Chapter VIII

On Sunday morning, there were few people in the dormitory early. Everybody's dating, going shopping. Han Siyu slept until 9 o'clock before he got up lazily, the cold was not good, and he was dizzy. habitually looking at the phone, 4 missed calls and 1 text message are all Zhang Han's. She threw her phone directly on the bed, and was a little dizzy and put on slippers to wash. Don't think about it, Zhang Han must not have found anyone, so he went to the Internet café to play games. She has never understood why men are so obsessed with games, it is okay to skip meals for a day, it is okay to not sleep for a day, but it is impossible to live without playing games for a day. Zhang Han sometimes stares directly at the computer all day, which is more enjoyable than watching beautiful women. It's even more distracted to her girlfriend...... Thinking of this, Han Siyu pouted at the mirror in the bathroom and continued to brush his teeth.

After washing, Han Siyu stretched his waist before he felt that he had really woken up. When I walked into the dormitory, I found that Shang Xiaoyou was sleeping on the bed. She was a little surprised, walked over and whispered "Xiaoyou" twice, but there was no response. Han Siyu remembered that he had been unwell recently, but he ignored Xiaoyou. Xiaoyou didn't seem to be very happy, and she didn't talk much, and she didn't hear when she came back for a few nights. Isn't it... Something on her mind~~ Han Siyu just wanted to continue to wake her up, but his hand hung in the air and took it back. She thought that Xiaoyou must be tired, so let her sleep more...

Han Siyu went to the infirmary, took his temperature, and took some medicine. Then I ate something in the small restaurant at the school gate, and by the way, I also brought one to Shang Xiaoyou. When he returned to the dormitory, most of the people had not yet returned, and Shang Xiaoyou had already gotten up and was washing his hair in the bathroom. "Xiaoyou, I brought you something to eat, come over and eat it after washing." Han Siyu leaned against the door of the bathroom and said quietly. Shang Xiaoyou didn't move, and replied, "Eh, I know......" Han Siyu turned around and went back to the dormitory, cleaned up the table, and sat on the stool to wait for Shang Xiaoyou.

After a while, Shang Xiaoyou came back with a towel wrapped in wet hair, brought it to the door, and the dormitory suddenly became rarely quiet. Han Siyu had been watching Shang Xiaoyou look in the mirror and tidy up her hair, she could see her usual calmness from Xiaoyou's face, and there was a trace of melancholy that was not easy to detect. The face is a little pale and a little emaciated. Shang Xiaoyou took a comb to straighten his hair, and Han Siyu suddenly found that Xiao You had an obvious scar on his left arm, which was particularly eye-catching against the background of Xiao You's snow-white skin. Han Siyu rushed over directly: "Xiaoyou, how did you get this?" Does it hurt? Shang Xiaoyou obviously didn't realize that Han Siyu would find the scar on his arm, so he quickly covered it with his clothes and pressed it with his hand: "Ah,...... It's okay, I accidentally rubbed it, I just wiped a little skin, it doesn't get in the way..."Han Siyu glanced at Shang Xiaoyou strangely, she felt that she wanted to hide it deliberately, so she didn't ask again. "Nothing? …… It's okay... Forehead... Do you need to go to the infirmary to see ......"""Uh... I've seen that it's okay, don't worry... Hee-hee~~" Shang Xiaoyou pretended to squeeze out a smile easily. Han Siyu answered, turned around and retreated to the stool.

Shang Xiaoyou continued to arrange his hair, thinking in his heart: I didn't hit it too badly yesterday, I kept feeling my arm hurt when I was sleeping, and I thought it was a strain, but I didn't expect a cut. I'm too careless, what if Han Siyu asks again... I can't tell... Thinking of this, Shang Xiaoyou turned around and returned to the table, eating in a muffled voice, a little weak and didn't dare to look up at Han Siyu. After being silent for a long time, Shang Xiaoyou sat up straight after eating, only to find that Han Siyu had been staring at him. She saw the friendly worry on Han Siyu's face, and suddenly calmed down. She really wanted to take advantage of this rare silence to have a good chat with Han Siyu......

