Chapter 235: I'll Crush You
Female up and down man, very ambiguous posture.
Xiaoxi's body fit closely with Zhang Yunming, and she felt the strength and burning from the man.
The heat spread from her face, and she was embarrassed and helpless, and hurriedly got up from him.
But Zhang Yunming was a complete bastard, holding her waist and not letting go.
"Zhang Yunming, you let go." Xiaoxi beat his chest, and his palms were sweaty.
Zhang Yunming's voice was hoarse and low, "Xiaoxi, don't move." ”
Of course, Xiaoxi won't listen to him, and he won't be restless for a moment when he twists left and right.
"Hey, Xiaoxi......" Zhang Yunming's voice was full of depression and forbearance, as if it was very painful.
Xiaoxi thought it had pressed him, "You let go, I'll crush you." ”
Zhang Yunming suddenly pressed her hips and pressed down, "It's not bad, it's just too up." ”
Xiao Xi suddenly woke up, she knew what it was.
Some bad memories came flooding back, and she couldn't forget the horror of that thing, once she was cut open by this sharp blade, losing her dignity and her precious chastity, and bringing endless humiliation and hardship.
She shrank and shuddered, cold sweat broke out on her pale face, and the stench poured out of her stomach, causing her to retch.
Zhang ...... Yun Ming, you let go, vomit. ”
Zhang Yunming hurriedly let go of her, Xiao Xi was like being pardoned, she squatted on the ground with her head in her arms, her small body curled up into a ball, her shoulders shrugged, obviously very uncomfortable.
Zhang Yunming slapped himself hard, he forgot about this stubble. Xiaoxi was hurt so much back then, and it is reasonable to have psychological resistance now, but he is distressed.
Squatting down, he tentatively put this hand on the back of her hand, "Xiaoxi." ”
Xiaoxi slowly raised her head, her face was wet, and she didn't know if it was sweat or tears.
"Xiaoxi, I'm sorry, I'm a bastard, you hit me." Zhang Yunming took his hand and asked her to slap her face.
Xiaoxi let go of her hand, "You go." ”
Zhang Yunming felt at ease to leave her alone, "I'm not leaving, you scold me, Xiaoxi, you beat me." ”
He grabbed her hand and slammed it into his face, but Xiaoxi dodged away, "Zhang Yunming, you really don't have to be like this." ”
He went to pursue her eyes, "Xiaoxi, I feel sorry for you." ”
His words fell lightly in her heart, but it was a long-drought drizzle, slowly moistening the dry land, Xiaoxi could feel the feeling of her heart being moistened, slightly painful, but also very comfortable.
However, she did not deserve such happiness.
Deliberately not looking over her head to look at him, she said with a cold face: "I don't need to, if you are really good for me, just leave, Zhang Yunming, I want to rest." ”
"Xiaoxi" Zhang Yunming remembered Xue Wei's words, and did not compromise easily, "Xiaoxi, it's all over, let me take care of you." ”
Shaking her head, she still refused, "I know you are all good to me, you, Miss, and Zhao Jinwen." But people like me don't deserve it anymore, I have thought about it, I want to be lonely until I am old, and I will always accompany Miss. Zhang Yunming, I am destined to lose you in this life. I'm sorry. ”
"Xiaoxi" he pinched her chin and made her look at him, "You don't think you're worthy of me, you think it's for my good, but have you ever asked my opinion?" ”
What does he mean by that? Xiaoxi doesn't seem to understand.
"Xiaoxi, from beginning to end, I didn't think you were dirty, let alone that you weren't worthy of me. On the contrary, I would have lived a miserable life without you. You have also seen that I have always been alone all these years, I am waiting for you, don't you know? It's not sympathy or guilt, I like you, I've loved it since a long time ago. What I like is that I share the wind and rain with my wife and the commander, no matter what happens to the other party, I will never give up. I love you, so you've been hurting, and I hope I can comfort you and make you happy. Xiaoxi, you ask yourself, if it's me who is hurting, I have a broken arm and a missing leg, I don't think I'm worthy of you dragging you down, is it because of this that I rejected you, do you really want me? ”
After hearing these words, it is fake that Xiaoxi is not moved, and it is also fake that he is not shaken.
