Chapter 52: The Back
My godmother was not ambiguous, and asked me directly if there was such a thing, and asked me to tell the truth and not hide it, I couldn't see it, so I could only nod and admit it.
This admitted, my godmother was going to my house to tell the family, and said that my child didn't know the severity, and how to do such a big thing.
But when I asked her, 'Even if my family knows what can I change?' she stopped talking and calmed down.
Zhang Qiang accosted on the side, let his mother listen to my decision, don't say it without permission, and then be scared, and also said that Master Qiqi said that I might escape this catastrophe because of the help of nobles.
Pacify this side, and in the blink of an eye, in my anxiety day by day, waiting for my eighteenth birthday.
In the countryside, the eighteenth birthday is to be done in a big way, if it is usually the children's birthday, there are few people in the countryside to do it, except for the eighteen-year-old, that is, the sixty and eighty birthday party of the old people.
My sister and I are two people to do together, naturally it is more prosperous, my uncle and aunt came back from the city, bought a double cake, but many children in the village were greedy, in order to invite people to eat the banquet, grandma directly put on the flowing water mat at the door of the house, my sister and I were also early in the morning by my mother to get up to change new clothes and wear new shoes for a good toss, just like the New Year.
My sister was very happy and smiled happily, but I was worried that something would happen today.
Even my mother glanced at me and made me happy, don't put on an old face and pull it so long, as if she didn't know that she owed me money.
Zhang Qiang came to me in the morning, and he was also standing beside us at this time, where would he not know what I was really worried about, and when he heard my mother say this, he excused me, laughing and laughing, "Auntie, don't talk about Brother Ze, I see that Brother Ze is also celebrating his birthday for the first time, isn't this nervous?" When this person is nervous, doesn't his face tense? It's like Zego. ”
He was still learning from me as he spoke, making my mom and my sister laugh.
Enough laughter, my mother said that she was going out to have a banquet, so she let a few of us play by ourselves for a while, and then call us when we had dinner.
As soon as she left, my sister stopped laughing, sighed and suddenly became melancholy, and said: Today, it would be nice if Qiqi was there.
My sister has had a good relationship with Qiqi since she was a child, like a sister, no wonder she misses her at this time, in fact, I also miss Qiqi, I have always thought about it, until now I still remember the way she looked when she was leaving, her eyes were firm and asked me to wait for her, but after a few months, she has not been able to come back, presumably she has not been able to find the master who often travels outside her master's mouth.
Zhang Qiang has loved Qiqi since he was a child, although he gave up later because of me, but how can he say no so quickly in his heart, at this time, when I heard my sister mention Qiqi, I also lowered my head and didn't know what I was thinking.
For a while, the atmosphere was a little sluggish, and several of us were immersed in the remembrance of Qiqi, and no one spoke.
But at this moment, there was a knock on the door, and when we looked towards the door, it was actually the king who walked in slowly.
As soon as I saw that it was the king's grandmother, I went over and helped her to enter the door and sit down.
Zhang Qiang is also a human spirit, seeing that Mrs. Wang came before entering the table, and came directly to my house, he knew that he had something to say to me, so he found a reason to go out with my sister, leaving only me and Mrs. Wang.
I was very flustered, but I was a little relieved to see Mrs. Wang coming, and I asked her, "Grandma Wang, will my sister and I really have an accident today?" ”
She looked at me, her eyes couldn't say what made me feel sad, she stared at me with pity for a while, and then helplessly told me that until she went out, she communicated with Huang Xian'er, Huang Xian'er said, still haven't seen any change in me, and my noble stars are still dark.
At this moment, I took a few steps back and almost fell to the ground without standing still.
Although I had thought that I would be such a result before, but when I really came to this point, I was told that these death sentences were announced, and my heart was still extremely sad and difficult to accept.
Through the window of my house, I saw my grandmother, father, and mother who were busy outside, as well as my brother-in-law who was talking to the people in the village on the side, and my sister who didn't know what to say in the yard with Zhang Qiang, and my tears couldn't help but fall.
I don't know why I, Su Ze, were born so miserable, and why God tortured our whole family so much.
Why did my sister and I have to die at such a flowery age as eighteen, and why did my family have to endure such unbearable pain?
I stood by the window with my head in my hands, not daring to look at their smiles again, I was afraid...... I was afraid that soon, my sister and I would fall, and the family would never see such a bright smile on their faces again.
I'm afraid, I'm really afraid.
Lady Wang sighed, walked behind me and patted me on the shoulder, but it was obvious that she didn't know what to comfort me in this situation, after all, in the face of death, any words of comfort would be too pale.
