Chapter 269: Flooded and Difficult to Recover (3)

Xiao Yong was also a little helpless, he thought that Xue Ru could be as calm and steady as she dealt with military issues, but when it came to emotional problems, they all became little women, if they left Alyssa at this time, they couldn't get over their conscience, and Xue Ru could promise to forgive herself? If you don't leave, you think about Xue Ru every day, and Alyssa can feel that Xiao Yong will never be able to integrate into that life circle, so the two often quarrel.

Alyssa is also infatuated, when she was rescued by Xiao Yong, she put Xiao Yong in her heart, and decided that this person was her life's dependence, the boldness, romance and enthusiasm of the French girl were like fire, and soon Xiao Yong surrendered, and in the spirit of Elisa, who struck while the iron was hot, it made sense that her father held a wedding for the two in Hanoi Church. But after returning to France, he originally thought that Xiao Yong, who was far away from the war, would no longer think about resisting Japan and thinking about snow foxes, but he was absent-minded at all and had no interest in anything.

Especially with some friends, the feudal thinking of the Chinese embarrassed Alisa, but she liked him and was willing to change for her, so she tried her best not to participate in drinking parties, dances and parties, but Xiao Yong always took out that red silk scarf to see, sometimes from that thought of the day, this is the most unbearable for Alisa, thinking that he is thinking about Xue Ru. This made Alyssa not only jealous, but also extremely scared, afraid that Xiao Yong would leave her and go to Xue Ru.

Worry, fear, suspicion and jealousy, the conflict between the two escalated, causing Xiao Yong to file for divorce. In desperation, Alyssa told Xiao Yong that she was pregnant with Xiao Yong's child and that she should not abandon their mother and son, and Xiao Yong was gone. He can not want this love, but it is his own flesh and blood, and he can't give it up.

Xue Ru Xuehu also became a piece of his heart, and after coming to Vietnam, he proposed to meet Xue Ru to end this emotion. Cadol also wanted to get in touch with Xue Ru to find out who this woman who was hiding behind the scenes and manipulating everything, and there was today's meeting with Beijiang.

Xue Ru said: "What do I want you to do, you can do it?" ”

Xiao Yong nodded without hesitation: "As long as you can forgive me, let me do anything." ”

Xue Ru said: "Then kill Alisa's mother and son, leave them and return to Snow Fox, you are still the brigade commander of the major general." ”

"Huh?" Xiao Yong was taken aback, looked at Xue Ru with unrecognizable eyes, and shook his head again and again: "No, I can't do that, you are not the Xue Ru I know." ”

Seeing him retreat in some fright, a trace of complicated emotions flashed in Xue Ru's eyes, and he opened his mouth and said, "Aren't you planning to leave their mother and son?" What's the difference between that and killing them? Xiao Yong, you have repeatedly asked me to forgive you, let me forgive you, what do you want? Am I looking for someone to get revenge on you, or am I ruining your life? Or did I interfere with you in Vietnam? ”

Xiao Yong couldn't answer for a while, and it was true that he and Alyssa lived in France, and since this incident, Xue Ru had never sent anyone to find him, and even Qiao Han and them had cut off contact with Xiao Yong. No matter how difficult it was for the snow fox in North Vietnam, Qiao Han and the others had never contacted him, so he came to ask Xue Ru for forgiveness.

Xue Ru turned around and sat down: "Xiao Yong, can I guess why you want me to forgive you?" ”

Xiao Yong was a little strange, he didn't know why, how could Xue Ru guess, and asked in a low voice, "Why do you say?" ”

Xue Ru sneered: "Xiao Yong, it's nothing more than three points, the first is that there is no love between you and Alyssa, and there is also her unilateral love with you, and you don't have anything for her, so when you were excited and empty, you accepted Alyssa, and when life was not going well, you wanted to leave and abandon it." You don't have to deny that, most men do, and you're no exception, more selfish than they appear. ”

Xiao Yong opened his mouth, he couldn't say anything about Xue Ru before, and he couldn't say anything at this time, but his heart was really shaken, if he said so, it was true.