Of course not. If Zhang Yunming really has three strengths and two shortcomings, she will definitely take better care of him and accompany him. Since this is the case, then she should also understand Zhang Yunming's feelings. In the past few years, she has indeed only considered from her own position, and she has not thought about Zhang Yunming's thoughts at all.
Isn't she too selfish?
Seeing her uncertain eyes, he knew that her mind was moving, Zhang Yunming didn't dare to force her too tightly, he helped her up and pulled her to the edge of the bed to sit down, he held her face, rough fingers caressed pityingly, "Xiaoxi, you once said to me, let you go and let yourself go, now I say to you, give me a chance and give yourself a chance, let's try, okay?" ”
It was just a little bit that she couldn't help but nod her head, but she always felt that she was still a little bit bold.
"I ......"
Zhang Yunming was afraid that she would refuse, so he covered her lips, "Don't you rush to answer me first, think about it for a while." I just took advantage of this time to round the circle? It's the circle that can be sent away. The child in her womb is not mine, I don't have anything dirty with her, I just want to repay her for saving her life on a snowy night three years ago. ”
Xiaoxi was stunned, "She saved you on a snowy night?" Did she say that? ”
"Yes, what's wrong?" Fog and guilt Qi Ling Siyi.
Xiaoxi also felt that there was something wrong with Yuanneng, "Not all right." That night I went to beg Mrs. Shi to save you, my Mrs. opened the door with her, you had a fever and I took care of you all night, because I was afraid to face you, so the person you woke up to see was her. ”
"I see." Zhang Yunming suddenly realized, now that he actually thinks about it, he understands, how dare she open the door to save her if she doesn't have the order of the master? At that time, because I still couldn't see Xiaoxi when I was most desperate, I felt disheartened, so as soon as I opened my eyes, the person I saw identified as a life-saver, how ridiculous it is to think about it now.
Holding Xiaoxi's hand, he has never been relaxed and firm, "Xiaoxi, wait for me, I will definitely handle the circle well." You should also think clearly, there are still decades in this life, and we should not leave regrets, okay? ”
Seeing Zhang Yunming leave, the forehead that he had kissed was hot and spicy, Xiaoxi held his hot face, and the joy of one pulse after another kept surging into his heart.
It was already late when Zhang Yunming returned to Zhang's courtyard, but Yuanyuan had been waiting for him. Today, Mr. Zhang arrived in the other courtyard, and he already knew what he should know, he was very angry when he left, angry that Zhang Yunming and her had a child but did not marry, saying that she was going to seek justice for her, and she was going to wait for Zhang Yunming to settle this matter.
"Brother Zhang, why did you come back? Ah, you've been drinking? ”
Zhang Yunming pushed her away, "It's okay, I drank a little, why don't you sleep?" ”
"I have something to tell you."
Yuan Yuan poured him a glass of water, Zhang Yunming held it in his hand and was about to drink it, but suddenly paused again and put it aside.
The round gaze was withdrawn from the teacup, "Why don't you drink it." ”
"It's a bit hot. What are you going to tell me? ”
Yuan Yuan was very disappointed, "Your father came over today. He seems to have misunderstood, thinks that the child is yours, and urges us to get married. ”
Zhang Yunming's expression was faint, "In this way, I have already explained it to him, don't worry about it anymore." If you're ready, I'll arrange for someone to take you to the hospital tomorrow. ”
"That'...... Aren't you going? ”
Zhang Yunming was very gentle, "Yuanyuan, I am a soldier, and I have just been transferred back to Fengping and have a lot of things to do." Okay, I've made it clear, then I'll go back to the barracks first, and you can ask the people in the family to find me. ”
With that, he grabbed the hat he had placed on the table and put it on, and strode out.
Yuan Yuan looked at his tall back, and suddenly felt chills all over his body.
She had planned for so long and paid so much, did she just fail? She's not reconciled, she's not reconciled.
She loves Zhang Yunming so much, why can't he look at herself more, why?
This cup of tea was her last killer move, but he left without taking a sip.
In the middle of the night, the autumn wind was bleak, and she seemed to be the only one left in the huge courtyard.
I didn't know what was going on outside the window, like a wind whimpering and a ghost crying.
