Chapter 114 Sinners
Changting Lingyun was furious, and then angry, he had never seen the terrible and distorted look on his face, as the leader of the Changting royal family, as the emperor of the Shiyan Dynasty, he was always moody and unfazed in the main hall, and for the first time he showed the color of anger to the extreme.
"Jun Ying, are you provoking me? What are you talking about, ah? Returning to the mountains and forests? How many years did it take me to expect you to be such a unique handsome man, who will be able to meet the talents of each other. Don't you know how much I expect from you! Now you're telling me you're leaving, bullshit!"
Changting Lingyun's chest rose and fell violently, slapped the dragon chair wildly, and finally stood up, angry and angry, jumping like thunder, and even swearing in the market.
"I can not pursue this matter, and Concubine Sun and Moon can not be the crown princess, but only the matter of resignation, I will never agree to you, you are the pillar of the dynasty, I am not afraid to tell you, I and Yu Qianpan have decided to let you inherit the position of the next marshal, with your strength that can go further than the realm of heaven and man in the future, and the invincible reputation, I Shiyan will be prosperous for two hundred years." ”
Listening to these Changting Lingyun's plans for my future, and the extremely high hopes for me in his words, I felt a little apologetic in my heart, but the words in my mouth were extremely firm: "The minister's will has been decided, and I ask the emperor for permission." ”
Changting Lingyun walked around in front of the throne in a rage, and then swept all the things in front of the dragon case to the ground, and in the hall where the sound of jade breaking and the cracking of paper was intertwined, Long Yan was furious, and a heavy atmosphere was suddenly enveloped in the Jinluan hall.
didn't dodge the ink inkstone that smashed over, and scattered the spiritual power protection on my body all the time, the thing that came from Changting Lingyun angrily smashed on my forehead, easily smashing a bloody mouth, and the blood was left along my face, and my face twitched slightly in pain, but I still knelt firmly, still without saying a word.
Changting Lingyun looked at me for a long time, and sat back on the dragon chair a little decadently, the beautiful future that had been built with great difficulty in his mind fell apart like floating clouds, and he asked himself if he had the mentality of letting go easily.
"Order, immediately call Yu Qianpan to Jinluan Hall to see me!"
The personal eunuch beside him replied in a low voice, and immediately gave the order layer by layer at the fastest speed, and in less than a quarter of an hour, Yu Qianpan, the marshal of the Shiyan Dynasty, appeared in this splendid Jinluan Palace.
"Weichen came in response to the order, I don't know what the emperor ordered?"
"Yu Qianpan! Look at the good son you taught! You have failed my ardent expectations in vain, you have really disappointed me, I will give you some time, let Jun Ying change his mind, otherwise you will be punished heavily!"
Changting Lingyun was so angry that he brushed his sleeves away, and before leaving, he put down heavy words, and completely pinned his last hope on Yu Qianpan, if he could think of someone who might leave me in the end, it was only Yu Qianpan who watched me grow up since childhood.
The majestic eyes of the dragon hovering in circles on the pillars were watching us closely, the red cloth was trampled underfoot, the throne was full of messes, and the ink and broken jade were scattered haphazardly on the ground, showing what kind of fury had happened to the emperor here just now.
After Changting Lingyun left, since the king was no longer there, the ministers did not have to salute. Yu Qianpan stood up, looked at me and sighed, and asked helplessly, "So, what did you say to make this emperor so angry." ”
"I said I was going to resign. ”
"You ......" Yu Qianpan's eyes widened, and then he returned to his original state, looking at me silently.
I laughed at myself, and said unnaturally, "If you want to scold, scold." ”
After many years of fighting, it was hard to get such a life, but it was easy to give up, in his opinion, it must be a child's nature, and he wanted to scold it.
"Where do you want to go after you resign?"
"Go to Yaoshan, build a grass house, and take care of each other with the feathered foxes. ”
"Hasn't it been destroyed by a fire in the Blood Moon Mansion?"
"So we're going to rebuild. ”
“...... Then, take care, you have to go to Lu Ji to say hello before leaving, she must be the most relieved in this world not to be a concubine. ”
"You ......" I asked in a moment's choked and some surprise, "you won't stop me?"
"Junying, when I first saw you, I knew that you were very talented, and there were many others who were not talented, so I chose you and wanted you to be my successor, but ...... This shouldn't be a bondage, it's just a choice I've given you. ”
Changting Lingyun looked at me, his eyes were not the anger I imagined, it was a smile, and that smile suddenly warmed my heart, and the unexpected support made me bite my lower lip nervously, and my heart rippled.
"When you grow up, you will naturally have your own thoughts, don't live in the expectations of others, then you will live like other people, life is short, why make yourself so tired, if there is any unfulfilled wish, do your best to achieve it, I as a ...... Your marshal, naturally, will support you. ”
"You children haven't grown up yet, and I'm not old, this dynasty is very lucky, I still have the strength to protect the prosperity of Shiyan, leave with confidence, go and live the life you imagined, I am the marshal, and you, just my general, the marshal protects the general, isn't it normal?"
