Love? How can you not love.

Hate? How can you not hate.

He hated her for being untouched when he was alone, and his past hate her haunted him like a nightmare.

Dong Yicun's existence has become an insurmountable gap between them.

"An Haotian, I said I wouldn't let go again, I'm sorry I lost my temper just now..."She ignored his feelings, now thinking about what she did just now, she must have hurt him again, and now their relationship has finally improved a little, and she has been ruined again, she is really unforgivable!

An Haotian wanted to break her hand, but he didn't know why this woman was very stubborn now, why didn't he find out before.

"An Haotian, really... Shall we start over? It's really uncomfortable here," Gu Yan put his hand on his heart, feeling his heartbeat that had changed in frequency.

"You know what? I've been on all kinds of adventures since I was fifteen, I've been to the desert, I've been to primeval forests, I've been to tropical rainforests, and you once accidentally broke into a cannibal tribe and were almost eaten, I participated in all kinds of racing at the age of eighteen and entered the underworld racing training base for training, and I almost crashed my car many times, but what? I just like the thrill of fighting death, I was the first female driver to participate in the wild race, and then I went to school," Gu Yan paused, looked at his face and continued.

"The man just now was my first love, we met on an adventure, and he ..... when my life was at a low point"

"That's enough..."An Haotian interrupted her, none of this was what he wanted to know.

No matter when she had never seen him like this, his forehead was bruised, and his eyes were slightly scarlet, as if he was a beast that would explode at any time, and he really made her feel fear.

"Gu Yan, if you regret it, it's too late" so as not to fall even worse at that time.

"An Haotian, do you dare to say that this is what you are talking about? You touch yourself, do you dare to say that you think so? Gu Yan took his hand and put it on his heart, pressing step by step.

"You've always been so selfish, five years ago hiding my illness almost caused an irretrievable past: now it's because of these legs, because of your man's damn self-esteem, you're.... An Haotian, you look at me, you dare to say that you have never loved me" is her name in her dreams at night, and who is holding her at night with a satisfied smile.

"You'll understand" It's not that he didn't give her a chance, it's just that she didn't take advantage of it herself.

"I've never pitied you, it really hurts here" Gu Yan's eyes were a little hazy.

An Haotian couldn't help but wipe the tears from her eyes with her index finger, she rarely shed tears.

Maybe it's rare for him to get it, and the more tears he wipes.

"An Haotian, you are really ruthless..."Gu Yan lay on his lap and let him hold himself.

"Yan'er..." he didn't know how much emotion he had exhausted with this voice, and his heart trembled when he screamed from Yan'er.

"An Haotian, I'm sorry I shouldn't have left in the first place, I shouldn't have come back for so many years, why am I so stupid? How can you believe that is what you say? "The pear blossom's rainy face makes people want to take good care of it.

"Will you still go?" An Haotian asked, holding her face.

"No, don't go, never go" Gu Yan shook her head busily, no matter what happened, she always stuck to where she would leave.

"Won't leave no matter what happens?"

"Yes, I won't leave no matter what" The determined look in his eyes made it impossible to doubt it at all.

"An Haotian, don't want to get rid of me in your life," Gu Yan's slender hand covered his hand, and the persistence in his eyes was very obvious.

Slightly forcefully dragged the person squatting in front of him up, Gu Yan knew what he meant and refused slightly, she didn't want to add or decrease the burden on his legs.

How could he not understand her thoughts, and forcibly pressed her on his lap, "Yan'er... Do you know what you mean by doing this? ”

An Haotian clearly understood that he couldn't give her anything.

"An Haotian, I don't care... I don't care what the outside world thinks of me, I just know that I'm really bad without you," Gu Yan put his arms around his neck and tried to keep his center off his legs.

"I can't give you anything, including the power of a mother," his heart still twitched when he thought of the two lost children.

"We have children! And if you refine it, we can have another IVF," Gu Yan still had tears in his eyes, but there was a happy smile on the corner of his mouth.

And An Haotian misunderstood her words, and it was enough to know her that she was having Anchen.

But only he understands that those two children are an indelible pain for him, and he thought he could give her another child, but an oversight of his five years ago made them miss the child again.

Now, even if he wants to have a child with her, he doesn't have that ability anymore.

And IVF, how could he bear to watch her have any accidents?

"An Haotian, we will be happy, we will definitely be" Gu Yan said with certainty, if the time is ripe, she will bring Ruojia over and let him see their children, him and her children.

