360. Qin Jing's heart
"Uh......" Pan Ming was a little stunned by Ida's bluffing, this specious statement made him begin to examine and reflect on his cognition - with the current technique, is it really impossible to do and create such a virus? Can you? Impossible, right?
He was a little confused.
But Ada obviously wouldn't give him another chance to continue to be confused, and then thus strengthen his heart again, so her words only paused, leaving a moment of room for Pan Ming to think about it, and then continued.
"And, even if we don't discuss this, even if it doesn't seem possible, as far as I know, not only in the United States, but also in your country, there are still a certain number of people in various parts of the world, who are convinced that one day, maybe it is a zombie, maybe the end of the world, a disaster or something, it will cause everything to fall into chaos, and because they believe this, they have been preparing for such a future, hoarding food, digging bomb shelters, renovating their dwellings, stockpiling weapons, and so on......"
"I know this." Pan Ming said that there was a time when he also wanted to do this, renovating his dwellings, stockpiling food, preparing cold weapons, and preparing for all his refuge and survival as if the end was coming at any time — purely as a hobby, as well as some rebellious thoughts of his younger self at the time.
"So, you think we're playing such a huge game, even though the end of the world has passed." Ida stood up and said that this was the end of the conversation, but before leaving, Ida turned around at the door and looked at Pan Ming.
"Also, there is a saying. There are no two identical people in the world, don't you be curious, why do you and Ada. Is the king so like? ”
After dropping these words, Ida drifted away, leaving only Pan Ming, who was still in a daze.
Unlike Xia Xiao and Ida's busyness, Qin Jing, who has come to Italy and is now in Rome, is a little more leisurely, and in her own senses, she is a little panicked. Of course, this panic. is also because of the fact that the purpose of her coming to Europe this time is not very clear and related to Minglang.
Although it is said to help Zhou Chuhe to understand more and get closer to him and Xia Xiao's world, Xia Xiao is currently giving Qin Jing a work task. It's a bit vague.
First. Ask her to familiarize herself with the history of the Crusades in the Middle Ages. and to learn as much as possible about Christianity and the mythology of Christ; Second, she should be as familiar as possible with the situation in Italy, the Vatican, and the Holy Land of Jerusalem, when the time is right. Someone will come and explain and talk to her.
It was such two vague and unclear requirements, so Qin Jing came to Rome, and after turning Rome and the Vatican around for the first time, he buried himself in the pile of books almost every day, and there was nothing else to do except bury himself in the pile of books.
So I'm so busy that I'm constantly reading and reading, looking up, understanding everything, and at the same time, I'm so idle that in addition to reading, I'm also reading books.
In addition, Ye Xin, who came to Rome with her, seems to be a little unrelenting, or a little not like her usual, either in a constant daze and trance, or anxious and anxious constantly pulling her to travel and shop everywhere, and now this is encouraging her to go to Milan.
"Let's go to Milan, okay, you can take the book with you." Ye Xin pulled Qin Jing's arm, like a child, swaying gently.
"Stop making a fuss." Qin Jing was a little entangled, Ye Xin had behaved a little weirdly since he came to Europe, "We are not here for tourism, we are here to do business." ”
"I know that I ......" Ye Xin pursed her mouth, "but I'm just bored." ”
It's not a way to go on like this, Qin Jing thought, so she put down the book and turned to look at Ye Xin: "Ye Xin, you are honest, do you have something on your mind?" ”
"What's on your mind?" Ye Xin was stunned for a moment, and then showed an innocent and bright smile, "How could I, Ye Xin, have something on my mind?" ”
Qin Jing looked at her for a long time before turning his head again, lowered his head and continued to read her book: "Forget it if you don't have it, if you want to go to Milan, you can go by yourself, I have no problem here alone." ”
There is no problem, Qin Jing himself is proficient in English, there is no problem with daily travel or excursions, borrowing books and visiting scholars and professors, and just in case, Xia Xiao also equipped Qin Jing and Ye Xin with two Italian female translators, these two female translators are also very conscientious, and when they need to translate, they are all done very well, and usually, they live in the same hotel, and when they have nothing to do, they will never bother.
