I don't know how long I was in a coma, but when I woke up, it was already outside the tomb, I saw the sun again, the sun was still so warm, it made me reluctant to give up, I woke up, we left here, I was very happy, all of us were still alive, Martin and Mantou they were not dead, we were happy together, we went back to the boat, and got together to drink and eat meat, Jenny and Li Xin are still so beautiful, I held Li Xin's hand tightly, I felt so happy, looking at their smiles, My heart is much more open.

But in the next second, everything changed, Martin's face began to rot, the steamed bun burst instantly, and for a while, the entire cabin was full of flesh and blood, and the smell of blood stimulated my brain, almost making me collapse, I was stunned, after seeing this scene, I couldn't help it anymore, I grabbed my hair and screamed......

I opened my eyes suddenly, and suddenly I was much more awake, and then I realized that it was a dream, and I had been shocked by this nightmare and was in a cold sweat.

"Zhongyi, are you awake? How does it feel? Li Xin sat next to me and asked with some concern.

"Where are we?" I still felt a little pain in the back of my head, I looked around, it was all cold stone walls, presumably this should still be the passage of the ancient tomb, it seems that we have not left here.

"We're still in the passage of the tomb, are you alright?" Jenny asked, crouching down and looking at me.

I shook my head a little dumbly, "It's okay, what's wrong with me?" By the way, I remembered, Junko, where is Junko? "It occurred to me that when I was about to save Junko, something seemed to hit me in the back of my head, and I fell unconscious.

After hearing my words, Jiao Ba and the others glanced at each other, but no one spoke, and I immediately became angry, but when I was about to get up, I felt dizzy and lightheaded, and almost fell to the ground.

Jenny grabbed me, "Don't move, take a break." ”

"I ask you what about Junko? What about straights? Are you talking? I ignored Jenny's words, but glared at everyone and shouted, everyone else is here, but I can't see Shunzi, is he I don't dare to think about it, but Shunzi is not here, it seems that he has already explained a qiē.

"Brother Yi, Shunzi Shunzi, he couldn't escape." Jiao Ba held back for a long time, and then said hesitantly.

"What do you say? What the fuck are you going to say? What does it mean to not be able to escape? "Although I was prepared in my heart, when I heard the facts, I still couldn't accept this cruel thing.

"Brother Yi, I'm sorry, Shunzi is dead, and we have no ability to save him." Jiao Ba lowered his head and said with some guilt.

I suddenly felt like the world was spinning, I can't describe what it feels like now, it's like someone has pierced my heart with a knife, and the blood is constantly flowing out, the touch of the death of a loved one lingers in my mind, this sadness is indescribable, and this blow is also the most fatal for me, that heartache, it makes me feel like killing someone.

I think back to the bits and pieces I used to be with Junko, the smile of this big boy, I will always remember, we lived like brothers for five years, it can be said that in the past five years, we have been dependent on each other, in that strange city, the motivation that can make me persist is also because of Junko, after all, there is a friend who can make friends, not so lonely.

And it wasn't until the moment he finally died that I learned the truth of the matter, the reason why he never went back to his hometown in the past five years was because he killed people and didn't dare to go back, but why he always had to go to sea in the past five years, presumably to avoid people's sight, now he doesn't need to, he no longer needs to hide himself.

"Why didn't you save him, why?" I glared at everyone and screamed, sadness, anger, all rushing through my brain.

"Zhongyi, we can't help it, we also want to save him, but we really can't do anything." Chang Shan sighed and said with a heavy face.

I ignored his words, but stared at Mai Lao and asked in a low voice, "Why don't you go and save him, ah?" Why? You are so powerful, why do you want to die and not save you, why? ”

I roared at the last time, stepped forward and grabbed Mai Lao's neck, and the others hurriedly came up to pull me, especially Jiao Ba, "Brother Yi, Brother Yi, don't be impulsive, this has nothing to do with Old Mai." ”

"Shall I ask you again? Why didn't you save him? I stared at his cold and merciless eyes, trying to see this man more clearly, and at this moment I told myself in my heart that he was no longer Mai Lao, let alone my companion.

