CHAPTER XXI

Bewildered

Walking out of the police station, Qi Yuhang was waiting for me, an armored car and a half-cut small cargo were on fire, where was it parked, Bao Lin sat in the cab of the small cargo and looked out, I didn't see Wen Na's mother and daughter should be in the armored car, Qi Yuhang looked at what I wanted to say but didn't speak.

"Yuhang, you drive the armored car in front of the road, and Pauline and I follow behind, by the way, give me that big guy." Qi Yuhang nodded, opened the back door of the armored car, and walked to the cab, there was an ammunition box neatly stacked inside the armored car, Wen Na sat next to the back with Lele, I said big guy, the 12.7 mm heavy machine gun and two bullet boxes were placed on the ammunition box, I looked at Wen Na and suddenly felt very embarrassed, I didn't know what to say, so I simply didn't squeak, got into the car, hugged the machine gun and bullets, closed the door, slapped twice on the body, and the armored car roared and started.

I jumped on the small goods and patted the roof of the car, Pauline also started the car and followed behind the armored car, I put the machine gun on the roof of the car, leaned on the oil drum, lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and then spit it out, as if to spit out the stuffiness in my heart, to be honest, I didn't feel anything when I killed Mao Liu'er, in fact, I didn't think there was any difference between killing him and killing zombies, but I always felt awkward when I saw other people. These days, zombies have also killed a lot, and there has never been such a feeling, zombies are also natural how people can kill them, Mao Liuer, that bastard who is more hateful than zombies, can't he be killed?

"This is shijie, I can determine life and death if I have liliang." I tell myself, wasn't that true of the rich and powerful in the past? In the past, people lived under the constraints of the law and lived a life of swallowing their anger, they didn't dare to fight when they should be beaten, they didn't dare to kill what they should kill, the law was supposed to protect good people, but bastards like Mao Liuer lived under the protection of the law and were nourished by good people. How good is it now that kind of bastard will kill if he says kill, don't worry about the punishment of the law, what is the law now? It's liliang, I have liliang, I'm the law, the law on paper can determine life and death, and I can do the same with liliang.

"Bang" a crash pulled me out of my thoughts, a large number of zombies appeared in front, Qi Yuhang drove the armored car into the zombie group, and the continuous impact slowed down the speed of the armored car, I threw away the cigarette butt and jumped hard with the machine gun jumped directly onto the armored car, standing on the roof of the car and pulling the trigger on the surrounding zombies, "Tom~~Tom~Tom" With the dull sound of the heavy machine gun, the 12.7mm caliber bullet flew into the zombie group, so close that the hit zombie was instantly torn apart, Sticky blood and minced flesh splattered on the body, corpses strewn all over the ground, and even the wheels slipped, but with the great firepower, we managed to break out of the encirclement.

Although we rushed out, but the large group of zombies still followed, if you lead them to the laboratory, it is also very troublesome, so I jumped out of the armored car and changed to a magazine box, and pulled the trigger again in the face of the zombies rushing over, this kind of flat shot and the condescending shooting just now had a completely different effect, shooting bullets from a high place penetrated one or two zombies will hit the ground diagonally, but now such flat bullets fly straight out, the effectiveness of the heavy machine gun is more obvious, and the zombies that rushed over were swept down like wheat.

The dull sound of gunfire, the vibrations of my hands, and the torn flesh and splatters of flesh in front of me made me feel the pleasure, killing is a fascinating art, and I am now like using a machine gun as a paintbrush and flesh as paint to paint a colorful picture.

Finally, the bullet was empty, the muzzle of the gun slowly smoked, and there was only a piece of stump and flesh left in front of me, and some zombies that had been broken into two knots were still crawling in the pile of flesh, their target was still me, and the endless temptation of living flesh and blood made them crawl towards me with their internal organs.

Lighting a cigarette on the muzzle of the gun, I have seen such a scene in the movie before and felt very handsome, and today I also showed it off, and I think it is indeed very handsome. Throwing away the machine gun, I only had two boxes of ammunition already gone, and no matter how good the gun was, it was just a burning stick. Pulled out a pistol and shot the remaining zombies one by one, and finally quieted, this is shijie, the shijie that belongs to me, here I am the master, I am everything.

Turning around, Qi Yuhang, Bao Lin, Wen Na, and Lele were standing not far from me, weishenme There was something called fear in their eyes? weishenme they look at me so distantly? Don't you know that I'm protecting them? In such a shijie, only a strong person like me can protect them, but they are so afraid of me?

In an instant I felt an invisible wall between me and them, they were on the other side of the wall, and I was on the other side of the wall・・・・・

Loneliness, that unforgettable loneliness filled my heart for a moment, like going back to that little room to bear fear and pain alone.

How so? The spirit just now was shattered by the momentary loneliness, I didn't want to bear that feeling anymore, sweat ran down my forehead, and the hand holding the gun was trembling.

"We are one, and we have to dare to sacrifice ourselves for others." It's something Pauline often says, much more concise than it was at the beginning, and it's been the motto of our little group for a few days. But just now I thought I was the protector of this small group and even I thought I was the owner of this group, but was that really the case?

"You have liliang that we can't reach, if you want you can treat us people as forbidden, you can be on top, you can dictate our lives at will, but you will lose our friendship, are you really willing to do that?"

I shook my head.

"You think that your strength can dominate everything, if there is a more powerful existence than you, are you willing to let him dominate you at will?"

I still shook my head.

"If that's the case, then come back! Come back to us to protect us and accept our protection, and let us create our miracles together. ”

Tears filled my eyes and washed my lost heart, I can lose my life but I don't want to lose my friendship, I am not afraid of death but I dare not bear loneliness.

I felt that someone hugged me, one, two, three and a little person, they gave me the greatest warmth, they gave me the real liliang, I belong to them, they also belong to me, we are a whole, we can sacrifice for each other, I am not alone among them, my liliang should only exist for these people who love me and those I love, I am back, back to them.

Sitting on the floor of the laboratory, the four of us adults wiped the guns in our hands, and Lele hugged her little doll next to her and hummed out-of-tune nursery rhymes.

"Brother Fei, you don't regret it." Qi Yuhang suddenly asked.

"What don't you regret after that?" I asked rhetorically.

"You know." Qi Yuhang said a little unnaturally.

I looked at Pauline and Wen Na, and the two of them also looked at me curiously, and I thought for a moment and said, "No regrets." ”