Chapter 474: Let You Feel My Love
At 6 o'clock in the morning on August 14, the sky began to rise and dawn, and Ye Wei got up, having recently lived at home more days than at his residence in Santa Monica.
Now that the production of "Lovely Bones" has been completed, "Winter Bones" has not yet started, and he has been in a semi-casual state for two or three days, while arranging everything properly, while spending a rare half-month vacation since the release of LMS in November last year.
It's so important today.
Before 7 o'clock, Ye Wei had already walked to the old place of Sunset Boulevard, gray short-sleeved T-shirt and black jeans, his hands were empty, and he didn't bring anything.
Breathing in the fresh air, looking around the street, waiting for the girl to appear.
After some time, he took out his phone and looked at it, trying to call her and text her. It's been more than a month, and he hasn't bothered her since that afternoon at school. With his phone back in his trouser pocket, he took a few steps and watched the morning passers-by and dogs walk by.
It's been a year, the night of this day last year......
Thinking, waiting, the time was getting closer and closer to noon, and she didn't show up.
Ye Wei was a little anxious, and couldn't help but take out his mobile phone and send a text message: "Ms. Tawoman, hello, is Lily at home?" He didn't want to continue to wait, he just wanted to know if she had come quietly, and if she did, he would be desperate to find her, instead of standing here stupidly and waiting.
After a while, the mobile phone rang, and he saw that it was Ms. Tawoman calling, so he quickly connected, and looked around nervously, "Madam, good morning!"
"Good morning, Weige. A mature voice of a middle-aged woman came out of her phone, "Lily and I are in New York, we arrived in New York the other day. ”
Ye Wei was stunned when he heard this, looked at the north side of the street and lowered his gaze, and then looked up at the clear blue sky, "Oh okay...... How's she doing?"
"It looks like it's happy, but I can't say what it really is, she knows you're still holding on. Tavorman said.
"Oh... Ma'am, then I won't bother you, thank you. Ye Wei couldn't say anything, his heart was empty.
"Wait. Tavorman stopped him, and her tone was serious: "Weige, I'm going to ask you again, are you serious about your pursuit of Lily? not playing, not on the spur of the moment, not just wanting to be with her for a while, but thinking about the future? Do you really love her?"
Ye Wei couldn't help laughing: "Madam, you haven't figured it out, you can't talk about my mood if you're serious or not...... Lily can make everything meaningful and make everything meaningless. Ma'am, your daughter is like that for me. ”
"Then I know what to do. Tavorman sighed a little, "You fell in love, I wasn't optimistic about it at the beginning, and frankly I'm still not optimistic about it now, nothing else, a boy who is too attractive is not a good boy." But you're in the last two months. The voice paused, and then said, "Let me dare to believe that you are indeed serious." Today I'm going to tell Lily everything I know, and she has the right to know, and then it's up to her what she thinks. ”
"What? no, don't!" Ye Wei exclaimed subconsciously.
"Why not?" asked Taverman.
"Because ......" Ye Wei paused for words before he said, "Let things be simpler." It's not that he doesn't know his mind at all, because he doesn't want Lily to think that he is making excuses, that if he is wrong, he is wrong, and he is reluctant to use this sissy way to get her possible forgiveness, and only wants to use a man's way.
Tavorman didn't care about his careful thoughts: "I promised you to hide her before, it was I, as an elder, to observe whether it was suitable or not to tell her, but now I know that I should tell her." However, Lily has the right to know, and it would be very unfair to her to make a judgment that she does not know the whole thing. ”
Ye Wei was silent, and told Lily all of them, and a thought jumped up: Will she give me another chance?
He didn't like the idea, but it grew rapidly, creating a lot of beautiful composite scenes......
"Tell Lily that I'm leaving for New York now. ”
......
Manhattan is bustling with activity, and the garden of a quaint three-story townhouse on the Upper East Side is secluded.
"Mom, what are you going to tell me?"
Sitting down at the garden table, Lily looked at her mother in confusion. In the afternoon, I went shopping on Fifth Avenue, and after my mother made a phone call, she pulled her back to this property residence, saying that she wanted to tell her something, but she didn't say anything along the way, which made her already chaotic heart more strange today.