"Xiaoyou, why haven't I seen you go to the piano room to practice in the past two days......" Han Siyu asked first.

"Uh... I often go out to take pictures in the past two days, but I don't have time to practice. Hey, you see, my body has stiffened a lot~~" Shang Xiaoyou said, straightened his arm and gestured twice in mid-air.

Han Siyu smiled and echoed: "You girl, you are getting more and more unprofessional, this is worth it!" The atmosphere eased a lot, the two of them relaxed, Shang Xiaoyou breathed a sigh of relief, it seems that Han Siyu will not ask about the scars anymore......

There are always a lot of topics to talk about among girls, such as clothes, cosmetics, new things in the dormitory, and even which store sells better bubble tea outside the school gate. They talked for a long time, and even talked about some naughty things about their childhood. Han Siyu kept mentioning Zhang Han in his mouth, which made Shang Xiaoyou make fun of her from time to time: "I can't stand it, everything is Zhang Han Zhang Han's, obediently, it seems that you are really trapped in it and don't want to come out~~" Shang Xiaoyou grimaced at Han Siyu and looked at her with a playful expression. Han Siyu ignored it and continued to say nymphomaniacly: "Xiaoyou, love is really beautiful. Life will become more and more exciting and infinite possibilities because of the nourishment of love... Zhang Han is a very considerate person, I said that I wanted to eat pomelo, he would think of finding it for me, and he would tell me with an exaggerated expression that it was specially airlifted for me. In fact, I also know that it is not an airlift, but I am very touched that he has this heart. He often gives me some unexpected surprises, such as shouting my name in the lobby of a crowded shopping mall and saying that he likes me, hiding plush toys for me on the rooftop where we often go, just to make me happy, he can learn Jackson's dance steps, and he sings Faye Wong's I am willing to sing Faye Wong with a funny five-tone voice... Ha... There's a lot more, Xiaoyou~~ I... I can't tell you, I think I'm a princess from a fairy tale! … Hee-hee~~"

"Hmph~~ He's good to you? You're sick like this, and now what about others~~ Really..."Shang Xiaoyou blurted out unevenly. However, when she saw Han Siyu's eyes gloomy because of her words, she was a little disgusted that she was so ignorant. "I... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said this...... I"

"Nothing, you're right... Heh..."Han Siyu replied with a stiff smile.

In fact, Han Siyu has always only lived in the only good memories of her and Zhang Han. She always thought that Zhang Han loved her, and this love would last forever, although Zhang Han never said that she loved her, but she firmly believed it. She has been preparing and going for the good like a child. So, she said to Xiaoyou: "Xiaoyou, Zhang Han and I will be happy, I am very confident in the future!" ”

Shang Xiaoyou has been looking at the expressions on Han Siyu's face when he mentioned Zhang Han, and those expressions contained happiness and sweetness. She suddenly felt very unreal, as if Han Siyu was just living in her own vision, an overly beautiful vision created by Zhang Han, and she didn't want to come out or destroy it. Shang Xiaoyou had been thinking about what happened that afternoon, she drove out and inadvertently saw Ye Tian and Chen Lijia eating buffet in the downtown area. She saw Chen Lijia happily surrounding Ye Tian like a swallow, they didn't say much, but they could clearly see that Ye Tian's happiness was the kind of happiness that was very relaxed. Shang Xiaoyou tried hard to recall the scene when she was with Ye Tian, she wanted to find a moment, even if it was just a moment of Ye Tian's happiness. But no. She found that Ye Tian would be restrained every time he was with her, his eyes were evasive, and he was shy and polite when he smiled. She always wanted to try to talk to Ye Tian about her thoughts, but every time she saw his expression, she couldn't speak. She didn't want to be strong and give Ye Tian a sense of oppression, she wanted Ye Tian to be as relaxed and happy as she was when she was with Chen Lijia that day. However, she didn't know what to do to let Ye Tian know her heart......

