Chapter 300: For Love
"How did he die?" I asked, "Chen Xin, don't get me wrong, I don't mean anything else......"
Chen Xin said. Two tears fell from my face, which also made me speak carefully, Chen Xin quickly wiped the tears from her face and nodded: "I know." Chen Xin took a deep breath and calmed down his mood, "He died for a woman......"
I didn't speak, quietly waiting for Chen Xin to say it herself, Chen Xin said this, the emotions that had finally calmed down, and completely exploded again, she actually lay on the edge of my bed and sobbed loudly, which made me not know what to do for a while. I wanted to comfort her, but I didn't know what to say. In desperation, I had no choice but to stare at Chen Xin's trembling shoulders and say nothing.
Chen Xin cried for a long time before she stopped, and when she raised her head again. Her pretty eyes were a little red and swollen, and the light makeup on her face was also spent. I swallowed, "You...... Don't be too upset......"
Chen Xin was silent for a while before she continued in a choked voice: "I miss my father very much...... But I don't understand why he would throw away his life for the sake of the wild woman outside! ”
I frowned, "You said it couldn't be your mother, right?" ”
"No!" Chen Xin suddenly became excited, "In my dictionary, there is no word mother, she is just a container, her responsibility." Just gave birth to me and Chen Chen, a wild woman outside, who has nothing to do with me! ”
I couldn't understand what Chen Xin said, she would say that her mother was a container, and I wanted to refute her. But seeing that her emotions were out of control, she didn't continue to talk about this topic, "Okay, what's going on?" ”
Chen Xin breathed a long sigh of relief, "Everyone thought that my father died of illness, but only I know the real reason for his death...... Father, he even hid his grandfather......"
"My father's health has always been very bad, and even Dr. Chen Hui has not been able to find out the cause, this is because my father's illness is not in his body at all, but in his ......heart," Chen Xin said, his eyes were empty, as if he had entered a memory from a long time ago, "Until one day, I accidentally passed by my father's room, and I found out the reason...... My father was in a daze, and he was holding a picture of a man in his hand, and at that time, I went into the room and asked my father who that person was, and my father came back to his senses. My father looked at my face and said I already looked a little bit like her......"
I don't have to think about it to know that the "she" Chen Xin said is Chen Xin's mother.
"My father told me how much he missed her and told me about the time they met...... The spouses of the Chen family were all selected by the Chen family, so my father only saw the woman on the day she was arrested. Father said that when he first saw the woman, he fell in love with her...... It was also the first time that my father went berserk, and he saw the woman tied up and curled up in a corner, her body trembling with fear...... Father scolded all the people who arrested her back, which also alarmed Grandpa......"
The father was very kind to the woman, and slowly, the two of them fell in love, but despite this, they always stopped at courtesy, and did not have children for a long time, and the family became impatient. My father told the woman the truth of the matter, and after the woman knew her fate, she still chose to give birth to me and Chen Chen with her father, because, even if she didn't agree, she would not be able to live if she knew about the Chen family......"
"Time passed quickly, and I was born...... Because I was a girl, the woman saved her life for the time being. The father didn't want the woman to die, so he went to beg his grandfather, which made the grandfather furious, but the father threatened the grandfather with death...... After all, my father was a rare genius of the Chen family in a hundred years, and my grandfather compromised, but the rules of the Chen family could not be abolished, so my father and my grandfather reached an agreement...... Grandpa gave his father three years, and after three years, no matter whether he gave birth to a boy or a girl, he had to follow the rules of the Chen family, and in exchange, his father must serve the Chen family wholeheartedly......"
Hearing this extraordinary love, my thoughts also followed Chen Xin's words in a trance, and that scene seemed to be repeated in front of me.
"My father and the woman lived comfortably for three years, and my grandfather kept his promise, except that he was not allowed to step out of the Chen family, and my grandfather did not bother them...... But the time of three years is coming soon, and Chen Chen is born......" Chen Xin said here, pausing slightly, "That woman was given death according to the agreement...... Since then, the father has not been smiling, and has devoted himself to the management of the family, and everyone thinks that he has forgotten about the woman. My father had never hugged Chen Chen, and I almost never talked to him, so now that I think about it, my father probably regarded Chen Chen as the reason for killing his mother......
"When my father was alone, he would always look at the picture of the woman and secretly cry...... After a long time, lovesickness became ill, and his body deteriorated, grandpa tried his best to save his father, but ......" Chen Xin's tears that he couldn't stop fell again, "That day, my father told me a lot, and he told me that he was powerless to change the Chen family's century-old rules, if it weren't for the Chen family, he would have gone with that woman a long time ago......."
We were all silent, the atmosphere in the room was a little depressing, Chen Xin wiped the tears from her face, and a trace of resoluteness flashed on her face, "So, I won't admit that woman is my mother, I hate her!" She was the one who killed my father, and I wanted to dig her out of the grave and beat her corpse severely! Big unloading! ”
"Chen Xin!" I stopped Chen Xin and suppressed the anger in my heart, "Chen Xin, I used to hate my mother very much...... I hated her for abandoning me since I was a child, but it wasn't until recently, after experiencing life and death, that I realized that blood is thicker than water, and the relationship between mother and son is constant...... Your mother died early, she didn't have a chance to love you well, the responsibility is not on her, to put it mildly, it's all your Chen family's fault! You believe me, if you have the chance, your mother will definitely ......"
"Enough!" Before I finished my words, Chen Xin interrupted me, "Don't say it again!" No matter what, I don't want my fate to be the same as the wild women outside, and I don't want to be like other Chen family women, I don't dare to resist! Don't want to rebel! I must get out of this Chen family! ”
After Chen Xin finished speaking, she stood up and walked out of the room without looking back, only to hear a "bang", the door was slammed shut by her, I looked at the closed door, I couldn't speak with a heavy heart, I was already infected by Chen Xin's emotions. After listening to Chen Xin's father's love story, I felt a little bitter in my heart, I thought of Youling, and I didn't know when Youling and I would meet again.
I have a hunch that I will be reunited with the Right Spirit soon, she must be waiting for me somewhere, and soon, she will appear in front of my eyes again, provided that I must live!
I had a splitting headache, I stopped thinking about it, hunger eroded my stomach, I looked at the rice bowl that was eaten by Chen Xin and there was not a grain of rice left, sighed, picked up the chopsticks, and ate the vegetables on the plate. But these few greens were not enough to fill my stomach, so I rolled out of bed and prepared to open the door to find something to eat.
As soon as I opened the door, I found four people standing at the door, all of them dressed in neat and clean gray-brown tunics, and when they saw me open the door, they all bowed to me in unison: "Young Master Lin!" ”.!
I nodded, and just as I was about to walk out, they stopped me, and I looked at them for some reason and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
One of the Chen family members said to me respectfully, "Young Master Lin's body has just recovered, so let's rest in the room......
I smiled, "It's okay, I'm much better, I'll go down and get something to eat." "The woman's liver is dead.
But the Chen family immediately said: "Young Master Lin is hungry, how dare you bother Young Master Lin to go downstairs to find something to eat by himself, I'll go find something to eat for Young Master Lin, and Young Master Lin should go back to the room to rest." ”
I felt something was wrong, and replied, "Thank you for your kindness, I'm bored in my room, just go down to breathe......" After that, I was about to go out again, but the four of them stretched out their hands in unison and stopped me.
"Young Master Lin, without Young Master Chen Chen's instructions, you better have a good rest in the room."
I was stunned for a moment, and my face suddenly fell, "Chen Chen commanded?" Are you imprisoning me? ”
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