Xue Ru said: "Xiao Yong, if a lover can't be a friend, there is no love and friendship, I am also a soldier, there are thousands of brothers and comrades-in-arms on the battlefield, not all of them are married to him, but I can also die for each other and live for each other, this is a brotherhood and friendship that shares weal and woe." But the reason why I don't want to see you again is because you are too selfish. ”

Xiao Yong was a little confused, he also thought so, he was born and died as a comrade-in-arms and brothers, and he betrayed Xue Ru's feelings, it was just the love of men and women, and it had nothing to do with his defection to the enemy and treason as a traitor. But why does Snow Fox hate himself so much? Qiao Han wanted to kill himself, which was why he didn't dare to go to Heyang. I had to invite Xue Ru to come to Hanoi and meet in Bac Giang Town. He was a little unconvinced and said, "I'm selfish, how can I be selfish?" At the beginning, I was also trying to open up the situation in northern Vietnam, and now I am trying my best to help the snow fox, and I have not betrayed anyone, as long as the snow fox needs me to rush to the front line, at the expense of sacrifice, I just didn't marry you, why treat me like a traitor. ”

Seeing Xiao Yong's excited look, Xue Ru was still very calm: "Xiao Yong, your mistake is here, you want to open up the situation in northern Vietnam to fight for Snow Fox, but you are using Alyssa's emotions to deceive her." Can you abandon her if you achieve your goal? At the same time, you are in love with me, and you sell your feelings in order to achieve your goal, where do you put me? I, Xue Ru, can do whatever it takes to resist Japan, but I won't touch the bottom line of some people's lives. But you know you're still touching him, what about the facts? You're stuck in it, and you're not getting there. Cadol didn't loosen the blockade of Snow Fox because of you, and the reason why he let go of allowing autonomy was Snow Fox's military power, not something he could win. I don't deny that you bought time for the initial construction of Snow Fox, so I don't blame you for anything, and I plan not to contact it again in the future. You are your aunt in the governor's mansion, the French son-in-law, I will lead the snow fox to fight the devil, and let him go in the past. ”

When he said these words, Xue Ru's expression fell, and he could see that he was very sad. Xiao Yong didn't know what Xue Ru thought, it turned out that Xue Ru had such a big belly, and he didn't hate himself too much, he just didn't want to see himself, he opened his mouth and said: "I ......" Xue Ru raised his hand and said: "The following is the third article, which is precisely where you are selfish, French life is not harmonious and you think of me again, I don't blame you for marrying Alyssa, men and women can't be forced to love feelings, but when you don't go well, you want to abandon and run away, are you a man?" Is it responsible? Don't say that, if this hadn't happened, I know you're such a person, and I wouldn't like you. ”

These words were so loud that Xue Ru gasped for a while, and there were too many things in her heart. When I heard the first report, my heart was torn apart, and I didn't want to have anything to do with this life, after all, I was not the thought of this era. But Xiao Yong's single-mindedness and perseverance still moved Xue Ru and made her open her heart to accept this love. But before half a year had passed, it took Xue Ru a long time to calm down and heal her wounds. Today it turned out to be Xiao Yong's idea to meet with Cadol.

Xue Ru knew too much about Xiao Yong's careful thoughts, and said sarcastically: "You are very calculating, riding a donkey to find a horse, what do you think of me Xue Ru?" When a spare tire? People like you are unforgivable. If I have the intention of forgiving you, I will abandon Alyssa and come back, if I don't forgive, I will go back to be Young Master Kuo, why didn't I find out that you were such a selfish person before? ”

Xiao Yong stood there a little dumbfounded, these thoughts were the subconscious meaning in his heart, and they were not clear, so he didn't know what to say to Xue Ru, and being directly said by Xue Ru shocked his heart, he really thought so, it turned out that he was such a person. Needless to say, after losing Xue Ru completely, he didn't have to think about returning to Snow Fox anymore, he suddenly squatted on the ground with his head in his hands and couldn't extricate himself.

The anger in his heart went out, and Xue Ru was a little unbearable to see Xiao Yong's appearance, Xiao Yong didn't pretend a lot, he rarely thought about the future when he did things, he just looked at the present, and often regretted it afterwards. But this is an emotion, a major event in life, and there is no chance of turning back if you are wrong. His heart softened and said: "You don't have to be like this, I have two suggestions to look at it yourself, right?" ”

Xiao Yong saw that Xue Ru's attitude slowed down, and he had a little more energy, and opened his mouth to ask, "What suggestions?" ”

Xue Ru sighed: "Xiao Yong, Alyssa loves you deeply, and she did not hesitate to ask her father to come forward to invite me, it can be seen that Cadoll also attaches great importance to this daughter, it is your happiness that you can marry such a wife, don't impulsively want to return to Snow Fox, even if you come back, will it be the same as before?" No way. You are no longer you, I am no longer me, and the snow fox is not the original snow fox after several adaptations and rectifications, so my first suggestion is to see what I have in front of me and treat Alyssa and her to live well. We are not comrades-in-arms, we are not lovers, but I hope we are still friends, I don't want you to become ruthless and unrighteous people, and in the end we can't even be friends. Among my Xue Ru's friends, there will be no people who abandon their wives and children, and I will not associate with such people. ”

Xiao Yong also calmed down, he was completely hot-headed, he thought that he could get close to Cardol by taking Elisa, so he did that, and when he proposed marriage, he didn't know how to excuse himself, so he got married, and when life was not going well, he thought of divorce as soon as his mind was hot, and returned to Snow Fox.

