080. You murder me

It seems that I am not as afraid of the operation as I imagined, after Mu Jing signed his name late, he began to prepare the next day, but Zhou's mother was nervous more than I don't know how many times, and I worshiped the Bodhisattva for a while, and worshiped heaven and earth for a while, and kept walking around the room the day before the operation.

Mu Jingchi has been in the hospital for the past few days, because he is my guardian, so the closer the day gets, the more the doctor looks for him, but except for the first day he came, we said a few words, and after that, the two did not talk again.

Basically, he sat in the ward and talked to others, there were too many things in the Mu family's business, although Mu Jingchi did not come forward, but these things would be conveyed to him by Steward Zhou and Wang Shuyi, and he would make a decision.

This is the pattern of the Mu family for many years, Steward Zhou and Wang Shuyi come to the ward five or six times a day, in addition to Steward Zhou and Wang Shuyi, there are some people who don't know, but they are like managers in Mu's Bank.

I basically didn't listen to what they said, I lay on the bed and fell asleep in a daze, the time was close to three o'clock in the afternoon, when I slept again and woke up, I found that there was another person in the ward, it was Wang Zhizhi, she seemed to have just arrived, brought a lot of fruits, and was asking me about the preparations before the operation, Mu Jing was late to answer or not.

Wang Zhizhi still didn't care, she was still chattering, and when she was talking, she felt my gaze at her, and when she looked back, she saw that I was awake, so she asked with a smile: "Qingye, I stewed bone broth, do you want to taste some." ”

I was not interested in these foods at all now, so I turned my head and turned to the side, without answering her or looking at her, and the smile on Wang Zhizhi's face stiffened slightly.

At this time, Mu Jingchi closed the document in his hand and said to Wang Shuyi: "It's very stinky and temperamental, don't provoke her." ”

Zhou's mother came over with a cup of tea at this time, handed it to Wang Shuyi and said with a smile: "Mr. doesn't answer when he talks to her, you, don't worry about her." ”

Wang Shuyi took it, sat next to Mu Jingchi with a smile and said, "I naturally know, a family, how to account for this." ”

At this time, Wang Shuyi turned her head to look at Mu Jingchi and asked, "Jingchi, are you going home tonight?" ”

Mu Jingchi said lightly: "There is still something to do at the hospital, so I won't go back for the time being." ”

After hearing this, Wang Shuyi nodded, and said, "Do you want to change me to guard?" You've been on guard all night, and I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it. ”

Mu Jingchi casually annoyed the document in his hand and said, "If you can get her, I naturally have no opinion." Zhou's mother listened to it on the side, and hurriedly said: "Oh, madam, you better forget it, you don't know what happened to Miss yesterday, on the hospital bed, rolling and making trouble, and finally Mr. tied her with a rope, and then stopped, if you are here, no one stops her, then this ward will have to turn the sky upside down." ”

Wang Zhizhi heard Zhou's mother say this, but she didn't speak.

Just as a few people were talking, Steward Zhou suddenly walked in from outside the ward, and when he arrived in front of Mu Jingchi, he said, "Sir, my uncle is here." ”

Mu Jingchi's hand on the teacup stopped instantly, and he asked, "Yuan Lin?" ”

Steward Zhou said, "It's Yuan Lin." ”

Mu Jingchi didn't say anything, but Wang Zhizhi on the side asked with a little surprise: "Why is Yuan Lin here?" ”

Steward Zhou glanced at the lying on the bed and said, "I'm about to come to see Miss." ”

After hearing this, Wang Zhizhi nodded and said: "That's right, Qingye is Yuan Lin's wife, how to say, now that the operation is underway, he should also be obliged to come and see." ”

"Go please." Mu Jingchi picked up the teacup and said.

Steward Zhou said, "Yes." He slowly retreated from the room.

