see you, is my sister homesick?" ”

She smiled shyly and shook her head slightly. When I saw her behind her, I smiled and said, "My sister has embroidered some good satin, take it out and show it to me." He reached for it.

Seeing this, Yuefu's face changed suddenly, and she said in a trembling voice: "No, it's nothing ......"

"Okay, you still want to lie to me, you have hidden some love things, don't show them to me quickly, but you are willing to hand them over until the emperor orders you." Seeing that she was like a frightened fawn, I played with it and scared her with words.

"Yes, Yuefu, show Rui'er" Bao Yuan smiled: "I also want to see it, and I've been hearing Rui'er say that you are skillful." ”

Yuefu was helpless, and reluctantly handed me the silk handkerchief, looked at Bao Yuan with an uneasy expression, and stood aside silently with her head bowed.

Seeing her like this, I wondered. Look at the silk handkerchief is of high quality and exquisitely handmade, but it is a little wet when it is stained with crying drops.

Look closely at the embroidered things, there are actually two portraits, the tall faint is a man, holding a paper kite in his hand, the other person is a woman, and there are a few lines of words at the lower end of the portrait that are clearly readable:

After reminiscing about the past flowers, he only relied on his slender hands to secretly throw red beans.

People are puzzled in front of them, skillfully convey their hearts, don't come still, lonely spring day.

Bi Luo's clothes are embroidered with gold, and he sees the pair of mandarin ducks, and the empty clothes are full of tears.

If you want to be beautiful for a long time, you will end up for Yi, and you will only lose weight.

This...... It's clearly a woman's little lovesickness, how can Yuefu be? I was shocked.

Although Yuefu was not favored, after all, she was also a concubine with a title, and she actually embroidered a silk handkerchief to miss others, so where did Bao Yuan's face go!

Sure enough, Bao Yuanli frowned deeply, suddenly became angry, and shouted: "Presumptuous! Come! Take it with me! ”

Yuefuhua fell to her knees with a plop of color, and Liang Shouzhen rushed in from outside the house with a blank face when she heard the sound.

I grabbed Bao Yuan, and I just wanted to keep Yuefu first, for fear that there would be some misunderstanding. Bao Yuan still wanted to speak, I could only shake my head desperately at him, seeing that Bao Yuan hesitated, I hurriedly waved my hand to signal Xiao Liang to retreat.

Bao Yuan sat down, I was about to ask Yuefu in detail, but I didn't want to ......

Yuefu rushed to Bao Yuan's body and cried out sadly: "Your Majesty~!" I'm Yuefu! Take a closer look, I'm Yuefu! ”

"How did I not know that you were Shen Yuefu!" Bao Yuan's face was full of anger and said sharply.

"Your Majesty, Your Majesty, take a good look, I'm Fu'er......" Yuefu raised her head, looked at Baoyuan with teary eyes, and her cheeks were full of tears.

"You ......" Bao Yuan was thoughtful, but I was stunned on the spot, and what is the situation now, listening to Yuefu's meaning, it seems to be an old acquaintance with Bao Yuan.

"Has the emperor forgotten the spring of the fifth year of Mingde? Emei County Government. ”

Bao Yuan looked blank and stared at Yuefu.

"In the fifth year of Mingde, the emperor went out on patrol, and Emei County Cheng was responsible for taking over. On that day, the eldest lady beat Yuefu in the backyard and rescued the emperor...... No one in the family has always pitied Yuefu, only the emperor, who is the son of heaven but sincerely pities Yuefu. Yuefu choked up and said, Bao Yuan's face was slightly pale.

"Your Majesty, do you really not remember? In the days of Emei, you took Yuefu to play paper kites and birds, and called me 'Fu'er', saying that I was the cutest little girl you have ever seen? This brocade is embroidered with the painting that the queen left for Fu'er when she left that day. Because she misses the emperor, Fu'er embroiders the painting on the handkerchief and wears it on her body every day, hoping that one day she can ......" Yue Fu cried silently.

Bao Yuan also seemed to recall, and asked out loud, "Are you the daughter of Shen Qishan?"

"Your Majesty, do you remember me? Do you remember me? Yuefu had surprise in her eyes, and leaned over to worship while wiping her tears: "The concubine is Shen Yuefu, the daughter of Shen Qishan's concubine." After a pause, he said: "The few days I spent with the emperor back then were the happiest days after Yuefu Niang went. Since then, Yuefu has vowed to enter the palace to serve the emperor when she grows up in the future, even if she is a slave or a maid. ”

"You're Little Fu'er?" Bao Yuan's expression was complicated.

I looked at the two people in front of me, as if I had been hit hard in the chest, no wonder on the day of the selection, Shen Yuefu called the slave and maid to stay in the palace, it turned out that there was such a hidden relationship.