"Lily. Tawoman also sat down in the lounge chair, "About Ye Wei......"
"I don't want to hear him!" Lily got up in surprise, what was wrong with him!?What song did he sing or what movie did he make?Why talk about him!
"Mom is hiding something from you. Tavorman's face was full of apologies, "Looking at it now, it's a good intention to do a bad thing." ”
Lily stopped and left, rolling her eyes, her thoughts still dazed, "What's the secret?"
Tavorman spoke to his daughter in the gentlest words he could: "In December last year, the night Ye Wei returned to Los Angeles from San Francisco after beating someone, I talked to him once after you met him at school. ”
"What are you talking about?" Lily's two thick eyebrows furrowed, "What did you say?"
"The situation was ......," Taverman sighed, "your emotional entanglement has affected your health, and Mom can't let it get worse." She looked at Lily's face, which was flushed with understanding, but her heart ached but she still had to say: "I told him that you have had ADHD since you were a child and your health condition, and I begged him to either stay with you or stay away from you as much as possible." ”
"He knows?" Lily's expression changed again and again, scratching her hair in confusion, and for some reason her face was red, "He always knew!?"
Tavorman nodded, and could only quickly make it clear: "He promised me to fight for a settlement of the case out of court as soon as possible, and no longer bothering you." He said it wouldn't come up in your life again...... I think that boy stopped interceding with the school and moving in order to stay away from you. ”
Lily's mind became more and more blank, but suddenly she understood some long-standing doubts, why he seemed to be on the Honor Council... It seems that I want to be expelled from school. Last month, when he returned to school, he was driven away by her and ridiculed by others.
"You promised me you wouldn't tell him......," she murmured, and sat down in her chair.
"One more thing. Tavorman paid attention to his daughter's emotions, followed the psychiatrist's advice, and said in one breath: "In January, just after the New Year, we returned to Los Angeles after vacation, and on the night of the 4th, he suddenly called me to ask if you were at home, saying that he wanted to thank you for your advertisement and give you a New Year's gift. Then I told him......"
Lily looked at her mother expressionlessly, her eyes unblinking.
Tavorman sighed, "Mom didn't know at the time that it was you who comforted me, it was a misunderstanding, I told him what I thought it was, you went on a date with someone you really liked." I warned him not to get close to you anymore because he had a girlfriend and I didn't know they had just broken up. He said yes and we ended the call. ”
She knew that Ye Wei actually chose to be with Lily at that time, but ......
Lily didn't react like a wooden man, and after a long while, she asked, "And then?"
And then. Tavorman suppressed a sigh and said, "Before you had that meeting with him, I talked to him and understood the situation. I wanted to tell you this, but he asked me not to. Lily interrupted, "Why didn't you say it?" Tavorman added, "He said he had a new choice in life, he didn't want to be with you anymore, and there was no need to stimulate you too much." ”
"Then you won't listen to him?" Lily's voice trembled slightly, "I told you not to say it, you have to say it, he told you not to say it, you didn't say it......"
"Mom is sorry. Seeing his daughter become godless, how could Tavorman feel better, "Ye Wei at that time, he had a lot of problems with him, he was out of control, and he was not suitable for you at that time." Afterward...... Now, he's better, I think he's better. I have to tell you this before things get any more complicated, and if you don't know the whole thing, it's too unfair to you. ”
Lily shook her head slightly, as if she was negating her mother's words.
"Baby. Tavorman reached out to shake his daughter's hand, "Ye Wei, this boy, I think he's okay, mom doesn't want you to miss out on a possible love." ”
Lily didn't say anything, didn't know what to think.
The sky is getting darker, dark clouds are drifting from the distant sea, and the weather forecast is for rain in New York today.
......
At 9 p.m. New York time, a plane taking off from Los Angeles landed at JFK Airport.
The night sky was pouring rain, and the dangerous streets of Queens and the bustling streets of Manhattan were filled with umbrellas, and the windshield wipers of oncoming and passing cars were splashing in the air.
The luggage was stored at the airport, Ye Wei put on a light brown jacket, got into a yellow taxi, and went to the destination alone.
Ms. Tawoman had texted her that she had told Lily everything, but Lily reacted calmly and didn't say anything, not sure her attitude.