He slowly broke my hand and said lukewarmly, "Loyalty, everyone has everyone's life, it's not that I don't save him, but he is destined, I'm sorry, no one can help him." ”

"It's pure nonsense, I remember that I was going to save him at the time, big man, Brother Changshan, which of the two of you knocked me unconscious." There would be no one else but them.

The big man glanced at Chang Shan and said very calmly, "I beat it, if you have a grievance, just rush to me." ”

"I'm cāo your mother" I punched the big man in the face angrily, and the corners of his mouth were covered in blood from my punch, and the man almost fell to the ground.

I rushed up and was about to swing my fist again, but Li Xin hugged me from behind, "Don't do this, you calm down, the big man is doing this for you." ”

"Li Xin, don't stop him, let him fight, I did it, I did it, I didn't want you to save Shunzi, come on, come and beat me, hit me hard, I won't say a word." The big man said with red eyes.

I clearly saw that there were tears in his eyes, and at this moment, I was already in tears, I looked at him with tears, in fact, I knew the difficulty of him doing this, the big man is the most trustworthy brother.

He would rather sacrifice himself than abandon his companions, and there was no way for him to do this, if I had passed at that time, I would have died in it, but I felt really uncomfortable in my heart, as if a huge stone was pressing on my chest, making me breathless.

"Do it, Zhongyi, what are you waiting for?" The big man looked down at me with no expression on his face.

But the next second, a tear flowed down his face, I slowly lowered my fist, I knew that this qiē had nothing to do with the big man, on the contrary, if it wasn't for him, I would have died in it, in fact, Junzi's death, in the final analysis, was all done by me, if I didn't take him out to sea, he wouldn't have died, I was the culprit, I was the one who really killed him.

I let go of the big man and slowly took two steps back, I felt really uncomfortable, the big man saw that I didn't do anything, he walked up to me and pressed my shoulder and said, "Zhongyi, I know that you are sad in your heart, if beating me can make you feel better, then you can do it, don't hold it in your heart." ”

I shook my head, and suddenly fell to my knees on the ground, and shouted with tears streaming down my face, "It's me who is incompetent, it's me who killed him, if I hadn't pulled him out to sea in the first place, Junko wouldn't have died, he wouldn't have died." "I wept bitterly, my heart ached, I couldn't help myself, no one could understand my mood at this moment, it was a kind of desperate sadness.

The big man choked up, he turned away, and silently wiped his tears.

Jenny walked up to me and squatted down at this time, "I know it's uncomfortable, we're all the same, Junko's death, we're also sad, but I don't blame you, you've done your best, let's open a little, if Junko is still alive, he definitely doesn't want to see you now." ”

"Brother Yi, I'm sorry, if it weren't for me, the two of you wouldn't have gone to sea, and Junzi wouldn't have died, if you want to blame, blame me, if you want to beat or scold, whatever you want." Jiao Ba knelt down on one knee next to me and said with his head down.

I took a few deep breaths, slowly raised my head and said, "I don't complain about anyone, maybe it's really like Mai Lao said, this is his life." As I spoke, I looked at him intentionally.

Mai Lao stood not far in front of me, he said leisurely, "Life and death are fate, no one can change it, you don't have to be too sad, you should come, sooner or later." ”

I stared into his gaze and said, "You're right, it's time to come, and sooner or later." ”

Then I slowly stood up and sorted out my feelings, Junko is dead, even if I cry dry tears, he can't live, we still have things to do, we can't delay everyone's trip because I am alone.

"I'm fine, let's go." I quickly returned to my normal appearance, or rather, my expression has completely changed now, without any fluctuations in emotion, Junko's departure has disturbed my heart, but I am also clearly aware of one thing, I did blame Junzi before.

For a while, I suspected that he was a man in black, and deliberately distanced himself from him, and even gave him a look, but now that I think about it, it's ridiculous, I'm such an idiot, but Junko has never had a word of complaint, he is silently bearing a qiē, and until the moment he died, he was still thinking about me.

I blame myself and regret it, especially what I did at the beginning, as a brother, I shouldn't doubt him, I should choose to believe him, and the most helpless thing for me is that I don't even have a chance to avenge him, he was killed by a dry corpse, I won't go to fight with a group of dead corpses, this is also the saddest place in my heart.