"If you regret it later, come back, you are always welcome here. ”
I fell to my knees and slammed my head on the hard and cold ground, and the warm words were like a spring breeze in March, blowing away the gloom in my heart, and the anxiety of going to travel and parting dissipated a lot.
I am a general, and after taking off my armor, I am also a person, and I will ...... I'm scared.
Seeing that I couldn't kneel for a long time, my head was lying on the ground as if I was ashamed and refused to lift it, and the sound of tears dripping down slightly came into his ears, Yu Qianpan sighed lightly, squatted down and touched my head, and after feeling the familiar touch of docile long hair, he stood up and went straight to the outside of the hall, ready to leave here.
Touch my head one more time, perhaps...... This is the last time.
"Your Majesty...... What are you going to say about the emperor's side? Didn't he tell you to keep me?"
"You don't have to worry about this, I'm already an old friend with him, even if he is heavily fined, he can't go anywhere, and he is still counting on me to guard the territory for him, you can go, everything here is with me." ”
Yu Qianpan waved his hand back, still looking big and chic.
"Thank you......"
"Father's ......"
Those two murmurs were so slight that they were even more subtle than the dew, but I don't know why Yu Qianpan just heard them. He paused in his steps, and then walked as before, but the smile on his face spread like ripples, and the corners of his mouth showed a large arc, and he wanted to look up to the sky and laugh.
He had been waiting for this sentence for too long, enjoying it, but he was also at ease.
Listening to the footsteps that were fading away, until they were gone, I raised my head, wiped a handful of blood and water from my face, stood up and patted my knees, and wiped away all my weakness, and my eyes became firm and calm again.
I left the Golden Luang Hall and walked alone in this lonely night.
The palace is the most prosperous place of a dynasty, precipitating the traces of history, looking at those corridors and waists, and the eaves and teeth are pecked, my heart is like iron, as if I want to leave all the wealth behind. After walking across the Bailan Bridge, stepping over the blue bricks and red tiles, and crossing the Quanxi Hill, I walked to the end of the road.
And there, there was a woman dressed in red who was waiting for me quietly, looking at me with a sadness as thick as water in her eyes.
"Walking out of the gate of this palace, from now on, everything here will have nothing to do with you, this step, abandoning the splendid future, abandoning the people who love you, for what?"
Standing at the door of the palace, the court slowly questioned me in the dark night with the flickering light of the torches.
I was silent for a long time, and then replied, "For the sake of the freedom of our brother and sister. ”
"The dynasty has imprisoned your freedom?"
"Not only did it not, but the dynasty also gave us the best life, abundant food and clothing, and a full house of gold and jade. ”
"Then why betray the dynasty and abandon us?"
"Because our brothers and sisters have a bad nature, everything in this world is clearly at our fingertips, but we only yearn for the cold life in the mountains and old forests, don't want a lot of money, don't want fresh clothes and angry horses, just want a dull life. ”
I smiled at her and talked about my ideals.
It's a pity that she has been used to living a luxurious and luxurious life since she was a child, and she can't understand my so-called "ideals", so she lost her temper and pointed at me and scolded, and the ugly words came out of her mouth.
"You are the general of the Shiyan Dynasty, the person who ended the 20-year war, but resigned and retired for no reason, what do the people of the world think? They will think that the royal family of Shiyan has done something to make you leave with a cold heart, and you will return to the mountains and forests at the age of 20 years old, who believes it? The people don't believe it, the soldiers don't believe it, you go, the world will be dissatisfied with the dynasty, do you understand?"
"Just established the crown prince, before the wedding day is over, the crown princess is about to withdraw from the marriage, losing the face of the surname Changting, the royal family has no prestige, how to serve the public? Since you want to leave in the end, why do you want to stay in the first place!"
"It took Shiyan 20 years to determine you as the next marshal, because your loyalty and ability are incomparable, do you think Yu Qianpan can have 20 years to find the next person who is better than you? The dynasty will be chaotic, the people will be chaotic, just because of your selfish ......"
"Shadow, do you want to be a sinner of the Shiyan Dynasty!"
She doesn't understand, she doesn't want to understand, she just wants to leave me behind, no matter what the price is, but she doesn't want me to pay any price, at this moment, helplessness and panic are full of her heart.
"Are you a sinner of the dynasty...... I recited it silently, and then sighed: "This crime is accepted by Jun Ying, but no matter how much I am dissatisfied, I can only go on, sorry to let down your expectations." ”
"You ......"
Chang Ting wanted to say something more, but I stretched out my hand and held her in my arms, and all the words in her mouth were immediately choked by this hug, and her body was extremely stiff, and then silently reached out and hugged me.
Looking at the smoke and rain from afar, like a dream, the lonely lamp swayed beside him, a young man dressed in white, tightly hugged the girl in red, and the girl had tears in her eyes, and when she was sad, she flowed down her white cheeks, flowed through her lips, and took away a little rouge and vermilion.