He didn't call Lily or text him, he didn't have to speak, he would understand with a single look.
The streets lined with residential buildings under heavy rain are quiet, and the street lamps and the lights of the houses on both sides illuminate the night. The taxi stopped slowly, one side door opened, Ye Wei walked out with a black umbrella, sneakers on the rainwater on the sidewalk, and looked at the townhouses a few steps away.
Following the address and description given by Ms. Taverman, he walked past several houses and stood in front of the brightly lit, minimalist three-story house.
He saw a figure peeking out behind the curtained window to the left of the door, and the figure walked around, and after a while, the dark brown classical wooden door on a dozen small steps opened, and a young girl walked out with a gentle step, standing by the small porch.
It's her, Lily.
She was dressed in a blue and white plaid shirt and long white cotton pants, and her hands rolled up a section of her sleeves, looking very generous and sassy. I haven't seen her for more than a month, but her face is still beautiful, her light brown hair is a little longer, draped over her shoulders, and her thick eyebrows and big eyes are like the late autumn when I first saw them.
Ye Wei looked at her side, Lily looked at him, only three or four yards apart, no one spoke, only the sound of dripping rain.
After looking at each other for a long time, her eyes first moved away, and I don't know whether it was tears or the rain that swept away, those eyes were full of tears. She didn't come over.
Ye Wei's right hand holding the umbrella clenched more and more, and the huge loss devoured his body and mind, not today. She didn't like you again because she called before you went crazy, too, that can't be a reason at all, just a despicable idea.
Wrong is wrong, you may have gotten better, but she didn't accept it.
Her heart was full of bitterness, but Ye Wei smiled slightly, seeing that Lily didn't speak or signal, she turned around and walked back, walked into the house, and closed the door.
He laughed, maybe she really doesn't like you anymore, not the slightest, never again.
He stood for a long time, looking at the house without moving, the sound of the rain made it difficult for him to hear whether she had said anything or not, but he understood that she would not come out again, and she had already given her an answer. He grabbed the handle of the umbrella, made it tremble, said "good night", and turned to leave.
After walking a few steps, Ye Wei looked back before continuing to walk.
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The video was uploaded on Monday, July 3, 2006, the last video of "Hiscram".
The mysterious boy in the utility room in the video said softly: "Hello, I'm Heathcram, and the song I'm singing for you today is Make-You-Feel-My-Love." ”
After the opening words, he played the black guitar and sang the famous song Bob Dylan:
"When the rain falls on your face and the whole world takes away from you......"
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The rain is getting heavier, and at New York's JFK Airport, a flight to Norway is about to start boarding. In the bright and empty terminal building, Ye Wei got up and looked around, silently hoping that a figure would suddenly appear, just like all the movies about last-minute rescues at the airport:
She would be in front of him at the last moment before he boarded the plane, and he and she hugged each other and were happily ever after.
No, I can't see her.
When he sat down in the ordinary cabin of the plane, she did not appear in the next seat, when the plane was about to take off in the wind and rain, she did not appear in the track of the plane to block the flight, the plane went straight into the night sky, and after flying for a long time, New York was already far behind, and she did not come from the other cabins with a "HEY".
There was silence in the cabin, and most of the passengers were sleeping with their eyes closed.
Ye Wei leaned on the back of the chair and closed his eyes slightly, but he couldn't sleep. He put on the earbuds of his Walkman, played a song, and as he listened, he heard Make-You-Feel-My-Love.
She appeared, and her face was in front of her eyes, in her mind, and in her heart.
"When the rain falls on your face
And the whole world is taking you away
I really want to give you a warm hug
Let you feel my love
When the night sky is hazy and the stars are looming
But no one wipes your tears
I really want to hold you for a million years
Let you feel my love
I know you're undecided
But I'll never be sorry for you
I've known that for a long time, from the moment we met
There is no doubt that my heart belongs to you
I'm willing to starve, I'm willing to have a blue nose and a swollen face
I'm willing to crawl or dance along the streets
There's nothing I don't want to do
Let you feel my love
Storms raged in the stormy sea
Also on the road of regret and regret
The winds of change blow wildly
You haven't met the best of me
I will make you happy and make your dreams come true
There's nothing I don't want to do
For you to go to the ends of the earth
Let you feel my love"