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His cold hand was held in Su Ziling's palm. A warm stream of heat transmitted from the palm of the opponent's hand. Under this warm moisture, the pain of the wound in my heart seemed to be less intense. Ah Shi bit his lower lip hard, and after a long time, he finally made up his mind, and said in a low voice: "Sister Su, my eyes are not born to be invisible. When I was a child, it was no different from the eyes of ordinary people. So until now, I still remember. The sky is blue; clouds, which are white; flowers, which are red; The grass is green. But...... I don't remember exactly how old I was that year. Anyway, one day, my eyes hurt so much. Then, you can't see anything. The whole shijie has no color, only darkness, darkness, darkness ......"

Su Ziling sighed faintly, and secretly opened the team communication channel, so that the rest of the team could also hear Ah Shi's voice. He said softly: "It turns out that Ah Shi is not born blind, so it will be much easier." Don't worry, we'll find a way to cure these eyes for you. It won't be long before you can see the blue sky and white clouds, red flowers and green leaves again. ”

It's not just empty words, it's a real promise. In the Infinite God Domain, there are countless medical methods that far surpass reality. Even if all organs in the body are completely necrotic, there is a way to treat it. There is really no way to treat it, and it can be replaced. For example, in "Ghost in the Shell", Shijie, even if there is only one brain left, can make the patient live completely like a normal person by transplanting an electronic prosthesis. Of course, this is the most extreme approach. Judging from the current situation in Ashi, this method is probably not needed.

Shijie, where Aichi lived, was a 16th-century Toei Japan. Not to mention such a high-tech medical method as replacing a full-body prosthesis, even cornea transplantation, which has been commonplace in the 20th century, is a fantasy for blind girls. So although she was grateful for Su Ziling's words, she only regarded it as an ordinary comfort and didn't take it to heart. Shaking her head slightly, the blind girl whispered: "A child who can't see with his eyes, even if he stays at home, it only increases the burden on his parents. So, they sent me to the Blind Lady Yashiki and asked the grandmother there to adopt me. In this way, I also became a blind woman. ”

Blind women are blind female artists who wander all over the world and make a living by playing and singing shamisen and playing the piano and performing arts, which has existed in China since ancient times. In Japan, blind women belong to the "dangdaoza". From the Muromachi period to the Meiji period, this business lasted for hundreds of years. However, the Chinese blind girl is the same as the courtesan, and in addition to her art, she also sells her body at the same time. And the Japanese blind girl declared that she would dedicate her life to the Buddha. Therefore, if you find that you have fornicated with outsiders, you will be expelled from the door and become a lonely wandering "divorced woman".

Ah Shi is a typical divorced girl. But...... Will she have an affair with a man? Who is it for? Could it be Yumejuro? And if so? So she weishenme hated Yumejuro so much that she didn't hesitate to even bury her own in order to kill him? Obviously, there's a story here. Su Ziling sighed again, and didn't urge Ah Shi, but just clenched Ah Shi's soft water with both hands and listened quietly.

"Yumejuro...... I met him in my second year at Lady Yashiki. Ah Shi's tone was indifferent, as if he was talking about something that happened to others and had nothing to do with him. She said slowly: "At that time, he was a very haode person. Twice a month, he would come to the Maiden House. What exactly...... I do not know. It's just that every time he comes, the other blind female seniors in Yashiki will always be very happy, and they will always circle around him.

At first, I was a little scared. However, he spoke to me very kindly, hugged me and played with me, taught me how to play the shamisen, and brought me delicious food. So gradually, I don't remember my biological father's appearance, only his voice, his smell, and the feeling of his calloused hand on my face.

In this year when there are wars everywhere, women are weak. A blind woman is even more of the weakest of the weak. Anyone can bully us, anyone can insult us. I remember it very well. On that occasion, it was the Echizen Asakura family who fought against the Ichijo clan of Ichijomune. One beat lost. The scattered soldiers wandered everywhere, running like locusts in droves to villages and towns, burning and looting. The blind girl Yashiki was not spared, and they broke in. The soldiers, frantically, rushed over and tried to insult us. But that day's blind girl Yashiki, there was Yumejuro.

