Chapter 845: A belated memorial
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Feng Xiaotian gasped: "Actually, I'm already very happy...... Really happy...... There are you confidants...... There is the wealth of a country that rivals the rich...... There is power beyond the law...... My life is enough......"
Feng Xiaotian said this and struggled to raise his arm to help Anna wipe away her tears, Anna clenched his somewhat cold palm and said, "I know...... I know...... There is no one in this world who can ...... like you."
Feng Xiaotian smiled and said, "Yes...... I'm the number one ...... in the world Hehe...... Ahem...... Life is short, but it's a lot of generosity for me...... I've done things that no one else can't...... Possessed a qiē that no one else could have...... Oh, my God...... Really fair......"
Feng Xiaotian said that he took a break here, and took a few breaths before he continued: "After arriving in Sanjiang, don't alarm anyone, find a place where no one is there and put me down, I want to do something that I have been ignoring......"
Anna nodded again and again: "Don't worry, I will do it." ”
Due to the concern about Feng Xiaotian's physical condition, the flight speed of the Thunder fighter was not fast, and it was not until half past seven o'clock in the evening of Huaguo time that the Thunder fighter finally flew to Sanjiang.
Anna found a hidden place to land, and then rushed to Sanjiang Cemetery with Feng Xiaotian.
Feng Xiaotian has only been to this place three times, and the first time he came here, his parents were buried here; The second time he came here, his grandmother was buried here, and the third time he came here, Lao Li, who bequeathed all his possessions to him, was buried here.
Tonight is the fourth time Feng Xiaotian has come to this place, and this is a forgotten place for Feng Xiaotian. In the years when he lived by picking up scraps, he struggled every day for three meals a day, to survive, and he had no idea of coming to this place at all.
Because you need to take a bus to get here from his home. Then he had to transfer to the bus, which cost a total of two yuan and five cents, which was a huge expense for Feng Xiaotian, and in order to survive, he could only forget his relatives lying in the cemetery.
Later, Feng Xiaotian's life had a different trajectory, and money was no longer a problem for him, but he had more important things to do.
His relatives are no longer alive, and he still has to fight for his own happiness, so he selectively forgets this place.
Now, Feng Xiaotian is terminally ill. This place that he had selectively forgotten resurfaced in his mind, and he realized that he had changed a lot, and he could be said to be a little indifferent to family affection.
After all these years, he is no longer the same person he used to be—no longer the little Hanako who carries a snakeskin bag and black gloves and begs for a living in the garbage heap.
But after so many years, what has not changed is the relatives lying here, they are Feng Xiaotian's parents and grandmother, they have been lying in this place for more than ten years, and the only living son and grandson in the family have not come to see them.
At night, the cemetery is quiet, and only sporadic lights can be seen in the distance. Anna drove down the dark road in a car that she had just bought and had not yet had time to get a license plate.
When the car stopped at the gate of the cemetery, the old man guarding the door opened the window curiously and asked, "Who?" Why are you here so late? ”
Anna opened the car door, helped the wind to laugh and got out of the car, and heard the doorman's question. Anna showed a smile and said, "Uncle, we are here to sweep the tomb, I'm really sorry to disturb you, can you open the door?" ”
The old man saw Anna's beautiful face through the light. He was stunned for a moment before subconsciously nodding and saying, "Oh...... No problem...... I'll open the door......"
When Anna helped Feng Xiaotian into the cemetery, the old man came back to his senses, and he couldn't help whispering to himself: "This foreign girl is really handsome...... Come and sweep the grave at night. I'm afraid only foreigners can do it, right? ”
The early summer night was very crisp, and the breeze blew the pines and cypresses in the cemetery, and in the swaying of the pines and cypresses, Anna helped him to a tombstone overgrown with weeds according to the instructions of Feng Xiaotian.
Feng Xiaotian whispered very weakly, "Anna, can you let me stay alone for a while?" ”
Anna nodded, walked more than twenty meters away and stood still.
Feng Xiaotian took out paper money from the plastic bag and lit it, and whispered in the firelight: "Dad, Mom, Grandma, Xiaotian has come to see you, although it is late, but I still came after all, I hope you don't blame me for being unfilial......"
Feng Xiaotian burst into tears when he said this, he leaned on the tombstone with a very weak body, and he threw the paper money into the fire, and continued: "It won't be long before I will accompany you...... In the past, our family was very poor and couldn't afford a cemetery, so we had to let the three of you huddle together, and I felt very sorry for you at that time...... But now, I think it's actually good, and when I'm dead, I'm going to be with you too, so that we can be together forever as a family...... Woohoo......"
Feng Xiaotian suddenly hugged his head and cried, he felt that he was an unfilial descendant, when he was a child, because of the difficulties in life, he did not come to worship his relatives, and later although he had money, but because he was busy building his own career, he did not come to sweep the tomb, and now, he finally came, and he will lie here soon after, life is like this, how can it be embarrassing?
Feng Xiaotian wiped his tears and whispered: "Xiaotian is a good boy, I didn't disappoint you, in the years when you left me, I survived strongly, and I have reached the pinnacle that a person can achieve...... But Xiaotian is also a bad boy, I have done many bad things, and even killed a lot of people...... Mom and Dad...... Grandma, you don't want Xiaotian, do you? In fact, what I did was just to live a better life...... That's all......"