Shang Xiaoyou felt frustrated from that day, and she suspected that Ye Tian might not like her. There are so many boys around her who show favor to her, but there is no one who can make her worry like Ye Tian. She would be happy for several days because she went for a run with Ye Tian, and every time she saw Ye Tian, her heart would beat faster, and she didn't know what to say. After Ye Tian left, she would come up with a lot of things to say to him, and then tell herself that she must say it next time. But next time, I was still nervous and couldn't say a word. It would be great if Ye Tian was like Zhang Han, if he did these things for himself, she would definitely be the happiest girl in the world. But no, no, no. Love is just an illusion, nothing lasts forever. No one can do this to themselves all the time, they are all purposeful, they are just greedy for their youth and looks, everything is an illusion. Ye Tian is the same. Didn't he smile at Chen Lijia, he never even took himself to the buffet, but he went with Chen Lijia. Nothing is unique... Maybe it's just your own wishful thinking. However, it will be unwilling, really unwilling.

"Xiaoyou, what do you want? Do you know Ye Tian...... Xiaoyu? Han Siyu wanted to talk to herself, but she found that Shang Xiaoyou had been immersed in her memories and didn't listen to her at all.

"Ah...... Ye Tian what? What's wrong with Ye Tian..."Shang Xiaoyou heard Han Siyu say Ye Tian's name, suddenly jumped out of his thoughts, and sensitively grabbed Han Siyu's hand and asked.

Han Siyu obviously didn't expect that a Ye Tian in her mouth would make Xiaoyou have such a big reaction. It seems that she and Ye Tian are really lovers, but these two are reserved, and no one will pierce this layer of window paper. Forehead... I have to discuss with Zhang Han, how to let Ye Tian's wood know Xiaoyou's thoughts...

"Oh, no, I mean, do you know that Ye Tian also likes photography...... If you have a chance, you can go out and take pictures together~~"

"Uh... yes, I don't know... Let's talk about it when we have a chance. Shang Xiaoyou's eyes dodged and did not continue.

The two girls each thought about their own thoughts, and the afternoon gradually wore away. Unconsciously, the other people in the dormitory came back one after another, and it became lively all of a sudden, and the two of them tacitly went to their own homes.

Shang Xiaoyou lay down and fell asleep very early, she felt very tired in the past two days, some sullen irritability has been entangled, and her brain has been flashing the scene of Ye Tian and Chen Lijia together yesterday afternoon, how can she not shake it away. If it weren't for this, she wouldn't have been cranky yesterday, and she wouldn't have been crashed. She lifted the sleeve of her pajamas and peeked at the scratch, and suddenly felt a terrible pain. She hated herself for being so useless, hurting herself for such a trivial matter. But she couldn't help herself, and her brain kept appearing Ye Tian without obeying her call. Thinking about it like this, I don't know what time, I fell asleep.

It was the middle of the night, Han Siyu coughed twice and woke up. My throat was dry and smoking, and I got out of bed in a daze to find water to drink. I sat down next to the table, drank more than half a glass of water, and cleared my mind a little. She heard someone muttering in her sleep, and when she looked for the sound, she realized that it was Shang Xiaoyou, and when she was about to push her to turn over and sleep, she heard Shang Xiaoyou say vaguely: "Why did you go to the buffet with her and ignore me...... Why... It's not me..."Han Siyu glanced at Shang Xiaoyou questioningly, making sure that she was asleep, before laughing. This little You, you don't have to think about anything anymore... She turned around and crawled into her bed, her mind was a little clearer than just now, and she still heard Shang Xiaoyou muttering something "Why...... It's not me". Han Siyu couldn't understand what happened to Shang Xiaoyou recently, but the "she" she heard her say must be a girl, and Shang Xiaoyou must have met something related to feelings. Although she didn't know what this matter was, it could be seen from Xiaoyou's expression when she talked about Ye Tian today that these things must be related to Ye Tian. It's better not to guess, tomorrow when you see Ye Tian, ask and find out.

Thinking of this, Han Siyu rolled over and wrapped himself tightly, and muttered: "The matter of feelings, it's really sad..."