All the soldiers died, and they were easily killed by Yumejuro. I can't see it, but I can hear it and I can touch it. Yumejuro, maybe it's a messenger sent by the gods and Buddhas, right? At that moment, I worshipped Yumejuro like a god and Buddha, and even after many days of that incident, my heart couldn't help but flutter at the slightest thought of it. So one night, I sneaked to a place where no one was around, and began to imitate Yumejuro's appearance and began to practice swordsmanship.

No, it can't be said to be a practice of swordsmanship, at most it's just a random wielding of branches. I know this very well. So, when Yumejuro's voice suddenly rang out next to me and asked me what I was doing, I almost wanted to dig a hole in the ground and get into it forever. Unexpectedly, instead of laughing at me, Yumejuro began to point out to me. Taught me how to practice true swordsmanship.

It was a really happy time. But...... I really didn't expect that the happy days would end so quickly. I didn't expect that the person who ended all this with his own hands would be Yumejuro. ”

I already have a hunch. But Su Ziling still couldn't help but get nervous. She held her breath and asked in a trembling voice, "He...... What was done? ”

Ah Shi said indifferently: "He forcibly turned me into a woman. It was six years ago, when I was just 12 years old. ”

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Su Ziling was suddenly shocked, and involuntarily gasped, and blurted out: "You were only eleven years old at the time?" But...... weishenme？ ”

Ah Shi shook his head, his voice was like a dream, and he said slowly: "I don't know." Even today, I don't know what weishenme is. Sister Su, can you imagine it? A person who you have always trusted him like a brother, relied on him like a father, and worshiped him like a god and Buddha, suddenly becomes like an evil ghost from hell and pounces on you, tearing at your flesh and blood like madness, and then ......"

"Don't say it, Sister Ashi, don't say it." Su Ziling is also a woman. She could fully imagine how terrible and terrifying that scene was for a woman. Love and pity grew, she sighed faintly, and hugged Ah Shi tightly into her arms.

When the skin touched, Su Ziling immediately noticed it. Ah Shi was chilling all over, and he couldn't help trembling slightly, and every inch of his carcass became extremely stiff because of fear. Obviously, the apparent indifference of the blind girl is nothing more than a disguise for self-preservation. In fact, the terrifying scene many years ago is still firmly rooted in the depths of her soul and has never been entangled.

In Su Ziling's warm embrace, Ah Shi's stiff body gradually softened. The tone of voice, which was originally unchanged, also began to change. She shrunk into Su Ziling's arms and said sadly: "He left after that." I want to stay. Because, I don't know where else I can go. But no. Soon, the seniors in the blind girl yashiki all found out.

According to the rules, people like me can only be driven out and wander alone. It was snowing heavily that day. It's cold, it's cold...... I wanted to go back, but no matter how much I knocked on the door, how much I screamed, how much I cried, it didn't work. They refused to open the door, and when I got to Zuihou, I had to walk alone, alone......

The wind and snow are really big. At first, I felt cold. But after a while, I didn't feel anything. I don't know when the wind and snow will stop, I don't know where I am, and I don't even know if I'm alive or dead. Just keep walking, keep walking. Then one day, another man came up and tried to do those things to me. So I drew my sword and slew him.

That's when I realized that I could kill. So I just kept killing, and then I kept getting stronger. I've traveled most of Japan in order to find Yumejuro again and kill him. Today, I finally found him. But...... But ......"

She didn't say any more. Because all of a sudden, she lost all her strength and completely collapsed. Once the bloody wounds that have been sealed for many years are re-opened, the heart-rending pain will only be stronger and more intense than at the beginning. However, at the same time, there was also a crisp and breaking sound of "click~" in the depths of her heart. There was no resistance like before, Ah Shi lay on Su Ziling's shoulder and sobbed silently. In the gloomy eyes, tears flowed. It was still cold at first, but soon the tears began to take on a warm edge.

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“…… I see. Ashi she ...... I've been there. ”

In another room, Chen Sheng closed the team communication channel and sighed: "Actually, from the beginning, I should have felt that something was wrong. But at that time, I was so attracted to her talent that I completely ignored everything else. I'm embarrassed to say that I want to be someone's master. Teachers, preaching, teaching, and solving doubts. Hey~~ I'm an unqualified master. ”