Didn't even think that he would be able to come back if he wanted to? Will Xue Ru still accept him? Can Snow Fox's people forgive him? After listening to Xue Ru's words, he calmed down and said ashamedly: "I don't blame anyone, I blame myself for coming to this point." ”

Xue Ru smiled bitterly: "Think about it more, Alyssa should be a good wife, but I'm not, I'm here to resist Japan, and it's my responsibility to kill devils." ”

"Anti-Japanese coming?" Xiao Yong said strangely: "There are no devils in Vietnam, do you want to go back to China?" ”

Xue Ru was stunned for a moment, her words referred to her crossing over, since she got herself to the anti-Japanese battlefield, it was God who arranged for herself to resist Japan, and it was Xue Ru's duty to kill devils. did not explain much to Xiao Yong, but said: "The second suggestion is how you become Alyssa's husband, but you still have an identity, Chinese, as long as you are Chinese, you have the responsibility to contribute to the war of resistance, so you are also casual, do not do it or not, but what you do is also what a Chinese should do." ”

Xiao Yong is not stupid, and immediately understands that Xue Ru has something to do for herself, but she is proud that she doesn't want to say it clearly, so she said: "Xiao Yong will never forget that he is a Chinese, nor will he forget that he was once a member of the snow fox, as long as the snow fox needs Xiao Yong to die." ”

If Xiao Yong's words were in the past, they would have caused two people to laugh, but this time no one laughed, Xue Ru said: "You are in France, what Snow Fox lacks now is the navy and air force, but this requires a lot of money to solve, so I need someone from France to act as an agent for some business, Sun Zheng on the American side, Taylor John on the British side, how about you be in charge of France?" ”

"Okay, okay, I'm responsible, as long as you trust, I will do it." Xiao Yong now wishes that Xue Ru would give him something to do, which proves that he is still the one who is still a snow fox. Of course, Xiao Yong, who was in it, knew what Kadoll looked at him, and it wasn't because he was a snow fox person, if he left this identity, Kadoll wouldn't give himself a good face.

Today's clash between Xue Ru and Cadol, Xiao Yong completely saw it, it was Xue Ru's victory. If he becomes a Snow Fox again, Cadol will have to pay attention to himself. Seeing the joy flashing in Xiao Yong's eyes, Xue Ru felt disappointed in his heart. After this contact, it was not Xiao Yong who really let go, it was Xue Ru, she was glad that she didn't marry such a person.

People are really complicated, Xiao Yong has a lot of advantages, but it is difficult to hide his essential selfishness, now in retrospect, Xue Ru can only shake his head and sigh, he should have found out from the beginning, when he fell, his comrades on the battlefield, no matter what unpleasantness there was, should help him, but Xiao Yong laughed and chased after the devil, which exposed his self-centered thinking, but no one thought much about it at the time, even Xue Ru forgot about it.

Xue Ru and Xiao Yong didn't talk about anything anymore and left Beijiang Town together. Only Moltke, the Inspector, couldn't figure out what the Governor was doing here? Is it just to see the female general? Who the female general is, no one answers for Moltke. Beijiang Town has returned to calm, and every day it is still busy transporting materials to Heyang, and Heyang is transporting to Longzhou, everything is in an orderly manner as if nothing has happened.

Xue Ru, who returned to Ha Duong, ordered Zhang Dong Lin that the local administrative forces infiltrate Lai Chau, Son Mong and An Bai, take over the local officials and police stations of the county government, and the French army was in charge of the North Vietnam Army.

Xue Ru started to act this way because she wanted to use the railway connecting Hanoi to Kunming through Lao Cai, which was much faster than a car and carriage. If you want to control the railway, you have to occupy the area east of Lao Cai, and the cities of Yen Bai and Son Mon are the key.

There are no big cities in the north of Vietnam, and the county seats are only larger than the towns, and the big cities like Son Mong and An Bai are just about the same as the county towns in China. There is still a problem in front of Xue Ru, population. There is no one in Zhang Donglin, and there is no one to work everywhere. If you have land, you can't grow it, and where will the food come from, and you can't do it with a large population in such a short time.

If you want to restore the railway, if you want to build a factory, if you want to develop the economy, you need people, but where can you get them? Xue Ru was also at a loss.