Yuanyuan wrapped the quilt tightly, and she couldn't help curling up her body when she thought of the ghost, a little afraid.
The wind tightened, and the sound of ghosts crying became more and more real.
There seemed to be something pressing in the dark, and Yuan Yuan only felt that his heart was stuffy for a while, and he wanted to vomit.
She reached for the rope of the bedside lamp, but it didn't turn on, and the power went out.
"Someone, someone," she shouted.
Obviously, there are servants and guards in this courtyard, but now there is no movement as if they are dead.
Yuanyuan was even more afraid, she was just a teenage girl, and she hadn't seen anything in the world, but because of a moment of ghost confusion and pushed Wang An into the river, and then she had nightmares every night, and now she was frightened by this terrifying environment, and involuntarily appeared that day Wang An was splashing in the water, he said: "Help." ”
Yuan Yuan responded by picking up a large rock and throwing it at his head.
The stone didn't hit him, but Wang An didn't come up when he plunged into the water in order to avoid the stone, she guarded for a while, but she really didn't come up.
She hoped that this would be the end, but who knew that Zhang Yunming found his body again, and she went on the day she recognized the body, and the color of Wang An's body was a strange gray-white color, and there was moss hanging on it. His belly was surprisingly large, and his mouth was open, as if to speak.
As soon as Yuan Yuan approached, his mouth really moved, she screamed in fright, and plunged into Zhang Yunming's arms.
Zhang Yunming thought that he was going to cheat the corpse, so he clenched the gun in his hand, although he had seen a lot of dead people, his scalp was still numb.
A toad crawled out of Wang An's mouth and slipped away in full view of everyone.
The soldiers went from initial surprise to laughter and scolding, damn it, for a toad.
But Yuanyuan was deeply impressed by this scene, there was no way, who made her do something wrong.
At this time, the sound of the noise outside seemed to be raining, and it seemed to be the cry of a toad.
It's almost winter, where do the toads come from.
Suddenly, the scream grew louder and louder, and the door was suddenly opened, and several toads crawled in with their bellies puffed......
"Help."
The next day, Zhang Yunming was looking at the defense map, and someone came to deliver a letter to him, saying that Yuanyuan had a miscarriage.
It turned out that the subordinates found her lying in the courtyard in the morning, unconscious, with a pool of blood under her body.
The guards immediately sent her to the hospital, and then went to inform Zhang Yunming.
Zhang Yunming immediately rushed to the hospital, and sure enough, he saw Yuanyuan lying on the bed with a pale face.
Seeing Zhang Yunming, Yuan Yuan immediately grabbed his hand, "Brother Zhang, you move back to live, I'm afraid." ”
Zhang Yunming frowned, and stuffed her hand back into the quilt, "Don't be too sad, you don't want this child to be left or right." ”
"There is a ghost, I saw a ghost, it is Wang An's ghost, he came to me to ask for his life."
Zhang Yunming's heart moved, could it be that this is Xueli's method? It's too lacking in morality.
"Don't be afraid, what kind of ghosts are there in this world? And it wasn't Wang An who you harmed, it was he who fell into the river drunk, you don't have to blame yourself too much. ”
Her round eyes wandered, and her fingers in the quilt curled up tightly, and it took her a while to calm down, "It's that I'm thinking too much, but can you move back?" The yard is so big, I'm scared to live alone. ”
"I'll pour you a glass of water to drink, hey, there's no water, I'll go fetch water, and I'll bring you something to eat by the way, wait."
As soon as he went out, he slipped away to the commander's mansion.
In the commander's mansion, Xue Wei was drinking tea and reading the account book, and there was a small plate of candied fruit in front of him.
"Ma'am." He shouted respectfully at the door.
Xue Wei put down the account book, "What's the matter early in the morning?" ”
"Yuanyuan had an accident, and she was sent to the hospital for a miscarriage this morning."
Xue Wei was stunned, "So powerful?" ”
Zhang Yunming's face was a little tense, "Madam, could it be that you really did something to her?" ”
Xue Mo shook her head, "What can I do to her?" I just asked your adjutant how he found Wang An's body, and then asked them to catch a few toads and put them in her room. ”
Zhang Yunming was speechless, he really didn't expect that the noble and elegant lady would do such a thing, was it bad for Helian Yao?