It didn't take long for Yuan Lin and Steward Zhou to walk in, his feet were still a little lame, he saw that Mu Jingchi and Wang Shuyi were in my ward, and immediately called: "Auntie, uncle." ”

Mu Jingchi smiled softly and said to Yuan Lin: "I heard that you have been unwell recently, but I bothered you to come over." ”

Yuan Lin also behaved politely and said: "I should have done these things, but I let my uncle and aunt worry about it here." ”

Wang Zhizhi said with a smile: "It's not in the way, it's all a family, Qingye surgery, it was everyone's responsibility, how can we still share each other." ”

Wang Zhizhi saw that Yuan Lin had been standing, so he said to Zhou's mother again: "Zhou's mother, you go and move a chair over." ”

Zhou's mother immediately nodded, went to move a chair over, and put it next to my bed, Yuan Lin said to Mu Jingchi and Wang Zhizhi: "Auntie, uncle, then I'll go see Qingye first." ”

Mu Jingchi turned the teacup in his hand and said with a smile: "You go over, it just so happens that the person is also awake." ”

After Yuan Lin finished speaking, he walked towards me, he sat down on the side of my bed, today Yuan Lin didn't know what was crazy, he actually looked like a husband and wife and said: "I asked the doctor, he said that it is not a major operation, so don't be afraid, after the operation, go home to recuperate for a month, and you can recover." ”

I glanced at him, and I really couldn't match Yuan Lin, who was currently looking like a good husband, with Yuan Lin, who bluntly said that he was still on me for all the torture he suffered not long ago. I don't know what he's doing, but he just sneered and didn't speak, as if he couldn't see my sneer, but said, "What do you want to eat?" When I came here just now, I saw your favorite sugar gourd on the road, do you want to eat some? ”

Then, he literally pulled out a string of sugar gourds from his cuff.

Wang Zhizhi watched from the side, his face was slightly relieved, but Mu Jingchi's expression couldn't see anything.

Yuan Lin saw that I didn't answer, thinking that I couldn't play it manually, he asked me to tear the sugar paper on the sugar gourd, and when he just wanted to hand it to my lips, I waved my hand and hit it hard, and the string of sugar gourds flew out in an instant, no one expected this to happen, including Wang Zhizhi and Mu Jingchi who were sitting there.

After the string of sugar gourds fell to the ground, Yuan Lin maintained that posture and did not change, and there was no anger on his face, but Mu Jingchi, who was sitting there, twisted his eyebrows and said: "It is becoming more and more rampant, this dog's temper is now uncontrolled." ”

Wang Zhizhi saw that Mu Jingchi was a little angry, so he immediately stood up and comforted him: "It's okay, Qingye and Lin'er have been used to small fights." She looked at Yuan Lin and said, "Yes, Lin'er?" ”

Yuan Lin finally withdrew the hand held in mid-air, and said with a smile to Wang Zhizhi: "It must be that she doesn't like the flavor I bought, I'll buy another bunch." He got up from his chair and limped to the ground to pick up the string of sugar gourds that I had thrown to the ground.

Wang Zhizhi immediately went to help him and said, "Don't move blindly, Qingye is now in the fasting period, and these can't be eaten." ”

The anger on Mu Jingchi's face did not subside, he glanced at me, and then said to Yuan Lin: "Okay, it's just a thing without conscience, don't be so good to her, Yuan Lin, you go back first." ”

Wang Zhizhi didn't expect Yuan Lin and I to be in such a situation, and immediately said to Yuan Lin: "Jingchi is right, Lin'er, you better go back first, and wait for Qingye to have surgery, you will come to see her again, and now she is in a bad mood." ”

Yuan Lin looked down at the string of sugar gourds in his hand that I threw on the ground, and said with a little regret and sadness in his eyes: "Okay, since that's the case, I'll come to see her in a few days." ”

After that, Yuan Lin left, and when Wang Zhizhi sent Yuan Lin away, Mu Jingchi stood beside my bed, and said with a sullen face: "Whatever he says, it's your husband, Yuan Chengjun's son, how many times have you said it, let you give him some face, why, didn't you listen to a word?" ”

Mother Zhou was angry when she saw Mu Jingchi, and she didn't even dare to make too much movement when she walked around the house.