Qin Jing once guessed that the two Italian translators had a military background, but it was impossible for her to confirm it, but from the other party's style and posture, she could vaguely see the demeanor of a soldier, and maybe there was also the possibility of part-time bodyguards, but in any case, with the company of these two translators, she and Ye Xin were indeed much more convenient.
That's why she said that it would be good if she didn't let Ye Xin go alone, as far as she was concerned, maybe she still had some yearning for Milan before, but now, although she also wanted to see the so-called fashion capital, Qin Jing knew that if she wanted to be closer to Zhou Chu, she must first really do these things in hand now, instead of dealing with them casually.
"It's boring to go alone." Ye Xin said dissatisfiedly, and then seemed to be a little entangled, and looked at Qin Jing who was looking at the book intently, she thought for a while, and asked cautiously.
"Qin Jing, can I ask you a question?"
"What?"
"If, I just said what ......if," Ye Xin asked cautiously, "If one day, you find that the person you are most familiar with is actually very strange to him, how would you feel?" ”
"Huh? What do you mean? I don't quite understand it. Qin Jing turned his head again and looked at Ye Xin.
"For example, I mean for example......" Ye Xin was a little entangled, but still said it, "For example, if you find Zhou Chu, he has some things to hide from you, or there are some aspects of him that you don't know and don't understand, and when you find this, you find that in the places you can't see, he is completely different from the one you know." What do you think, what does it feel like? ”
Qin Jing was stunned for a moment, and looked at Ye Xin suspiciously, obviously not knowing what she was saying about it suddenly when she said this.
"Why do you ask this?"
"That's it...... It's just curiosity! Ye Xin said, and then stared at Qin Jing, "Say, what do you think and think?" ”
"Oh. All right. Qin Jing put down the book in his hand and thought about it seriously, "First of all, before determining these things, I have to assume some prerequisites with you. These are the key. ”
"What premise?"
"What you say is concealed and what I don't understand. Everything about him, these concealments and everything, have nothing to do with the feelings between us? ”
"Well, nothing to do. Just something else. ”
"Nor did he deceive me in other things that I saw and what I knew? For example, the name is fake. The identity is fake. In the information that I was able to understand and what he told me, there was no deception and falsehood, everything was true? ”
"Hmm."
"He still loves me?"
"Hmm." Ye Xin subconsciously nodded. Then he realized that something was wrong, and shook his head again, "I don't know what to do with this!" I can only assume that his feelings for you are the same as they are now, or like they were before, but what do your assumptions have to do with my question? ”
"Of course it matters...... Qin Jing looked out the window, her eyes focused on the street outside, maybe it was on the brown tree trunk, maybe it was the green leaves, maybe it was the pedestrians coming and going, or there was no focus, she just watched, and then assumed herself into the situation that Ye Xin said, thinking slowly, slowly, answering word by word.
"If you said that he didn't hide everything I knew about the Dao, or deliberately created false ingredients, and if he still loved me, then there must be his reasons for the other things he concealed, if it was just because of the Dao of the Knowing, he hid some things from me, or what truth he told the Dao, but these have nothing to do with our feelings and our lives, is it because of the concealment and the knowledge of the Dao, will he feel strange, or deceive me?"
Qin Jing's words were very slow, she was thinking, and she was really putting herself into such a situation to hypothesize, think carefully, and consider and answer word by word.
The reason why she is so cautious and serious is because she knows that maybe as Ye Xin said, maybe just like Xia Xiao and Ou Cheng's hints of light or darkness before, and her more and more obvious feelings later, Zhou Chu seems to really have something to hide from herself, or rather, a part of his life is the blank and dark that he has not touched and understood.
"No, I wouldn't feel that way." She said, retracting her gaze and looking at Ye Xin very seriously, "If the assumptions I said are true, if he still loves me, then even if I know the Tao, I won't feel strange, I won't feel anything, everything has not changed." ”
"But...... But...... What if he's a murderer? Ye Xin seemed to be a little anxious, blurted out such a sentence, and before the words came out, she regretted it a little, and just wanted to explain, but saw that Qin Jing was still looking at her.
"Is he?"
"Uh...... No. I'm just figurative! Ye Xin said tangledly.