"Madam, your trick is indeed enough to damage. It's good that she doesn't want children herself, otherwise you're doing evil. ”
Boss Xue was not happy, "What are you talking about?" If it weren't for her heart, how could she be so panicked and scared? ”
Zhang Yunming touched his chin, "There are also fears, after all, not everyone is as well-informed as Madame." ”
"Head Zhang, why am I so awkward to hear what you say, don't you want me to take care of this matter?"
"Yun Ming dare, I just want to ask Madame what she is going to do next."
Xue Xue took a sip of tea, "She must beg you to move back to another courtyard, and you agree." But if you have your own snacks, you should pay attention to the food and drink she makes for you, and it's better to solve this matter quickly. ”
"That's it?" Zhang Yunming felt that it was a bit simple.
"And this." Xue Mo gave him a delicate little bottle.
Zhang Yunming wanted to open it, but Xue Mo stopped him, "This is mandala pollen, it has a hallucinogenic effect, and when you leave later, bring some angelica red date chicken soup, and then put the medicine inside." ”
"Madame......"
"If you don't want to, forget it, I don't think she's a good person anyway, if you want to protect her, send her away now, and I won't pursue the truth of the matter."
Zhang Yunming said that he wanted to give Xiaoxi an explanation, it was not appropriate to send Yuanyuan away like this, he put the small bottle in his pocket, "Everything is up to Madame." ”
Xue Wei nodded, "Then let's go, don't make people wait." ”
Yuanyuan waited for a long time for Zhang Yunming to come back, and he also brought chicken soup.
"Brother Zhang, where have you been?"
"I'm going to buy you chicken soup, come, drink it while it's hot."
Yuanyuan didn't expect Zhang Yunming to be so gentle with himself, and drank the chicken soup with joy.
"Brother Zhang, now that the child is gone, I don't have to have a baby anymore. I'll leave Fengping when I'm well, but can you go back to accompany me during this time? ”
Zhang Yunming didn't feel guilty in his heart, it was fake, and when he said this again, he felt that maybe he had really wronged this girl.
That night, Yuanyuan returned to the courtyard with Zhang Yunming, and he specially asked people to raise the stove to warm the house.
Yuan Yuan seemed to see hope, and soon fell asleep after eating.
But in the middle of the night, she walked out of the house as if she were sleepwalking.
Zhang Yunming was already vigilant and immediately followed.
Walking under a flower tree, she suddenly stopped and smiled gloomily at the tree.
Zhang Yunming shuddered when she smiled.
I only heard her say: "Wang An, you brought it all on yourself, don't blame me." ”
"At first, I liked you a little bit, and chastity was given to you, but you are poor and white, and you don't even have a house, why do you want me to follow you?"
Zhang Yunming gasped, it turned out that it was not forced by what she said, it was a hook-up. She is a Buddhist disciple who does not abide by the precepts, which is really lewd.
"I just like Zhang Yunming, he is handsome, chic, rich and powerful, a thousand times stronger than you, why do you want me to follow you to be poor?"
"Damn you, who told you to elope with me? Drowning you is cheaper for you. ”
Sure enough, it was her, it seemed that the mandala given by Mrs. made her think of the tree as Wang An, and this was a conversation with him.
Zhang Yunming had the intention to interrupt her to arrest people, but Yuanyuan suddenly turned around and went back to the room, and the smile on his face became more and more hideous.
She said as she walked, "Soon, Zhang Yunming will be my person, it's mine." ”
Zhang Yunming clenched the gun in his hand, what is this poisonous woman going to do?
*
The next day, Xiaoxi was having breakfast with Xue Haoxuan, and suddenly Xiaoma ran in in a panic, "Madam, something is wrong, Captain Zhang was poisoned and died." ”
"What?" Xue Wei stood up, "Which head Zhang?" ”
"Which one else, it's Zhang Yunming."
"How could he...... Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi, where are you going? ”
There was a buzz in Xiaoxi's head, and she couldn't hear anything, just echoing the pony's words.
"Poisoned to death, no, Zhang Yunming won't."
Shellfish and the pony chase her out, and the pony pulls her into the car.