I lay there without replying a word, my face facing to the side.

Wang Zhizhi, who came back after sending Yuan Lin, saw that Mu Jingchi was reprimanding me, so he immediately walked up and stopped in front of me and said to him: "Qingye didn't mean it, Yuan Lin didn't have anything to do there, the two of them had a small fight, and they didn't take it seriously." ”

Regarding Wang Zhizhi's words, the anger on Mu Jingchi's face did not decrease but increased, he said: "I never found out before, only when she was petty, but now I find out that her temper is so bad." ”

Wang Zhizhi comforted Mu Jingchi, and Zhou's mother quickly blocked in front of me, so as to block Mu Jingchi's anger.

For a long time, it was about time that I was still lying in the hospital bed, but he didn't say anything more.

After that, I didn't look at any of them again, and began to force myself to fall asleep, I don't know how long I slept this time, and when I opened my eyes again, the room was extremely quiet, Wang Zhizhi Zhou's mother was gone, a small light was turned on in the ward, I turned my head and found that only Mu Jingchi was sitting next to the lamp, the whole person was lazily leaning on the chair, supporting his head with his hands, his eyes slightly closed, as if he was resting.

I glanced up at the hour hand on the wall, and then I realized that it was one o'clock in the morning, no wonder they were all gone, only Mu Jingchi remained.

I lay there for a while, I felt that my lower abdomen was a little swollen, and I wanted to go to the bathroom, but there was no nurse in the house, and Zhou's mother was not there, and I didn't know what to do for a while, so I held it on the bed for a while, but it didn't take ten minutes, I really couldn't stand it, I tried to get up from the bed, but just after the first movement, Mu Jingchi, who was sitting there, asked: "What's wrong." ”

He didn't open his eyes, but he was awake.

I thought for a moment and said, "I want to pee." ”

After listening to Mu Jingchi, he finally opened his eyes and looked at me, for a long time, he rubbed his fingertips between his slightly sleepy eyebrows for a while, and then slowly got up and walked towards my bedside, he looked at me for a while and asked, "In bed?" ”

I said, "No, I'm going to the bathroom." ”

He had no choice but to sit on the edge of my bed, gently hugging me with both hands, and asked with a little force, "Does it hurt?" ”

I don't know if he just woke up, so his voice was extraordinarily gentle, or whatever, he lost his anger at me during the day.

At this time, I was also very well-behaved, after all, I shook my head and said, "It doesn't hurt." ”

Then he slowly picked me up from the bed.

I wrapped my arms around his neck, and after thinking about it, I still felt something strange and asked, "Why don't you ask the nurse to come?" ”

Mu Jingchi had already walked to the bathroom door with me in his arms and said, "Where is there a nurse at this point?" ”

I said, "It's weird." ”

He looked down at me and asked me again, "What's wrong?" ”

I couldn't speak, and for a long time I simply shouted: "I don't want to pull it, you let me go back, let me go back!" ”

I kicked my legs, and then I kicked, causing Mu Jingchi to hug me, not very steadily, but also involving my upper body, he immediately frowned and scolded; "Don't move! Then he said, "I haven't seen a single part of you." ”

Hearing him say that, I just thought he was lewd.

I said, "Anyway, I don't want you, I'm going back to bed, you give me a basin." ”

Mu Jingchi didn't bother to pay attention to me, and at this time he had an idea, took me into the bathroom, hugged me and stood on the toilet, and then took off my pants and bottoms for me, and after a while, he helped me and said, "Can you sit down by yourself?" ”

I thought about it, and now it can only be like this, so I immediately nodded, and he sat down again, but he had no intention of leaving, so I immediately pushed him and said, "You go out, you go out quickly." ”

Mu Jingchi looked down at me, and when he saw that I was blushing and a little nervous, he smiled and said, "Okay, I'll go out." ”

Then she walked out.