"Your Majesty, the Queen Mother, please move to Qinghe Palace." Liang Shouzhen suddenly said outside the door.

"What?"

"Zhang Ye, the Chinese scholar, and Bao Xiang Niangniang are waiting to see you."

"I see." Bao Yuan got up, glanced at me, and said, "Rui'er, this matter will be handed over to you for thorough investigation, and we will discuss it later." Then he turned and left.

I looked uneasily at the tears kneeling on the ground, and the countless voices in my head were shouting and shouting.

Could it really be as Jingyi said, Shen Yuefu is just to borrow my convenience to get close to Baoyuan! Could it be that everything is a game that she has carefully arranged? Could it be that from entering the palace to falling off the horse, she has been waiting for the day when she and Bao Yuan will be recognized? If this is the case, if this is the case, it will make my heart suddenly cold, and this person's heart ...... How can I treat her sincerely?

But thinking about the situation just now, her old acquaintance with Baoyuan should be a fact, and now it is because we inadvertently broke it to say it, if she has bad intentions, there are more opportunities in the past, why bother?

"Sister! Sister! begging my sister for forgiveness, Yuefu didn't mean to deceive, she really had to do it......" Shen Yuefu cried and crawled to my knees.

"You ......" was choked in his throat.

"Sister, sister, please, please don't blame Yuefu, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have said it, I shouldn't have ......" Yuefu kowtowed and admitted her mistake, and the "knock sound" of her forehead touching the floor hit my heart again and again, and my heart was really cold and painful.

"Okay, I'll make you tired too, and we'll talk about this another day." I glanced at her patiently, and my mood swept away.

That night, Baoxiang Zhang Xianru went to bed. The next day, he was promoted to full of capacity, and he was given to live in Yanchang Palace, which was very prosperous for a while.

I don't have any mental understanding over there, and after today and tomorrow, I can't stop her. Besides, she moved her father out for the sake of favor, and it seems that her weight in Bao Yuan's heart is no more than that. It's that Shen Yuefu is really frightening and upsetting, but when you think about it, it hurts.

Pinching her fingers and calculating, she was only eight years old when she met Bao Yuan, but she was already so deeply in love, and she did not hesitate to come to this unfree place for him, Bao Yuan seemed to have become her life's dream, in the face of such an infatuated woman, how can I blame her? But it's just a poor man.

In this deep palace, love should be the most extravagant, right?

Is loyalty the heart or body? If it is the heart, then Bao Yuan will not be touched at all in the face of such a Yuefu? If it were a body, hehe, the person I love would have known that he would not belong to me alone.

But my heart refused to be quiet, and I was willing to accept my fate.

How can I hold on to my love in the years to come? How am I going to keep going down this path in the deep palace? Can anyone tell me? Can anyone tell me? ……

I woke up from a nightmare for several nights, and there was always a voice urging me to leave in my dream, Bao Yuan's face, Yuefu's face, Zhang Xianru's, Li Yanniang's...... There is also a picture that can never be seen, countless faces floating in the black, empty void.

The laughter of women, the laughter of men, who is sighing, so long...... The body is stuck in the dark, squeezed and pulled, there is no way out, but there is no way to die quickly......

It's fifteen again, and the moon is in the middle of the sky.

Bao Yuan stayed alone in the Chongguang Palace as usual, and after having dinner with me, he went to the Queen Mother's Qinghe Palace.

For a while, he felt even more helpless, so he ordered Ming'er to pick up the pipa and wander aimlessly in Xuanhua Garden.

In the Dragon Leap Pool, the water and moon were clear, and when I felt in my heart, I looked up and arrived outside the Yichun Courtyard. I found a mountain stone at random, hugged the piano in my arms, and played "Autumn Moon in the Han Palace".

This piece was originally a guzheng piece that I used to play in modern times, but after studying the pipa, I changed it to the pipa repertoire with the musicians.

suddenly remembered that Du Tianming wrote the lyrics for "Autumn Moon in the Han Palace", so he sang the tune so casually: I still remember the old years, and the yellow sand flooded the Han River. Three thousand palaces and an emperor, twenty thousand Shaoyin and a few kites. The rain of tears is silent, and the white fingers are silent, and the yellow flowers send geese to cry silk strings. The breeze whispered something, and yesterday began to be round today.

Although I feel that the song is resentful on weekdays, but now I play and sing, and the sourness in my heart is even better......

Xiao sound, faintly Xiao sound came.

Like a warm breeze caressing the face, like protecting flowers in the heart...... Looking up blankly, is it Baoyuan? Listen carefully, but it is not like the sound of Baoyuan's flute, the voice is gentle, the style of music changes suddenly, like a flock of birds out of the cage, Mo on the flowers blooming, the sun is in the sky, and the blue waves are in the sky......

"Who?" Just as Ming'er inquired, a group of people walked out of the side path.