"Alright, let's go home! I can't work when you're here," as long as she's around him, he can't always work with peace of mind.

"Okay, I'll go home and wait for you." Gu Yan was very well-behaved and obedient this time.

And after she left, An Haotian put his hands on his lap, and always felt that there seemed to be a trace of residual warmth on it, but he understood that it was just an illusion.

Opened the drawer and looked at the porcelain bottle inside, which was prepared for him by his friend Dong Yantao, but what is the use of taking it for so many years? His leg was still slowly shrinking, still not feeling anything, and then he threw it into the trash can not far away, aiming it accurately.

As soon as Gu Yan walked out of the building, he saw the people who were still in place.

"Yan..."

"Also... How have you been doing all these years? "The two men faced each other in the café, and time had left a mark on the faces of the two people.

He became mature and steady, and she became charming and charming.

"It's not good, it's not good" How can he live well without her?

His bad sentence made her not know how to take the following words.

"Yan... Sorry for keeping you waiting so long.

"Also... I don't blame you, and I'm doing well" Gu Yan pulled out the hand he was holding.

The empty palm of his hand is the same as his empty heart at this time.

"Is it because of him? Because An Haotian "remembered that she followed him in a panic today, his heart was unbearable, when did his girl become so flustered!"

His girl has always been so strong, and she never has such a flustered look.

"We still have a chance, don't we?" Dong Yicun held her hand tightly, his eyes full of anticipation and uneasiness.

"Yicun, we have passed, I love him..."I wanted to pull out my hand, but the person opposite didn't give me a chance.

"Yan... What about me? What do you want me to do? Without his guidance, his girl was lost, and she couldn't find her way home.

"Yicun, I've been waiting for you for so long, you let go first" Although I didn't want to talk to him like this, but the truth is that he let go first, and he left first without any news.

"Yan... I'm sorry, really...."His helplessness and his confusion made her feel uneasy.

The hand patted him, "Yicun, we are still family!" ”

is a family, for her, Dong Yicun is like a family member now, an indispensable existence.

"Yan..."

He doesn't want a family, he wants to grow old with her, not a family member.

"Also exists. . . You have a more suitable for you" Now he looks so good, there will be no shortage of chasers around him, he has a more suitable one.

"Does it have to be like this?" Although he had already guessed it, his heart still hurt so much when he really had to face each other.

That's what he loves! How many midnights have I woken up shouting her name, and how many times have I escaped death because of her support.

She had said that he was her sunshine, and she didn't know how she didn't give him warmth like sunshine.

The reason why he made himself strong was to see her earlier, to find her early, and now he stands on a high place and gets everything, wealth, power, and status, but only loses her.

"Yicun, we will always be family" Gu Yan slapped his palm, after so many years, they are no longer the ignorant teenagers they were at the beginning, and she knows some things clearly.

"But he can't give you anything now" Dong Yicun said unwillingly, how can he be willing, in order to defeat An Haotian, he left his girl, and now he has the ability to compete with him, but the person he wants to protect has entered the arms of that person, how can he be willing.

"I don't care, all I want is him."

One sentence doesn't care, only he makes him jealous and wants to go crazy, as if he wants to kill him now.

"Okay, let's not talk about this, when did you come to City A?" Gu Yan opened the topic and didn't want to delve into that issue with him.

"Five years ago..."He wondered if he could have been one step faster five years ago, if this was not the case now, would she still be his girl or his sunshine.

"Oh, that's it" Five years ago was really a turning point, at that time she left City A and An Haotian, but at the same time, she and Dong Yicun lost a chance to meet.

"Where do you work?" Stirring the coffee in front of him, he still has different feelings for him, so he is still a little curious about his current life.

"A good company" He hasn't figured out how to explain his relationship with An Haotian, he is a half-brother and an enemy with a deep hatred.

"Yan... I'll send you back! Dong Yicun's eyes looked at the people not far away, and his mood sank slightly.

"No need, you have something to do! I won't leave City A" I could see that there was a hint of urgency in his eyes just now, I am afraid that there is something important.

"This is my phone," Dong Yicun wrote down his mobile phone number on a piece of paper and gave it to Gu Yan.

"Okay, I'll go first."

"Be careful on the road...", he knew she had great racing skills, but he was always worried about her.

It wasn't until Gu Yan disappeared that the people who were watching from afar walked in.