As soon as he left, I didn't call Mu Jingchi, but stood up by holding on to the wall, and then pulled his pants for himself, but before his hand was strong, his chest was torn and painful, and he couldn't move at all.

Mu Jingchi saw that I had no sound inside, and still stood at the door and asked, "Are you okay?" ”

I didn't answer, I was still struggling with whether it would hurt to pull my pants in such a position, but I hadn't been entangled for too long, the door was suddenly pushed open without warning, Mu Jingchi walked in from outside, my pants were just half pulled, it was okay not to look at him, as soon as I looked up at him, the pants slowly slipped between my legs and slipped on my ankles.

I was so angry that I said to him angrily: "It's all you, I'm almost ready, why did you suddenly come in!" ”

Mu Jingchi walked over, leaned down and pulled his pants for me without changing his face and said, "Stand up." ”

I didn't dare to move, so I had to ask him to dress me for me, and when it was almost the same, he carried me out of the room again, and I thought about it and didn't bother with him anymore.

After getting out of the bathroom, he put me on the bed, I lay down again, he covered the quilt for me again, I immediately closed my eyes, and was about to force myself to sleep again, when Mu Jingchi suddenly asked above me: "Afraid?" ”

I didn't expect to be seen by him, but the dead duck said stiffly: "I'm not afraid, what is there to be afraid of." ”

Mu Jing didn't speak, but reached out and turned on the lamp at my bedside and said, "It's just a minor operation, and the operation will be anesthetized, basically when you wake up, the person will be fine." ”

Mu Jingchi said this, but I still said stiffly: "I'm not afraid, you turn off the lights, otherwise I won't be able to sleep." ”

He looked at me for a long time, and did not say any more, but kept the lamp for me, and the other person went back to sit on the sofa again, and I didn't know why I was inexplicably relieved.

After that, I forced myself to go to sleep, after all, it was too long, and the thought of going to the operating room at 10 o'clock tomorrow morning made me feel that every minute and every second was torment.

But who knows, this time I fell asleep, and when I woke up again, I was awakened by a nightmare, I was in Mu Jingchi's arms, my hands were dragging his clothes, snot and tears covered him, and he was whispering in my ear to comfort me.

For a moment, I was stunned for several seconds, completely unaware of what was going on, and I just wanted to speak, but when I moved my throat, I realized that my throat was painful, and I didn't know how long I had been crying in my dream.

Mu Jingchi also felt that I was awake, but he didn't let go of me, he still held my head in his arms, and after a long time, he kissed me twice in my ear with a soothing nature, my stiff body didn't know why it softened little by little, but I still couldn't control it.

Mu Jingchi's lips remained in my ear, and he whispered, "Don't cry, okay?" ”

I still couldn't control myself, I was snuggling, and when I was about to speak, Mu Jingchi suddenly pouted my chin and kissed me on the lips, and for a moment I forgot about the pumping, just stared at him with wide eyes.

He didn't look at me, his eyes drooped slightly, and he kissed me little by little, very soft, very soft, without aggression at all, with no soothing effect.

I reacted to what he was doing, and my first reaction was to push him hard, but where was he willing to let me move, a clamp on my hand on his chest, the hand holding the back of my head was a little harder, he picked my lips, and kissed me hard, no longer a shallow taste, but an extremely deep kiss, wrapped around my lips and tongue.

I cried, but my hands couldn't move, and my body couldn't writhe casually, so I could only scream, but the screams I made were extremely small, whimpering, and vague, but like I was panting.

His hand holding my head used a little more force, he hooked my tongue, and the last of my lucidity collapsed in his entanglement.

I was kissed by him so that my body was soft and hot, when Mu Jingchi's whole body pressed on me, he didn't kiss me again, but hugged me in his arms, I was desperately panting in his chest like a fish starved of water, this violent gasping sound, let my chest hurt faintly, but at this time I completely forgot about it, just crying in his arms, crying again.