She just sighed, patted me on the shoulder, and walked out.
After Mrs. Wang went out, Zhang Qiang quickly ran in by himself, and asked me what Mrs. Wang said to me, and if there was a way to help me.
I shook my head with a wry smile, only to feel a bitterness in my heart.
Zhang Qiang saw me like this, and he knew what the result was, so he lowered his head and didn't speak.
I thought about it, but I couldn't help but ask him, I said Qiangzi, if I really have something wrong with my sister today, can you look at my face, what will you do to help my family in the future, you also know that my brother-in-law is in the city all the year round, my parents are not young now, it is not realistic to have another child, if there is anything in the village, can you help take care of it, I will go down to the bottom, and I will be grateful to you. ”
"Fuck thanksgiving, Su Ze, don't even think about it, my strong son will never help you, if you can't rest assured that your grandma, your parents, then you will give me a safe life."
Zhang Qiang's eyes were red, he wiped his tears there, and continued to mumble in his mouth, "That's your parents, your grandmother, and it's not my Zhang Qiang's, so I won't help you fulfill this obligation, so you'd better give me a good life." ”
Looking at Zhang Qiang's eyes red and wiping tears, I didn't know what to say, my heart was blocked, and I couldn't get up and down.
At this moment, my sister pushed the door in directly, but her face no longer had the bright smile she had at the beginning, but became a little cold, she called us out to eat, glanced at Zhang Qiang, and didn't say anything.
I answered and went out with Zhang Qiang to prepare for dinner, but this time, we realized why my sister's face was not good-looking.
Not to mention her, even my parents, my grandmother and my brother-in-law don't look good on their faces.
It's just that the street is full of long tables, but no one is seated at all.
My grandmother stomped her feet angrily, "These people, you say, the neighbors, my grandson's eighteenth birthday invited them, no one was willing to come, but when I called them a few days ago, they all agreed to be good, but today they didn't come as if they had agreed, and the food and wine I prepared were all on the table, these people are simply bullying." You said that if you don't want to come, just say it, my wife can still force you to fail, but now that I have everything ready, isn't it all a disaster? ”
My mother sat next to me and felt aggrieved, and she burst into tears.
My dad also clenched his fists and sulked there, but my brother-in-law endured the anger in his heart to persuade him, but the more my grandmother said, the more angry she became, the more she thought about it, and she stood up directly, and said to Mrs. Wang's family and my godmother's family, "The hospitality is not good, and the two of you are not outsiders, just sit down and eat and drink, Xiaoyong and they accompany you, my old woman really can't swallow this breath, now I will go door to door to find them and talk about it." ”
After saying this, my grandmother was about to go out directly, but my brother-in-law pulled me and said Mom, this matter is not necessary, if they don't come, can't our own family live? We don't look for them, we live at home, and we are more comfortable.
Mrs. Wang, her beautiful aunt, and my godparents also followed my brother-in-law to persuade my grandma, but my grandma also came up with a tendon, and she wanted to ask for an explanation, but everyone couldn't persuade her.
My dad was angry, and he slapped the table and stood up, saying Mom, don't worry about getting angry, you don't have to worry about it, I don't believe it yet, I'll personally ask these eight grandsons today to see if they are making fun of us.
When my brother-in-law saw that my dad was still making trouble, he didn't care about persuading my grandma, and ran to pull my dad again, which turned the world upside down, and the scene was quite chaotic.
As soon as I saw this posture, I looked at my sister's cold face and my mother's crying appearance, and I rushed out with an impulse.
Grandpa, I can't survive today anyway, and the new and old accounts are all settled together today.
I thought to myself, rolling with monstrous anger, from my birth to the present, being pointed at, being said to be a broom star, being insulted and ridiculed by being a broom star, being avoided like a plague, and everything that came to my heart.
I have red eyes, I don't want to think about anything now, I don't want to care about it, I just want to give up my cheap life today, and I want to pull a few backs, so that they can also know that it is not easy to mess with our Su family brothers and sisters.
Let them know that our family has had enough of this cold violence for eighteen years.
Didn't they pretend to promise my grandmother to come and release all the pigeons? Anyway, I, Su Ze, can't survive today, so I can't just let them go so easily.
With that in mind, I took a straight step and ran out.
My brother-in-law called out to me behind me, but I didn't hear it, but walked faster and faster.
But at this moment, the family that was originally a mess suddenly became quiet, and then I heard my mother's heart-rending shout: "Su Yi......"