In the car, Xue Wei kept comforting her, "Don't be afraid, it'll be fine, Zhang Yunming is hard, he must be fine." ”
Xiaoxi's face was pale, her lips were tightly pursed, she wanted to speak, but her throat choked on something, she wanted to nod, but she couldn't move her head.
When she arrived at Zhang's Courtyard, Xiaoxi stumbled out of the car, but she immediately got up and stumbled into the house.
There were many people around the house, Xiaoxi didn't care about anything, she pushed away the crowd and saw the person on the bed covered with a quilt, and his face was covered by a white veil.
Only the face of the dead man was covered with a white veil.
Xiaoxi's lips trembled, and the raised hand finally didn't have the courage to lift the white cloth.
Pounced on it, hugged the person on the bed tightly, and tears rolled down.
Xue Mo wanted to pull her, "Xiaoxi, you mourn." ”
Xiaoxi broke free of her hand and hugged the person on the bed tightly.
No, I don't want to leave him again.
Zhang Yunming, open your eyes and look at me? Look at me.
You're a liar, and you said you were waiting for my answer last night, and now I'm telling you, but you're up and listening.
Zhang Yunming, you said that you would take care of me and protect me for the rest of my life, but you are not allowed to break your word, you are not allowed.
My answer is that I promised you, I promised you, you get up.
"Xiaoxi, this is what you said, you are not allowed to go back."
The person on the bed suddenly ripped off the white cloth and smiled at her, full of big white teeth.
Xiaoxi's crying expression froze suddenly, and she looked at the man in her arms, a little confused.
Zhang Yunming saw that he was playing big, he wanted to go to the crowd to find the culprit, but there was still the shadow of Xue Ling.
Xiaoxi suddenly pushed him away and was about to go outside.
It turned out that he lied to her and joked about such a thing, Zhang Yunming, how can you be so excessive?
Zhang Yunming jumped up from the bed, and ran outside without even bothering to put on his shoes, "Xiaoxi, listen to my explanation." ”
Where would Xiaoxi listen, his sincerity just now turned out to be teasing him, it can't be said that it was sad or something else, Xiaoxi felt like a clown, and just wanted to get out of here quickly.
She is weak and small, where is Zhang Yunming's opponent, she will catch up with her in three or five steps, he pulled her arm and pulled the person into his arms, "Xiaoxi, I'm sorry." ”
Biting her lip, Xiaoxi didn't look at him, "You let go of me, Captain Zhang, I'm not your monkey." ”
"I don't have any monkeys in my house! Xiaoxi, I'm joking with you, no, I'm, hey, I, that, it's all a bad idea from Madame. ”
couldn't help it, he still betrayed Xue Mo perfectly.
But Xue Mo is a god in Xiaoxi's heart, she doesn't believe it at all, "Zhang Yunming, the manly husband did it, why did you splash dirty water on your wife?" ”
"Me? No. Zhang Yunming realized that he had completely fallen into a pit called Yin Xuewei, and he couldn't climb up.
Xiaoxi went to break his fingers, "Captain Zhang, this kind of joke is not funny at all, it's better not to open it in the future, let me go." ”
How can Zhang Yunming let go? He was really afraid that if he let Xiaoxi go, he would never be able to forgive him.
"Xiaoxi, I'm not kidding, you just said that you want me to take care of you, and I heard it all."
Xiaoxi didn't buy it, "Since Captain Zhang's death is fake, then my words are not true." ”
Zhang Yunming was really stupid, this is not a no-go, anxious he unconsciously let go of the cruel words, "Do you really want me to die before you want to?" ”
"Zhang Yunming, can you also joke about life and death? You have an old father above you, and 50,000 soldiers of the Helian army below, how can you casually mention death? ”
Seeing her teach herself a righteous and strict lesson, Zhang Yunming became happy again, "Xiaoxi, what you teach is that I will listen to you in the future when we get married, and live well to take care of you." ”
What's the matter, doesn't this man understand people?
Xiaoxi didn't want to entangle with him here, so she turned around and was about to leave, but Zhang Yunming was entangled, and the two of them made trouble in the yard.
The adjutant of the "Tuanza" didn't know where it came from, "You wait a while, what should I do about the aftermath of the round girl?" ”
Xiaoxi was stunned, she gave up the struggle and looked at Zhang Yunming, "Yuanneng is dead?" ”