Slowly, Li Qingyou's mood slowly returned to normal, Li Qingyou stood up, took the instrument and walked to my side. I was puzzled, he said to me: "Lin Ye, let me check it for you, your state is not normal...... I didn't refuse, but I didn't have much hope, after all, even the Chen family didn't save me in the short term, only extended my life. I'm already a man with one foot in the coffin now.

Li Qingyou took the instrument and carefully examined it on me, and after a while, his brows furrowed, and I pouted: "Doctor Li, forget it, you don't have to bother too much." But Li Qingyou waved his hand. Lin Ye, if I can save you, I will do it no matter how troublesome I am, but you ......"

I stood up, "Dr. Li, thank you, next time I come back, I will definitely come back to put your ...... again", I secretly added in my heart: if there is a next time.

Li Qingyou sent us all the way to the door, he took my hand and sighed heavily. I just smiled back.

Once we got in the car, we didn't go home right away. Everything here has been dealt with, and I don't know if there will be a chance to come back again, so I want to go around and have a look. The neighborhood that drove out of Li Qingyou's house was the place where Zhou Kun drove into us at that time, and the fat man also lost his life in this car accident.

I drove to the Night Bar, which was no longer a bar after the fire, but was converted into a private house, without the bustle and noise of the past. I'm a little uncomfortable. I didn't stay long, so I stepped on the accelerator again, Chen Xin was very strange: "Lin Ye, why are you driving around in the car?" ”

I smiled: "These places are important turning points in my life, come and see, I don't know if there will be a chance to come in the future......" I pretended to be light-hearted, but my heart was bitter.

Chen Xin stopped talking, she was so smart, how could she not understand my mood at the moment. I drove the car to Hosei University, and the car stopped in front of the dormitory, and I wanted to go up and have a look, but I thought that the dormitory manager would stop me. I gave up on this idea. I'm no longer the same person I used to be, in the past, in this university, except for the beautiful teacher who dared to stop me, where did anyone else have the courage.

"Lin Ye, is this the university you attended?" Chen Xin opened the window, stared out of the car window, and said with interest: "It's so big!" ”

"Do you know about universities?" I asked.

Chen Xin snorted, "I saw it in the magazine, I heard that I can learn things that I am interested in in college, unlike in the Chen family, what I learn every day is to make tea or something, and I am annoyed to death." "I'm a little helpless, if you come to school, I'm afraid you will know the benefits of making tea every day.

"Lin Ye. What's next? "Chen Xin seems to be more interested than me, and as soon as I drove the car out of the gate of Hosei University, Chen Xin asked.

I thought about it, took out a map from the car, looked at it for a while, and said to Chen Xin: "I want to go and see a good friend of mine, but this friend is a little far from here, we must go home first to tidy up our things, and then go to Wuxi immediately, and we will pass by there on the way." ”

Chen Xin was immediately frustrated, "Are you going to leave so soon?" But Chen Xin didn't say much, after all, my time is too precious, "But, the way you are now, can that friend of yours recognize you?" "Female Thrower.

I got the steering wheel in my hand and sped forward. I didn't answer Chen Xin's question, in fact, the friend I was talking about was a fat man. This trip to Wuxi, for the sake of convenience, I have to drive by myself, so we can't get on the highway, if we are stopped by the traffic police, it will be a disaster.

We can only take the road through various towns and villages, and in the direction of Wuxi, we just have to pass through the fat man's village, the fat man died because of me, and the death of his parents and the whole village can be said to be my responsibility. The words of the man in black still linger in my heart and linger: I will not die, but more people will die.

After the death of the man in black, it seems that this spell has not been lifted, and the people who have a relationship with me still have no good end, whether it is a good person or a bad person, Li Qiao, Chen Lao and many Chen family members, all those who have helped me and harmed me have died a lot.

When we got home, we packed up some changes of clothes and hurried on the road, and when we walked out of the house, it was gray and it seemed like it was about to rain. Coincidentally, the last time I went to Zhou Gongshan at the request of Meng Dan and passed by the fat man's house, it was also raining. The car had just driven far before the rain started, and the roof of the car with the size of a bean's raindrop crackled, Chen Xin stretched out his hand out of the window, and the wind blew in with the rain.

Chen Xin was very happy: "The rain outside the Chen family is cuter than the one inside the Chen family, so refreshing!" ”

In Chen Xin's cheerful laughter, we drove into the mountain road, Chen Xin had never been in the car a few times, this winding mountain road suddenly made her smile disappear, replaced by a haze on her face. She stopped laughing and yelled at her to throw up, and I pointed to the mints on the car and said I would be fine after eating one.

Chen Xin stuffed the mint candy in her mouth, closed her eyes and fell asleep, this is a mountain road, my driving skills are not very good, it is raining again, I dare not drive too fast. Soon, it was getting dark, and by the time I parked the car in front of the village where the fat man was, it was already past nine o'clock in the evening.

I woke Chen Xin up, Chen Xin opened her sleepy eyes and asked, "Arrived?" ”

I nodded, and suddenly, Chen Xin became happy, this car could make her scared, we each held an umbrella and got out of the car. It was still this fresh air, and from a distance, the village was pitch black. At that time, Xiao Hang called the police, and everyone thought that the dozen or twenty people in the village had died because of the mudslide. There should be some young people in the village, studying outside, so they escaped the disaster, and they naturally do not live in this deserted village now.

We each turned on our flashlights and walked to the village. On both sides of the road, there used to be green farmland, but after so long without farming, it has long since become barren, and occasionally some unknown insects can be heard chirping in the sky.

"Lin Ye, that friend of yours, lives in such a remote place?" Chen Xin was a little surprised, she looked around, "It's impossible for anyone to live here, it's a dead village." ”

"It's coming." I replied, "This village, originally inhabited by more than a dozen families, lived a very stable life, but because of me, the people in this village, have already died. ”.！

Chen Xin's mouth opened wide, "You hurt them?" ”

As I walked forward, I smiled bitterly: "It can be said that I hurt them...... Chen Xin thought that I killed all these people with my own hands, but I didn't refute it clearly, because the whole village died because of me. Soon, we walked to the door of the fat man's house, the door was not closed, and we walked straight in.

The smell of dust in the room was very strong, and Chen Xin pinched her nose as soon as she came in and complained, "What smells so bad!" ”

I didn't have time to pay attention to Chen Xin, I grabbed a flashlight and went to the inner hall of the room, where a picture of a fat man was hanging on the wall. Seeing the fat man's smiling face, all the grievances I had suffered came to my heart, I cried heartbreakingly, and Chen Xin stood aside in a daze: "This is the friend you said you wanted to see?" ”

"Fat man...... I took the lighter in the house and lit three incense sticks, the incense was already a little damp, I lit it for a long time before I could barely light it, "Fat man, Brother Ye can't stand you...... I don't know if you're doing well over there, I'm here to tell you that it was Zhou Kun who drove into us, the thin man's adoptive father, he is dead, and the man in black, he is also dead, you can rest assured. ”

Saying that, my heart was even more uncomfortable, "Fatty, I don't ask you to forgive me, my uncles and aunts all died because of me, and I couldn't protect them." I'm really useless, the thin man died because of me, Xiao Hang was also captured by heretics, my grandfather also died because he saved me, and my most beloved woman, I can't even keep her......"

Chen Xin didn't speak all the time and sat aside.

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