Chapter 2: Loneliness

I never thought that one day I would be able to enjoy such a huge space, and I always thought that it would be very satisfying to have a two-bedroom house in such a big city, and it is really a sad happiness to see that I can enjoy a room of nearly 10,000 square meters now. I should be satisfied anyway, after all, I am still alive and it seems that I will live for a long time, although I don't know what the meaning of my life is, and I don't know when death will come, but after all, I am alive and well here and now, I think this is enough, what else is there to hope for?

"It's the end of Shijie now, and being born in this unfortunate era may be the greatest luck." I kept telling myself that I was afraid that I would lose the courage to live.

Since I am still alive and have such a place that is enough to support my survival, then I should be able to grasp it, at least to make it safer, I threw away the kitchen knife I brought from home, because from the shelves there are several boxes of such knives, find a sharp knife, and tie it to a mop pole with a rope, and a simple spear is ready, although I don't know how useful this thing is, but when dealing with zombies, at least you can stay away from them, a little distance represents the difference between life and death. Then use a trailer to push dozens of bags of rice to the door, blocking the door to the supermarket sales area, so that the place is completely closed and you can live with peace of mind.

Just when I wanted to rest, the sound of a heavy object falling on the ground made the hairs on my whole body explode, holding the "spear" in my hand and carefully walking towards the place where the sound came from, when I turned a shelf only to find a zombie trapped in a pile of collapsed debris, only one hand and head were exposed and still struggling, when he found me, he was even more crazy to drill out, but unfortunately there were too many things so that he couldn't do it no matter how hard he tried. I breathed a sigh of relief and crouched down to take a closer look at the old kind. Looking at the clothes on the body, it should be a supermarket staff, and the age is in their twenties, what a pity! How many years younger than me? Suddenly I found that since I solved the female zombie, I seem to have an immunity to these things.,No longer full of inexplicable fear like before.,But a different mood.,How to say? It seems that when you get used to such things, you no longer feel mysterious, and you are no longer scary.

After observing for a while, he didn't think it was interesting, so he stepped forward and raised his spear and stabbed the zombie's head hard, and a little blood seeped out and flowed a small pool. Cleaned up the debris piled up on him, put the corpse on a cart, walked to the door, pushed a corpse alone in the dark warehouse, and suddenly a feeling of silence rose in his heart, and he couldn't help humming a familiar love song, and tears flowed down his eyes.

After searching the entire warehouse, I made sure that there was no omission, and it was almost dawn the day after opening, and when I opened a door, where should it be the lounge of the supermarket staff, there were beds and bedding in it, and there was only an anti-theft door and a window nailed to the iron railing, and there was no problem with security. Lying on the bed and taking out the mobile phone, there was no signal, just looking at the photos of his parents and brother inside, and then turned off the phone and went to sleep.

I didn't wake up until the sunset light outside the air window, I didn't wake up, stretched, I felt hungry, I should go to find something to eat, walked to the security door, put my ear on it and listened, there was no movement, and I looked out from the cat's eye for a long time to make sure that there was nothing before opening the door. As soon as the door opened, a half-cut zombie bit me on the leg and threw me to the ground, dragging the rotting entrails along my body, and its sharp teeth were biting down my face. "Ahh He wiped his face with his hands, looked at the sweat on his hands and muttered, "It's good to be alive." ”

Once again, I carefully searched for a long time to make sure that this place was very safe, and then I ate something and drank some water, and then returned to the room and sat silently on the bed thinking about nothing, doing nothing, just sitting quietly in the dark night, listening to the roar outside. I used to want this kind of life of eating and drinking without worrying about doing nothing, but now that I have realized it, I realize that it is so lonely......

People are still suitable for daytime activities, after a night of sleep, I began to try to restore modern life, there is a diesel generator and two large barrels of diesel in the substation room in the northwest corner of the warehouse, as long as the use of caution I believe it can be used for a long time, of course, I will not restore the power supply of the entire supermarket, so the substation box is not the part of the switch turned on and off, very fortunate that the small lounge is actually a separate power supply, so as long as the power of the generator is turned on to the minimum. I also used a wooden board to seal the air window in the lounge to prevent the light from leaking out, and after making preparations, I thought that there was nothing missing, and gently pressed the button to "burst" the generator and rotated briskly. Fortunately, the sound was not loud, and after closing the door of the substation, it was almost impossible to hear the sound inside.

Looking at the fluorescent lamp in the lounge, there was a strange feeling, there was really nothing to do, turned off the light and began to walk around the warehouse, feeling like a miser counting his property over and over again.

It's very boring, that's loneliness.

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I didn't find that I missed a chapter.,I'm really sorry to make it up now.,I hope you'll forgive me.。