ACT.107 Separated by a door, after that, their thoughts will ...... (Above)
The result is often the ultimate means and standard for judging whether a thing is good or bad, but many people will ignore the process of things.
Now that everyone else was gone, Natsume leaned her back against the door alone, and then began to slide down the door, and finally sat on the ground using the door as a chair.
The right leg is arched, and the right arm on the same side is placed on it, and the whole person takes a breath of relief.
Now Natsume is exploring the process, but this process is hidden in the hearts of others, in the words of others, and it is not easy to understand.
There seemed to be a slight movement behind the door, but he didn't put his ears on the door, so Natsume didn't know if he was right.
But right or wrong, Natsume is going to take action.
The lights in the hallway were a little dazzling at the moment, and Natsume closed her eyes so as not to be stimulated.
Some people say that the eyes are the windows to the soul, but now Natsume finds that the world becomes quieter and clearer when he closes his eyes.
Sure enough, one person's language and norms cannot be applied to all people, and just as the diversity of plants and animals is also full of countless differences.
There will not be the same people in the world, so in the face of different people, you have to use different means.
Natsume feels that life is like studying at school, with different circles in the class, and if you are excluded from those circles, it is impossible to fit in.
It's not a hierarchy, it's just an ordinary misfit.
Muddy water and clean water mixed together will only be equally dirty, not the other way around, if you want to be clean. You have to throw it all over and start again.
That's it. Natsume would be left here alone. Wait for Yakuya to change his mind, and wait for the opportunity to start again.
"Yakuya, did you hear that?"
Outside the window of the hallway, there is a familiar starry sky.
But it's different from the city, and it's different from the sky you see from the mountains in the countryside.
Of course, it's actually the same sky, but if you look at it from another angle, everything changes.
On one side is the cricket cage. On one side is an eagle cage, on the other hand, he leaves the earth because of captivity, and on the other hand, he leaves the sky because of captivity, but if you look a little more optimistically, the price of losing your freedom may be a life of effortlessness.
However, each has its own opinion, and most people still yearn for the earth and the sky rather than a stable life.
Closer to home, the starry sky here is distinctly characteristic.
The big stars seemed to fall at any time, as if the jade plate that had been rubbed was blooming with a slightly cold moonlight.
The silent night suddenly became lively. The summer cicada, which had been stopped, began the ensemble again.
There were green curtains on the open windows, and it fluttered in the wind like a green carpet descending here from somewhere. Pray for someone to be able to fly on it.
"I'll tell you again, I just helped this afternoon when a branch was blown off and fell, so I did that, and if you misunderstood, please think about it carefully, besides, everyone else is gone."
Even if there was no response, Natsume was not hit in any way.
He knew that Yakuya was listening behind the door, probably thinking about the meaning of his words, maybe thinking about what he should do.
What about me, Natsume continued to speak, and anyone could hear it, and Natsume's tone changed slightly.
From lightness to slightly heavy, painful words.
"I've always been a coward, and if I want to give an example, every time it rains heavily and thunders, I will tremble in the face of rolling thunder, but not anymore."
It's not because I've grown up or anything, it's just because Natsume has changed.
If you can't change the world, then it's better to change yourself.
"Thunder was really scary at that time, what to say? It's like God is angry, he can't be that he lost a gamble somewhere, or he forgot to save it. ”
God is not a girl, it is possible to be a ......
Natsume was like this in the past, when he faced his family and got along with his classmates, he seemed out of place.
But that can also be called happiness, after all, being with your family, not being called a 'murderer'.
The words may have been conveyed to Yakuya, and the reply is not answered even if Yakuya's question is gone.
She is indeed an elf, but apart from the so-called "spirit costume" and "angel", she is just an ordinary girl.
Yakuya and Yuzun spent a lot of time together.
Even if most of it is fighting and comparing, it must be a very important memory for her.
In many cases, there is not much difference between enemies and friends.
Rather, enemies sometimes understand better than their own friends.
There is a saying that 'knowing oneself and knowing one's opponent will win all battles', so the one who is the enemy will definitely do a lot of research.
So whether it's Yakuya or Yuxian, the two of them have too many things on their shoulders, each other's safety, each other's existence, and each other's lives.
"Yakuya, the reason why you're staying inside isn't actually because you're angry about me and Yuzun, you're just ......"
"Why, exactly?"
"What's wrong? Yakuya?! ”
Natsume heard Yakuya's response, but his tone was very shaky, which made people a little worried.
"Why, Natsume can express his feelings without hesitation, why can he say this to Yakuya, as a human being, aren't you afraid of me as an elf, don't you never hide your feelings?"
"That's just ......"
It's not that it doesn't hide, but it has to hide.
The so-called time-travelers are aliens who have come to another world from other worlds and are rejected by the world.
Is there really a traverser who doesn't care and doesn't worry about his safety at all?
Natsume is not as powerful as the protagonist in the novel, and he can't do those actions of the protagonist to kill the boss in seconds and conquer the girl indiscriminately.
He's just a traverser, an ordinary traverser.
But that's it, Natsume is a human being, a human without any characteristics at all.
"Yakuya, you're worried about Yusaki, and at the same time, you're thinking about your own problems."
“……”
"You want Yukoto to live, and of course I can understand that, because I know that Yakuya likes Yuzuki more than everyone else, so you run away."
Unwilling to face the end, unwilling to continue to compare.
With powers beyond human cognition, they are vulnerable to these choices and emotions.
The existence of the twin elves is to be together, the two are the same person, the same individual, and no one can disappear. (To be continued......)