I said, "You liar, you're a big liar, I hate you, I hate you!" ”

I pushed him hard with my hand and said, "I don't want you to kiss me, you are a well-dressed beast, obscene and annoying, stay away from me!" Let go of me! ”

Mu Jingchi just hugged me to prevent me from pulling the wound, he endured my vexatious trouble, endured my rudeness and willfulness, crying and making trouble.

For a long time, I was so tired that I had to cry in his arms and cry for a long time, and then he said in my ear, "Tell me, do you really hate me?" I"

He asked me this question.

I couldn't speak, I didn't know how to answer, and I couldn't help but ask myself in my heart, do I hate him?

But since I was a child, I have been noisy in front of him for so many years, and I have never hated his touch on me, including the kiss just now, Zhou's mother said, these should be things that my husband should do to me, but he is not my husband.

Why, I should allow him to do this to me, why?

When Mu Jingchi saw that I didn't speak, he leaned into my ear and asked, "Huh?" Answer me. ”

I skimmed over to avoid his questioning.

But who knows, he controlled my face, pressed my face to his lips again, and he whispered, "Tell me." ”

I said, "Nasty! I was full of anger and said, "I hate and hate you!" You kill me, you hit me, you hurt me! ”

I complained: "You still dislike me for having a bad temper, you don't ask me why I did that to Yuan Lin during the day today, you will murder me, do you say you hate it, don't you have points in your heart?" You still came to ask me!"

In response to my accusation, he just sighed and said, "I am so bad in your eyes." ”

I said, "Yes, not good! I struggled and said, "You let go of me!" You let go of me! ”

But he still didn't let go, kept controlling the back of my head, and continued to say in my ear: "I murder you for your own good." ”

I said, "You always say it's for my good, but you don't think it's good." ”

He said, "So what do you think I'm good to you?" ”

I said, "Don't kill me, don't beat me." ”

He said, "Then you're not going to mess with me?" Are we reconciled? ”

He stopped me for a moment, I didn't speak, and when he was about to raise his eyes to see my face, someone suddenly knocked on the door at this time, and a nurse stood at the door, and she whispered slightly: "Mr. Mu, you have to start preparing for Miss Lu's surgery." ”

I immediately turned my face to the side, Mu Jingchi covered me with the quilt, looked at the nurse, and said three words: "Come in." ”

The nurse walked in, then handed him another copy of the protocol and said, "This is the anesthesia consent form, you can take a look." ”

Mu Jingchi took it in his hand and looked at it, he browsed it very carefully, the nurse waited for a while, then handed him a pen, he took it and signed his name in the guardian column of the agreement.

Soon, he gave the consent form to the nurse.

It didn't take long for a cart to come and I was lifted up, and I knew it was a pre-operative preparation.

Just when I was so nervous that I couldn't do it, Zhou's mother and Wang Zhizhi rushed over here, Zhou's mother quickly pounced on me, and as soon as she opened her mouth, she cried and said, "Miss, don't be afraid, it's just a minor operation!" ”

At this time, the doctor walked out, greeted Mu Jingchi, and talked to Mu Jingchi about some emergencies that would happen in the operating room, Zhou's mother didn't understand, when she heard that there were so many possibilities, she became more and more scared, and asked the doctor crying: "Didn't you say a minor operation?" How is it so serious? ”

The doctor immediately said to Zhou's mother: "Don't worry, what I just said is only a possibility, or it exists." ”

Mother Zhou could not listen to the doctor's words, and immediately looked at Mu Jingchi and said, "Sir, don't do it first, or wait." ”

I was also afraid that I couldn't, this was the first surgery in my life, and I said, "Doctor, I don't have pain now, does it mean that it's okay inside, and I'm starting to reunite?" Why don't you forget it? ”

When Mu Jingchi saw me at this time, he was also messing around with Zhou's mother, and he glanced at me lightly.