"Life is a vanity fair, for money, power, people can fight to the death, after Xiaotian entered this vanity fair, he also became one of them, and now, I can say that I am the biggest winner among these people, and at the same time the biggest loser......"
"I forgot something I shouldn't have forgotten, and I went further and further in the vanity fair of life, and now, I have won a qiē. but lost the fundamental ......"
Feng Xiaotian leaned against the tombstone and kept talking, his cheeks disappearing in the firelight, it seemed so unreal, the breeze took away his whispers, and melted between heaven and earth......
An hour later, Feng Xiaotian came to Lao Li's tombstone, he lit all the remaining paper money, and then said slowly to the grave: "Uncle Li, Xiaotian has come to see you...... Thank you for taking care of me, and I know that you have deliberately miscalculated the price of rags many times. Give me more money, at that time I thought you really miscalculated, but later I learned that you did it on purpose, since that time you asked me to be your godson, I knew that you did it on purpose. ”
"I know you treat me like your own son, but I didn't agree to your request because I didn't want to disappoint my grandma, I'm really sorry......"
"You gave me all your inheritance before you left. My only wish is that I can come and visit your grave every year...... I'm sorry...... I didn't do that...... But not in the future, because we will be neighbors in the future, and Xiaotian will definitely talk to you every day......"
"I wonder how you're doing over there? If someone is bullying you, you can rest assured. Xiaotian will definitely teach them a lesson, Xiaotian is not the little flower child who is bullied now, Xiaotian has grown up and is a lot stronger. Don't be afraid of the bad guys anymore......"
The more Feng Xiaotian spoke, the quieter his voice became, and from time to time there was a tingling sensation in his head, and he sat on the ground with difficulty. Looking up at the starry sky, his thoughts suddenly became in a trance, and many pictures of the past appeared in his mind.
On the main road in the village, a man in his twenties lifted a little boy high, and the man kissed the little boy's red face, and then said with a smile: "Son, Mom and Dad are going to go away, do you miss Mom and Dad at home?" ”
The little boy pouted dissatisfiedly and said in a milky voice: "Dad's beard is too much, and it hurts Xiaotian's face......"
A woman standing next to the man smiled: "I've been telling you to shave a long time ago, but you're just lazy, and now you're being complained by your son, look at where you put your father's face." ”
The woman took the little boy from the man's hand as she spoke, and then said with a smile: "Xiaotian, do you know that you have to listen to grandma at home?" Mom and Dad will be back in a few days, so don't be naughty. ”
The little boy took a sip on the woman's face, and then nodded: "Mom, don't worry, Xiaotian will be very well-behaved." ”
The woman said happily: "Just be good, mom will bring you something to eat." ”
The grandmother standing on the side showed a loving smile and said, "Go to the station quickly, don't miss the shuttle, the family can rest assured, I will take care of Xiaotian." ”
The husband and wife reluctantly said goodbye to their son, and when they walked around the corner of the road, they turned around and waved to the little boy...... Then, the couple never came back......
In a dilapidated room, an elderly woman with gray hair reclined on her bed, the dim light reflecting the wrinkles on her face and calloused palms.
Looking at the only grandson, the old man's face was full of reluctance and said, "Xiaotian, grandma is no longer good...... I'm going to meet your mom and dad...... You are a descendant of the Feng family, you must live well...... Do you want to leave a post for the Feng family? ”
A thin boy stood in front of the bed with red eyes, his thin little hands tightly grasped his grandmother's equally thin hands, and nodded vigorously: "Grandma don't worry, Xiaotian will definitely live well!" ”
Grandma smiled with relief when she heard this, and said, "That's good...... You will only be able to rely on yourself in the future, remember grandma's words, we must take the right path, we don't want things that are not our own, even if life is difficult, you must straighten your waist and live strongly......"
Grandma's breath was very weak, and her voice became smaller and smaller, and she stopped to take a few breaths when she said this, and then continued: "Although we are poor, we are not short of ambition...... Although picking up rags will be looked down upon, we don't steal or rob, we rely on our own labor in exchange for a living, which is not ashamed...... Xiaotian, grandma is really reluctant to leave you behind......"
The little boy's eyes were full of tears and he said, "Grandma don't worry...... Xiaotian is very strong...... I will definitely be a good person...... I will definitely live well! ”
Grandma laboriously reached out and stroked her grandson's head and said, "You are a good boy, but it's a pity...... Didn't be born into a good family...... Grandma is really worried about you...... You're still so young, how are you going to live......"
The little boy said stubbornly: "Grandma, don't worry about me, Xiaotian is very capable...... Whining...... Xiao Tian is really capable......"
When the little boy said this, tears dripped out of the corners of his eyes in circles, and his grandmother couldn't help but shed tears, and she whispered, "Little God...... Be strong...... Don't shed tears...... Grandma will bless your ......"
The terminally ill grandmother said that her breath was faint, and her hands slipped weakly from the top of the little boy's head, with great reluctance and deep regret, and the grandmother was blind for the last breath.
The little boy suddenly stopped crying, he hugged his grandmother's lifeless body, and muttered to himself, "Xiaotian is very strong...... Xiaotian doesn't cry...... Don't cry ......" (To be continued......)