When she heard Ye Xin's blurted out words, Qin Jing's heart was also shocked, but then she ordered herself to calm down in her heart, and calmly asked Ye Xin such a sentence, and after hearing Ye Xin's answer, she laughed again.
"I remember that when we were just together, I once said to Zhou Chu that I might not be as good as he thought, not so good, maybe not a qualified girlfriend, and then at that time he replied to me like this, he said......"
Qin Jing fell into the memory, and the situation at that time appeared in his mind, in fact, everything was a little blurry, but in his mind, what was clear was Zhou Chu's firm expression and tone.
"He said that his love has nothing to do with anything else, just love, and that's enough, whether I am good or bad, a perfect goddess or a woman with many shortcomings, a woman who is no different from others, a princess with a good heart and excellent character, or a heinous villain, these identities and labels, for him, there is no difference, for him, he only needs to know the Tao, I only need to know the Tao, I am the person he loves."
Ye Xin opened his mouth, but he only paused, and then said a little sourly: "This guy is full of sweet words." ”
"It seems so." Qin Jing laughed, "Now that I think about it, this does seem to be part of the sweet words, but why do you always feel that he is not the kind of person who is funny and good at coaxing girls, and does not understand women's minds?" ”
"Big-tailed wolves are more likely to pretend." Ye Xin said.
But this time, Qin Jing didn't answer, he just said it in his heart, because what he said was true.
The reason why sweet words don't make people feel like sweet words, and the reason why the sworn sea vows and mountain alliances don't make people feel that they are sea vows, and because they don't want to be sweet words, and it's not because they are not enough, but precisely because they are true, because they really want to do this and say this, because they are true, and because they are too real, they are ignored and selectively forgotten.
For girls, the touching atmosphere of romantic scenes, tear-jerking plots and just the right fatal blow can indeed make their defensive and doubtful hearts be disintegrated, moved, then believed, and then accepted.
But the premise of everything is to "make her believe", in order to make her believe, so there are sweet words and vows, so there are various plots, various foreshadowings, various scenes and various confessions.
But he didn't, he didn't say that so that she would be moved and make her believe, but, but he just said it, so simply, without even thinking about it, without thinking about it, he said it so plainly and naturally.
It's like a conversation that couldn't be simpler, and you ask questions, like have you eaten? Then he answers you, eat.
Just answered, because there is no need to think, no need to judge, and no one needs to believe or not believe, at that time, he was probably just like an ordinary conversation, in order to answer his own inquiry, he directly said what he thought in his heart, no need to foreshadow, no need to be moved, and no need for her to be moved and believed, because she was moved or not, believed or not, what he said was true, true, his heart.
It is precisely because such a reality cannot be believed, so the so-called foreshadowing and romance, as well as moving and moving, but you are good, such words were said in such a casual and casual conversation, and she did not recall it until today.
You...... Qin Jing sighed in his heart, and then looked at Ye Xin.
"Although from a rational point of view, I don't agree with his view of love, but from a sensual and personal point of view, such an absolute and extreme feeling, I can have, I am really lucky, although I may not be able to do what he said, even if I am a heinous villain, for him, I am still the person he loves, but I can only say that all of them, I will try to understand, to receive, and to tolerate, to try everything I can, and then look at my heart, And then tell him. ”
Ye Xin hugged his head in pain: "Probably the destruction of the world can't stop you from falling in love and being together, right?" ”
"Maybe." Qin Jing laughed, "If he still loves me." ”
Of course he loves you, Ye Xin groaned in his heart, but he is an awakened one! (To be continued......)
PS: I don't know what Lu Dao is for, after writing this chapter, I actually breathed a sigh of relief, well, about the relationship between Zhou Chu and Qin Jing, from the beginning of the continuous criticism, to now, it should be regarded as a coffin conclusion, after this chapter, everyone for Qin Jing, and for the relationship between the two people, probably also understand and have their own definitions and conclusions.
Actually, sometimes, it doesn't matter anything else, I just want to describe something, some feelings, that's all.
Some sighs, in addition, thank you for always accompanying the friends who have not abandoned the book, your company, let me persist to this day, and thank you for the monthly pass of LMXY boots.
Let's keep going together.
If you don't leave, I will never give up.